Hope and Wish
R&W46. Body changes

"What tuh?" I restrained Galen's body, because he wanted to get off the porch stairs. 

"So I'm wearing a material-deprived nightgown" he whispered in my ear. 

I was blown away right away, until Galen kept quiet by giving me his new index finger coming out of his mouth. He soaked my cheek with water from his mouth. 

"Okay, okay." I nodded repeatedly. 

I also have a collection of official clothes that night, I have and I often wear it in the house when it was night in front of my husband first. 

"What activities are you looking for?" He carried Galen, because the boy wanted to get off the porch. 

"Jagain kids, I'm holy, cook too, Bang." 

I'm not a virgin, I'm not in pain from returning to sex. I can stay productive, even I feel my body is lighter now. 

"okay, deh. Will you play with the brothers? Let's memorize, let's be familiar with the others as well." He stood up and smiled widely. 

"Okay, Bang." I smile back and enter the house. 

"Ammmm, aemmmmm…." Galen's whining, made me remember her stomach. 

"Bang, shake. This is while bribing Galen," I cried by waving at him. 

"Oh, yes." Bang Workshop turned and nodded, he heard me. 

No hassle, just a cow's eye egg. Then I immediately pulled out Galen's tricycle, so that the workshop bang was easy to feed Galen. 

I continued my activities, after equipping Galen with drinking water as well. I began to sort the vegetables, then immediately continued my laundry. Every now and then, I intersperse to cultivate meat. 

The income of the workshop was quite large from one branch of his business, about seventy-five million to one hundred. Different branches, different income. The largest, the branch of his business in Bekasi.

It was total clean, it was cut for electricity and divided with the father as well. Dad didn't put a big capital, so I only got about fifteen percent. The total value of income bang the workshop, already cut by the father. It's been to pay those dads too, who work on the Workshop bang. 

So you could say seventy-five million times four, so obviously that kind of income for a month is more than enough. I want to imitate father, where he has other business. If I do not think about it from now on, it is certain that in the future it will be unthinkable because the needs of children are more and more and maybe also, I will increase the number of children. 

It does not feel like the moment of the newlyweds is over, me and the workshop bang already feel ordinary. Not that it is not love, but our bed relationship is slightly reduced in frequency, no longer every day to do that relationship because we already have our own activities. Plus, I'm in this month of fasting being the mother of two children. 

"Minal aidin wal faidzin." We go back to greet him.

Ten o'clock in the afternoon, we haven't finished receiving guests at Chandra's bang house. Look at the elder grandson, the host was even slumbering in the midst of the guests who came in turn. Not only the big family, but the neighbors are also villagers who know us in droves to come home. But many of them, did not dare to wake up the Chandra bang. 

"Well, is this drunk mutton or what?" ask the RT chief who is visiting the house. 

"Indeed, sleep him anyway, sir. His children told him to step on his back, uh his son ran away, he was slumbering." Dad chuckles a little. 

"Excuse me, sorry…." Bang Workshop passed by a few people with slightly bent backs. 

We all sat on the floor with soft carpet. 

"Why, Han?" Dad looked towards the workshop. 

His face was serious, like there was something to talk about. 

"Called Pakwa, Dad. It was in the living room, he said where the DNA test results were yesterday taken." Bang Workshop spoke softly when he was in front of father. 

I was next to Dad, Farah was in Dad's arms. 

"Let's take it, get Ra to eat there, Han." Dad looked at me, then he got up with Farah. 

It seems like I was going to take the test results. I don't know the result, but father said as Bunga said. 

"Well, let's eat?" He reached out and smiled at me. 

"Not yet, Bang." My sheep still feel the mood of the fasting month. 

"Let's move to the living room first, Galen behind Kirei and Gabriel." 

It must be that the Workshop asked me to talk about the DNA test results. It's not that I'm not ready, I feel ready to take care of three kids too. But either due to fasting or lack of rest, many of my brothers said that I was thinner and my cheeks instantly tapered after a month of marriage. 

Physically I can take care of two children, maybe soon plus another one of the Flower children. I can still cook, can take care of my husband too even though it is less than the maximum. From the beginning, I had asked experienced and certified babysitters, but before Lebaran they did not accept work. 

It's not complicated, but I feel bad about the Workshop bang, because my brother says I'm thin and my cheeks are thin. Impressive bang Workshop can not make me happy and as if I continue to be made tired, until my rest time is less because I'm thin and thin. 

He was attentive, holding the children as well. His religious knowledge increased, he often came to study as well. But indeed, he worked also because he felt embarrassed to be at home in the morning until noon. He's the boss, but the big boss's dad isn't always home. That's what's on his mind, his pride is scratched if he always languishes at home. 

Working also his own initiative, asking for work came from his own mouth to father. He was given the confidence to hold a home furniture business here, call it his position like CEO. 

Yeah, he works in his office. He left early in the morning and came home late in the afternoon, despite the fasting month as well. Saturdays and Sundays are holidays, red dates and national holidays are holidays. He always had time for both of us and for our little family, but as in the view of my other brothers the workshop was not so. Bang Workshop was considered busy, many activities on his own, even my brother-in-law who was married to bang Chandra said that my husband only needed a guard for his son.

Where's Han's father? He went to Singapore to take care of his wife's business, where there were two businesses, one in Sulawesi. Brother Jasmine still can not move far, until Han's father takes care of his wife's work. He came today, but he longed to enjoy time with his wife.

I don't want to think about my brothers' opinions, but because they keep saying that, even to my husband's ears. My bad taste for my husband is growing. I don't know why I'm messing up now, why my cheeks are so thin now. I wanted it not to be like this, but the workshop felt that he did not bring me happiness. 

Just the first month, it turns out there are only household exams. Though we haven't had a reception yet, but our household already has this bad taste. 

Bang Workshop felt guilty about my physical changes. Moreover, Mr. Key added 'you fasted even Monday Thursday, never as fast as it is now'. He spoke like that, when my husband was next to me. 

Who is the one who is not offended? 

I also clearly feel guilty as well, I don't understand why my physique is shrinking. But my husband was to blame and it was as if he wasn't good to please me. 

"Sit here, Yang. Next to Brother." Bang Workshop moved some empty glass bottled mineral water, for me to sit comfortably without disturbing items. 

Arghhhh, I went up black looking at the slanted smile of my biological mother's daughter from my husband. It seems to make fun of me too. 

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