Hope and Wish
A&W57. Break away for a moment

"And you're beating yourself up, wait for Zee's new flower to be taken over" he said by hitting the edge of the gurney. 

"So for half a year willing to share the role of husband continue? I'd better be sincere Brother too. A month back, there was no significant influence from the presence of Brother in my life. Obviously, in life the Flower Brother is more useful and meaningful. Maybe if the same flower, Brother stay ngang**** just, he works, he fills everything."

I sometimes wonder at people who don't move quickly to solve problems. How is there such a person? My family and I are not like that. 

"Who, how do you go anywhere?" His breathing was already heavy, he was carried away by emotions as well it seemed. 

"Yes because of this problem if not quickly given firmness, will be moored everywhere. Although brother people, who he said could not be captured. But if you keep wanting to be there for Zee, without bringing Zee for me to take care of. It is the same as when you give yourself up to Bunga, all of you marry and live together. If indeed Abang ngerti, nerima and agreed to wait for Bunga completed everything new Zee brought, it means that during that time you have to be careful to Zee. After all, his grandfather was an expert in the medical field. In the hospital Bunga is not really alone, there are doctors and there are nurses. He panicked with Zee's condition, so just report to the nurse who is guarding. Same with dad's cake here, my fever is high, dad reported, I vomited, dad reported, I got a stomachache, dad reported. Father is also alone to take care of his son, not much different from the flower that guards Zee." I was still trying to force her to be firm, before it was completely our chaotic household. 

"But Zee Brother's son, Yang! Listen to the kid it's like, which parent has the heart! You are not very careful!" His eyes are in perfect bloom. 

"If you can't bear it, take him and we raise him together! KNOW?!" I dare to reply to those round eyes. 

"You can understand their decision, Yang?! How are you so mad that I continue to oppose them?!" He pointed at himself. 

"So it's better to nag me, is it?!" I lowered my voice. 

"Yaaa, that's not it. It's just that I'll be impolite, Yang. It has been explained at the beginning, if Zee is the same Flower until the Flower is done everything. That whistling time again, that again, it's been explained from the beginning." He knocked on my gurney. 

He is the type who accepts it. 

"Yes, that means you have to go to Zee during Zee's time at Bunga." I'm making it clear in the future. 

"Oh Allah, Who. Tega, you?" He clucked and shook repeatedly. 

"That's your name for our household, Bang! Don't mind your head of the household, keep it this way. Brother went home to Brother's father, until Brother can be firm for Zee's matter." I remained steadfast with the initial choice I gave her. 

"Kh…." He took his breath away by getting up from his chair. 

He walked back and forth, massaging his head and tugging at his hair. Then, he walked towards the window. 

"Don't batesin Abang to nemuin Adek." He turned his head towards me, with the position still in the window of this simple room. 

"It's free on that cake. You ask for a meal, you ask for a lapse****, you go home to me, yes it feels free that we just split, if only his sleep only moved to Hamdan's father. Brother met me, if you can be firm about Zee." I felt like he couldn't think much about our household, because his focus was on Zee alone. 

So who's the heart? He even left me alone in the hospital. He must not have the heart to do this to Bunga or Zee, but he easily left me. 

I just wish Dad could come. 

My hope was not wrong, my father immediately came and brought food as well. 

"Han said you were alone. You're driving him out?" Dad opened one by one the airtight containers he was carrying. 

It smells like sauteed saffron leaves. It's delicious, I want to eat. 

"Yes, I kicked him out of the house, not kicked him out of this room." I kept watching my father's activities. 

"Yes, he said that. As a result, I'm afraid to say the wrong thing to you." Dad pointed a spoon in my mouth. 

"Here, he lost the most words." I turned my face the other way, I was afraid that my father would understand my tinge of disappointment with my husband. 

If the whiny taste comes, chewing and eating food is very difficult. Like there's something big stuck in the throat. 

"What did you kill, Dek?" Dad took a second bribe. 

"Step apart the house temporarily, until she can be firm to about Zee. If indeed he accepts the decision to foster Zee after the Bunga affair is finished, it means that during Zee in Bunga he must have the heart. Not kek gini, Dad. Love needs anyway, see ya anyway, but he did not participate this way. But he said I have the same child, he himself will go to the wife. Keep the choice of both, take Zee firmly and we foster. Want him in the hospital all day with Zee also no problem, if Zee's in my custody." I chewed my food before speaking at length. 

"Han said what else, when did you say that?" Sense of father's face seriously semi-angry. 

"He said he had been given the same decision from the beginning. So anyway, this workshop accepts that the Zee in Flowers during the Flower business is not finished. But he did not want to have a little to the child, even I who said heart to his son. Kan Zee still had a family too, there were still Flowers and there were still forced. Apparently again, yesterday he did not come home because the flowers were sick. So he's full of Zee, while Bunga breaks. What makes me even more disappointed, actually the therapy is not in the playground. But originally, they went to the playground after therapy. With the condition of my kek gini, my husband even took a walk to a large supermarket that has a playground. Doesn't it inflame me, Dad? Continuing the matter of my decision to split the house first, he asked me not to limit him to go in and out of the house. Yes it's useless if you separate, just separate to sleep, but he still got food from me and can still eat me. Separate everything according to me, that's." Let me know everything, so he can deduce for himself who's wrong. 

I don't want to look wrong, but if I'm wrong I don't mind being punished. When commuting from Cirebon with only carrying the body covered with a kumel shirt, plus the condition of the injured face. I confessed to Dad as soon as I got home, that I almost made Galen's father's life go away. 

After that my father took me for a visa, I was checked because the full white of my eyes was red. Clearly, which parent is not panicking. I sued even I explained everything that he was KDRT and I retaliated, I was punished and I accepted it. 

Not like the people I know. If it is wrong, the beginning of the sentence must be 'yes it is not so, yes it means, yaa'. Including my husband, he defends himself from his mistakes like a family man.

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