Hope and Wish
A&W37. Biyung

"What should be explained? What's his problem? Have you ever shared it with a brother or a parent? My son has a stomachache, Bang. I don't know what he's got, he never came to me with his problems. I'm lazy to be a givan mas who keeps having trouble, I'm dizzy, Givan mas angry. She said that if she's dizzy, it's not professional to be a wife. But the name is I'm a parent, there must be a child who ngadu and I must be dizzy too even though finally report to the husband as well." Biyung glanced at Bunga and looked back at Pakwa. 

Ohh, it turns out that the flower never told anything with the biyung. 

"Biyung will know my problem from Biyung's children." 

Flowers are so important. 

"Serus Biyung should come to you, right? Sorry, you're not my mother-in-law." Biyung fix the tip of his hijab, looks very arrogant. 

"You caught Givan." Pakwa chuckled and seemed to want to pull the nose biyung. 

"Partially, Brother's daughter's drama is right. I've been the wife of the most people, acting all over." Biyung turned his head, to look at his house. 

She must have been afraid that her husband would leave her waist and observe her from afar. 

"Biyung don't know, if Hema is crouching again? Biyung doesn't know, if that's his business going next door?" Flowers to move his head. 

"But with the sign that you're wasting communication access, you're bringing back a father, which means you're capable of your own." Biyung snapped his finger. 

Bunga glanced at his father, then he bowed. I don't know what the ticking code means. 

Biyung his person quickly angry too, if his family's helping hand was taken for granted. How dizzy Flowers at that time, should not disconnect communication with family. 

"Biyung doesn't understand how I feel." The flowers look moody. 

"How do you not understand? You still have a father, Biyung only had a mother at that time. Plus, the mother abroad so TKW, never can vent, only news. Who is biyung the same? Same aunt dong, same cake you in Cirebon used to be the same aunt right? You're less attentive than auntie, where did you run? Run to men. Biyung dong, run to the boarding school. Selang****n you're itchy, you're adulterous. Biyung dong, ask to marry papa Ghifar. Due to bad luck, Biyung was raped, thank God she was married. You got bad luck, raped too, and then try the stuff that has broken in. You're divorced, Biyung was divorced too. You can go home to the old man, but disturb Han who is obviously single. Biyung anyway, go to Padang bring the child and the body. Confused about where to go, the family is far away in Java. Going back to Java, money is not enough. You're luckier, don't you have money, right? But you didn't take it to go home to the old man. You had a chance to marry Han, but you're referring to Hema. Biyung, is this Biyung? Meet the bachelor in Padang, marry the same bachelor. Thank God we are happy even though we are winding up too, just as we have one child since the divorce from the husband. You have Han's son, Zee. Biyung has Ceysa, from Biyung's husband who can best treat his women. Divorce again loh Biyung with his biological father Ceysa, had a chance to refer, instead had to mengikhlaskan before having. More bitter, Bunga. More pain, more regret. But you are obviously happy with the husband, know the husband is sick, not seek treatment, instead you demand it can be hard. Crazy dong your man, Bunga. Good thing Hema didn't kill herself anyway, ashamed of the man you were beating. Doesn't justify Hema, but you're not right either. Everything that happens in your life, the choice is in your hands. You have a more beautiful choice, but you're picking one point for reasons that are hard to understand. Han less what is it? You refused, now I'm asking for a package with Zee. You're not Han's taste anymore, Han knows how good it is to have a nice guy's wife. He's addicted to having a nice guy's wife, while he already memorizes your habits. He couldn't have made the choice to trouble himself, Bunga. A girl, two more. The one man who ever expected you, now doesn't look at you the least. And you're still at this point? Want to wait how many men throw you out, who deny your existence? Fixing yourself won't make you miserable, it's not about wasting time. You're so much better, let alone as deep as Han's dimple, a man as high as the criteria of delusion you must get, Bunga. Hema healed too, traumatized she opened a relationship with you if you were still like this. But maybe it's a different story, if he knows you're much better and you've changed. Kasian is like yourself, don't be kasian with the child. Son has a father in charge, has a grandfather who loves him tuh." Biyung pointed at the pakwa with his chin. "But are you sure there are men who still want to take responsibility for your life? Is there a sincere man who shines over you? You'll know for yourself, your father's affection is heavy for your sisters. Hope you're from your dad? If indeed the love of parents you do not get anymore, it is not the way you even act to make your father bother. Mending focus up the quality of self, so can a husband who is unfortunately sincere and unfortunately more from your father to you. Biyung never love father, thank God can father-in-law the right attention. Get the right loving husband, get children who are full attention, can brother-in-law who is not toxic. Can take away the warmth of the family now, from the family story fifteen thousand money first. Bodo is very much in Cendal-Cendol, Biyung understand their true nature of the call. You plant one good in A, so you could be meticulous in B. You're out of luck in the old story, you could be the luckiest man in the new story. One thing you should never forget, learn from your mistakes. Biyung, if you get divorced again, don't want to leave the house, not good. I told Givan's father who went there, he's a man, sleep in the mosque can also. For example, kek is learning from mistakes, do not repeat the stupidity and carelessness of yesterday. Because of thinking about heartache, so body ache because I don't think long." Biyung smiled broadly at the Flower. 

Pakwa bowed, pakwa definitely nyesek also spelled out like that. 

This, once the tripe directly hit all. Father and son were introspection right now maybe, I don't know either. But clearly, they were instantly silent and bowed listlessly. They didn't say anything, they just kept quiet and confused me. 

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