Hope and Wish
H&W81'S CHAT. Story from Jasmine

Should I be angry when I realize that my husband gives me jewelry because he is afraid that I am jealous and angry? I just saw the status of Flowers after coming home from my husband, where I just found out if he gave Flowers a couple necklace. 

The caption in the photo of the display flower is, a memento from Zee's father to always remember Zee. I don't know when he bought it, whether he's prepared for this. 

I don't want to argue anymore, especially obviously my husband hasn't reached his destination. I just took the screenshot evidence, then tried to temper my anger. 

"Galen, mimi no?" I entered father's house. 

"Galen's eating with me again, Aunt." Barra ran towards me and pointed at her little sister. 

"You here, Bang? Eat a lot, right?" I rubbed Barra's head which had the curls. 

He nodded. "Yes, Aunt." He ran to Galen again. 

Galen was carefree not to play, until the rice in his mouth came out a little because he laughed by opening his mouth. They are playing mini basketball made of rubber, which does not hurt if hit by the throw. 

"Well, here's the key." I stepped into my father's room. 

"Yes, Dek," said the young man from the room. 

The door was wide open, so I could see both of my parents. I remembered my behavior to make my father lie on the bed, with a cloth attached to his forehead. 

Looks like my dad has a fever. 

"Dad, have you checked yet?" I'm approaching their bed, I don't know if Dad's sick. 

"Udah, Deck. Last Kal the same Kaf here, keep giving drugs." Biyung changed the cloth on dad's forehead. 

"Well, not yet after taking the medicine, Dad?" I touched dad's arm. 

Warm, not so high fever. 

"Looking."

But I couldn't see the moaning from my father's condition. 

"Dad wants a break, Deck. Take a break." Dad kicked me out fine. 

I usually catch it if my dad is sick. Maybe, that's why my dad told me to go home. Dad doesn't want me to be sick. 

"Yes, Dad. I'm healing fast." I put dad's car keys on the nightstand, then went straight home. 

Galen forgot ASI, if he was playing with Barra. Not a sibling, not a close sibling, but Barra was willing to budge on her little sister. Unlike the children of Chandra bang, whose nature is mostly hard and hesitant to budge. As a result my little boy was always made cry by the He Five. 

I'm lazy to go home, there's nothing I have to feed either. I intend to go to Mama Aca to arrange a coffee appointment, so that my heart is not this crowded. If there is any medicine to relieve the tightness of the heart, I will take it regularly until my heart heals. It felt so claustrophobic to endure the turmoil of my protests and all my true nature in front of my husband. The beginning is not like this, in the middle of the road I have to be willing like this. 

It's just my initiative. I feel, this is more appropriate than I should indulge my protest and my true nature in him. My voice won not, there I had to be willing to fight longer with my husband. 

"Ra, Ra, Ra…. Where are you going?" Brother Jasmine waved her hand, demanding me not to leave. 

"Just wait here. Brother wants to give vegetables to me first." Brother Jasmine hurriedly went up to the porch of father's house. 

"Slow down, brother. Don't rush it." I'm afraid he's falling. 

"Yes, Deck." 

Afterwards, I heard him having a little conversation with Barra. Segini clock, Cala and Cali central madrasah. It's not at home. 

"Dec, here first." Brother Jasmine pulled my hand. 

"To my house, not to my father's house." I'm worried that Jasmine's sister is talking about something sensitive, and then you'll hear and get inflamed again. 

"Come, come on." Brother Jasmine is impatient. 

"Why the hell, brother? Brother didn't let the husband?" I was surprised by him being in such a hurry. 

"Izin, but his permission to father. Later suspect that the bucket brother, if Brother is caught again talking to you." Brother Jasmine pulled me inside the house, after the door opened. 

"Why, Brother?" I quickly closed the door of the house, then sat down next to him. 

"Sleep-deprived brother, just a chicken last night. In the room there was Han, his father who was active in chatting. Farah slumped next to Brother. While the nanny in the living room with Zee. The room house, stepdaughter even nginep." Brother Jasmine's head bobbles. 

I can feel his discomfort. 

"Say they go to the Flower's place?" I held back the tightness, for mentioning the name my husband came up with without my permission. 

Already know that woman who made the conflict in my household continues. It was even an initiative to come and give mementos to Flowers. 

"Yes, the watch goes out. His father was to breath many times, fitting Han always said unkind to Bunga, feeling guilty for your actions. If it's his brother, I'm telling people to Ra. I would also like your big brother, but I don't dare to go forward alone."

Hearing the words of Brother Jasmine, I became reminded of the story of the incident mine father who was detonated by his biological mother's man, brother Jasmine. Either detonated, either burned, but more or less it happened like that. It turns out that the nature of Jasmine's sister is more or less the same as her mother, it's just that the difference between Jasmine's sister has no problems and grudges with others. With the Vano bang family he remains familiar, the ration for Varro still goes in even though his father is still in prison. 

"Continue, Brother?" I want to know the mood last night. 

"So his father said, I hope if the storm continues, you are big ego, while we have been told how a Ra since before you decided to marry. His father said again, you are not ready, not able to educate your wife, not the way so against hard women. There, her father told her everything Han had to do. But Han said, why do I have to do all that, the fact is that the wife must obey the husband. Brother thinks tuh, if the husband requires obedient, the wife no one taught, then the wife obediently also lost continue in error. Suppose for example the husband asked for his salary of two million already filled tokens for a month, while there are motor installments and others. Indeed, his wife was able to fill the token for a month, but her husband did not know that his wife was stressed half to death until the loan debt in order to cover it all. If it finally unravels all, the husband does not want to be blamed," said Brother Jasmine with his own thoughts. 

I know here, if Hamdan's father advises my husband, too. I know too, if the workshop wants a submissive wife.

"But the good workshop was right with me." I only deduced myself from his treatment this morning. 

Even though the bed request made me uncomfortable, even I could not kli**** because of it. 

"Because of his father….

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