Hope and Wish
H&W40 BSC. Akad not witnessed

"Om who married directly?" Bang Workshop looks panicked. 

"Loe thinks bagemane?!" I sat facing the workshop. 

"Oh, deg-degan." Bang The workshop was wailing, by rubbing his chest. 

I'm not next to him, I can just take a peek. This was because the event had not yet begun, if it had started I would have been forced to sit in a different and closed place. 

Everyone laughed amusedly. This KUA hall is so crowded, just because of the arrival of my extended family. 

"Here, Deck." Mama Aca pulled me. 

"Yes, Ma." I followed the pull of my foster mother's hand. 

Not the traditional clothes, not the kebaya either. Only luxury dress made of satin silk white with a blend of light blue color variations, do not forget the tile shawl to coat my hijab as well. 

Bang Workshop was only wearing a black suit, not forgetting the long white shirt inside his suit. Black peci become identical for marriage contracts here, although most people usually use custom peci or commonly called meukeutop kupiah. 

"Ra, remember Mama's talk again. Mama didn't ask for much, which is important one you should remember. As always, don't be rude if your husband doesn't act rude. Don't expose it to children if you're angry with your husband. Control your emotions, don't let your child or family be affected by your frustration." Mama Aca touched both my arms. 

"Ready, Ma. I always remember that advice from childhood, Mama always remembered it repeatedly." It felt like my ears were tired of listening to the advice of Mama Aca, but I knew she was worried that I had forgotten her advice. 

"Fulfill the needs of the bed, establish two-way communication, protest to the husband when the husband's stomach is full, do not disturb his privacy. Expensive man, even if released in any way, he can certainly keep the faith and n**** it. Don't find out things about Han's past that could hurt you, unless the universe shows itself. Do not seek disease, in the midst of your happiness. Even if Han deletes the chat with other women out there before going home, you don't know. He's trying to keep your feelings even by lying to you, you're being guarded he's not hurting himself by finding out the truth. If Han is really wrong, God will show you everything in front of you. Do not be a woman in general, even though we are women in general. We live in a country of law, just gather the evidence, don't you judge the mistake. The man who cheated, let alone to the bed, the punishment was planted to the neck, then thrown stones to death, not pardon. But that doesn't mean you feel hurt, so you feel you deserve to punish him. It's just advice, to hold on for the rest of your life. Mama didn't mean to mess up your mind, Mama just didn't want you to fail again, Ra. Even if it fails, I hope you're not guilty." Mama Aca gave a sweet smile. 

My heart warmed, I immediately hugged her. "Thank you for the advice, Ma. I understand everything Mama said, it doesn't make me think badly, but I understand that I have to keep the logic here."

Ehh, mama Aca immediately patted her head after coming out of my arms when I finished speaking. 

"It does not have to be any logic as well, even if the cake is so that the husband does not work actually. What the hell is he? Only n******in is ours, right? Make us pregnant, make us even more bothered because their ears are sold separately."

I laughed when I heard the last sentence. Indeed, neither father nor martyr should be called repeatedly. They do not seem to hear, when when viewed from close to yes they are actually in focus. 

"What do you need to do, Ma? I'm from a little taught logic, not kek bang Chandra who heard the voice of the salesman knows round the nights he cried out of pity." The turn of Mama Aca who laughed crisply because of my words. 

"Must catch each other, Dek. Later invite Han to dinner at Mama's house, Mama would like to chat also your choice. Uh, but why the hell did you pick him? Judging from the value of income and alimony of his father's share, Kaf is superior loh." Mama Aca chuckles amusedly.

I know she's not a female matre, but I also understand that all kinds of needs are worth it. I also felt myself becoming a housewife, who always turned the ration money from my previous husband. 

"I'm a baper with him, Ma. What yes? He looks responsible, the person is cool, the pervert can also be tuh. I remember the beginning with Syuhada, he couldn't do anything, Ma. In fact, n***did lose to me. The initiative means nothing, it has to be taught." 

Mama Aca laughed amusedly by patting my lap. 

"It seems to have children outside of marriage, yes it must be an expert in deceiving women. Are you the same as him?" Mama Aca lowered her voice. 

"Don't tell me." I saw a tense reaction from the face of Mama Aca, surely she was afraid if I really was poked by bang Workshop. 

"OK, what?" His eyes are focused on me. 

Express direct, 😑. 

"Mama thought you were flanked." Mama Aca sighed. 

"But I had a hard time sleeping right home, Ma. Deg-degan's right, I've imagined him doing more." I said that while laughing amusedly. 

Mama Aca scooped my face. "Eh, but indeed if the widower tuh cake is interesting right. Mama used to be approached by a bachelor, but heavier to father Ghifar who was a widower of two children. Clothes jebret not dressed either, they're really good, Deck."

My laughter came off instantly, but Mama Aca immediately smothered my mouth. 

"Bismilahbornrahmanirrahim, I want to kiss you my Queen. Hahahaha." exclaimed someone who had just entered this room. 

I turned my head, and I saw some of the family members carrying a photographer-style camera. Some also carry cell phones. 

"Prayer first, you idiot!" maki's the dad who's following the workshop. 

"Can't you just get a block?"  Bang Workshop stopped beside me. 

Mama Aca immediately asked me to stand, he fixed my hijab coating tile. 

"You think you're gonna eat fish?" Dad stood beside me. 

"Where, Dad? Ajarin, understand this widower experience of virgins." Bang Workshop chuckled small. 

He had already called father by proper name, no longer 'om'. 

"It's legal, Dad? Is he my husband?" I asked by looking at my father. 

"Udah, Deck. Stupid right he is, three repetitions. Your brother's widower and married again, not to repeat the cake." Dad glanced at the Workshop. 

Bang Workshop like a shy smile. "Yes understandably, people are nervous." He unbuttoned his suit. 

"Now, you're horrified. Your right hand rests on top of Ra's crown." Father clasped hands while giving the order. 

"OK, gini?" Bang Workshop did it right. 

"You nduk, Deck. Why are you dongak? Wait for Han to know you?"

Oh my God, I'm just embarrassing me. I looked down with laughter, plus many families were laughing at me. 

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