Hope and Wish
R&W76. A deal from dad

I just shook my head, after hearing my story. 

"I'll keep it until the case is over, Dad. So how am I supposed to? How good?" Bang Workshop got you a medium bottled mineral water for dad. 

"Let's meet Hema." Dad looked at me. "Dad doesn't understand why he's confessing to it." Dad took his breath. "Let's get ready, I'll wait in the lobby." Dad came out first from this simple room. 

What should I talk to Hema? I'm not feeling good about him. 

"Come, Yang," asked the Workshop, after picking up his phone and wallet. 

"Yes." Yeah." I just brought our clothes that were dry. 

Me and the workshop suddenly bought clothes, because we did not have a change of clothes. 

Arriving at the rutan, only me and my father could meet Hema. Because only two people were allowed, so the workshop gave in. 

Hema can smile, whether she is happy to meet us or indeed she tries to make us believe that she is fine here. Believe me, there is no happiness in the rut. Stress that exists, has a lot of time but is not free to move. 

"Where, Dad?" He kissed dad's hand, then tos boom with me. 

"Ish, pungo! How are you?!" Dad pressed his voice. 

"Not how the hell, Dad. At home, eat sleep. It's the same here, Dad. Bang Wildan with information about my treatment, even thought I was under the influence of narcotics after crashing. I took medication from a psychologist to sleep, so noontime was a normal life. I'm more of a sleep disorder, Dad. Just panic if the dose drops, because the body until shaking," he said later. 

"But you didn't crash, Hem!" I'm gently pounding this table. 

"Shttt…. Shtt…. Don't talk about it, I don't mind being here. What matters…. This matter is closed, that's it. But with the sick flower, you can take the opportunity to ngasuh Zee. You guys are a happy family." He stretched out his hand and smiled widely. 

Somewhat crazy this guy. 

"But you're not happy!" I was angry with him. 

"I think I can focus on my recovery here. Fitting out, I thirsty woman. Did you not see any women here for long? Just keep going wild again, normal again. Restart life." He smiled widely until his eyelids were all protruding. 

"Where can that be!" Dad snapped Hema's head slowly. 

"Where do you know, Dad. It's my decision, I just support you. If you can, please help ease the punishment. I don't care about being locked up for six years too, which is important my sister doesn't cry. Not that I'm demanding reciprocity, but for now help bang Wildan, Dad. Teach basic what that is, now he up to sell-sell land for the treatment of his sister-in-law. Good medicine, no insurance cover. I told you, I'll change it sometime. They didn't ask to be replaced, but I felt terrible. Bang Wildan sacrificed a lot of material things, like as long as I was here it was his quiet time from my life problems. I thank you very much Dad, if you can give basic to bang Wildan. Kasian, his son three. Let me go home, bang Wildan is already victorious again and can help me to climb the material ladder again." 

I understand what Hema means. He seemed to want to stay away from his family, because he felt troublesome to his family only. While he has nothing now for his needs and stomach, but if in prison he is still fed. 

He wanted his father to help bang Wildan, because he wanted his brother not to fall into poverty for covering his drugs while he was in prison. If he came home, he could pay his debts to his brother-in-law, if his brother-in-law was already in stable economic conditions. He was sure his brother-in-law was not stingy with him, so he could go up again and could pay his debts to his brother-in-law. 

"Later in court, you can tell that Ra did it. Basic science problems, let alone your brother-in-law, you too Father will be modalin. The only problem here is, it's not what you did. Later bother again the problem, if in the end the Flower open the sound that Ra is wrong with him." Dad looked at me for a moment. 

"No way, flowers won't open their voices. If he opens his voice, he'll get a retrial, Dad. Before the CCTV was removed, I saw there the Flower that had swooped Han first. Bang Chandra has a duplicate, Dad. I can see it there clearly. On the way I talked to him. It was me, not Ra. If you open your voice about Ra, you automatically get turned back because you have sharia law or the Law that has been regulated." 

It turns out that Hema poses a threat to the Flower. 

"Here, don't think about it. Enjoy your time, Ra. I also enjoy being here." He put his smile back on. 

"Motive? You think I'm taking a chance on trouble? There's no motive, Ra. It feels like I want to go back to Bekasi, so don't be embarrassed by bang Wildan. But no one would eat there, if you eat here." He lowered his eyebrows. 

Is that really my guess? 

"You want Wildan to have a base? You want to help pay off your debt in Wildan?" Dad stretched out his palm. 

Hema nodded, she glanced at father's hand and grabbed him. Then, kiss him right away. 

"You want to go home, Dad?" the tanyanya sounds plain. 

It seems wrong here. 

"God! Salaman, dodol! Why salim?" Father's protest later. 

Well right, right? I laugh here. 

"Ohh…." Hema giggling. 

"I want to have a basic as well. If you teach to bang Wildan, then bang Wildan will teach me. If it's a money problem, I can also sell the only house in Bekasi to pay off the debt to bang Wildan. But I'll still be poor if I don't have the basics, I don't have the effort and I don't have any skills." 

I think Hema's thinking is long. 

"okay, deal. I say thank you, I hope you get well here." Dad extended his hand. 

"What deal, Dad?"

I feel Hema dodol for taking a lot of psychotropic drugs. 

"Abang you're given capital, basic. You were given one effort so, given the basics and knowledge to run it to stay stable."

I gawked at the deal my father gave Hema. 

"Did? I owe it, I will be successful in paying all my debts. Capital for bang Wildan does not need, he will sell the land." Hema bargained a lot, even though the golden opportunity in my opinion. 

"You're noisy right!" Dad stared fiercely at Hema. 

"Hey, Dad. I'm not Dad's relative, I'm just a former foster daughter-in-law. Relax a little bit is okay, Dad. I get it, money matters, we're still somebody else." He shook his head gently, displaying his hands like waves of water. 

What else does that mean? 

"Plus, get a maximum sentence of five years and Dad's fine cover. Deal…." I grabbed Hema's hand. "At least agreement? Dad was the same Ra back first. Get well soon, okay?" Dad tapped Hema's hand onto the table, before finally getting up from this wooden chair. 

Hema is like confusion. He looked at me and Dad took turns, until we left and he kept quiet. 

He hasn't digested everything. 

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