LET ME BE HAPPY
chapter 38

This morning the sky was clear. The clouds seem reluctant to appear because the sun shines with arrogance. Weather to support activities in the room.

However, another case happened with the mood of a girl who was sitting leaning on her bed. Mendung has always adorned her day since the tragic incident that has torn her pride as a woman.

It's been almost a month since Adinda has been sitting in her room since the incident. A clear thread dripped every time it remembered Devin's inhumane treatment. Even to just swallow a mouthful of food, his throat felt choked.

His psychic condition was shaken but he refused to be hospitalized. My sister always said she was okay. It's just that each incident crossed his mind, making Adinda unable to hold the clear circle that flooded his net.

"Fathan, how's your daughter doing?" nathan asked when he finished breakfast together, but he never saw his only grandson join. He was very worried about his granddaughter's miserable condition.

"Still the same as before, Pa," replied Fathan.

Fathan breathed a long breath. He was so devastated to see the condition of the princess is really sad. The trauma that was felt made his daughter like she did not have the spirit of life.

"It's all Mama's fault. Mama who is too deified treasure and caste, so that makes Mama's only granddaughter must suffer," said Fani while wiping tears on her cheeks.

"It is Ma, and let it pass. Now all we have to do is make Princess Fathan cheerful again as ever" said Fathan.

"Let Mama persuade him to have breakfast, and you want to apologize" Fani said as she prepared breakfast for her granddaughter.

Fani stepped slowly with a tray in her hand. Luckily, at his old age he did not need the help of a cane to walk. He still looks fit despite his age is no longer young.

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"Can Oma come in?" asked Fani from the doorway that had been opened first.

"Come in, Oma," replied the weak Adinda.

Fani slowly walked towards the grandson. He placed a tray containing a plate of food and a glass of warm milk on the nightstand. He sat himself beside Adinda. The hand of Adinda who had just twisted the end of her clothes.

"I'm sorry Oma, honey. It's all Oma's fault that's made you suffer. Had Oma received your bund well, perhaps Oma's granddaughter would have never been hurt this deep. Forgive Oma, dear. Please forgive this useless Oma, "sorry Fani sobbing.

"It's all Oma's destiny, so Oma can't blame herself for Oma." Adinda rubbed the roar of tears on the cheek of the oma.

Fani held Adinda tightly. He regretted his actions in the past. If time could be turned back, it would be like he fixed things up and started a better relationship with the son-in-law.

"Now Oma's beautiful granddaughter is eating yes. Oh, um, a bribe?" asked Fani while breaking her embrace.

Adinda just nodded. Fani grabbed the plate containing food on the nightstand. Then he began to feed the food to Adinda. Slowly she chews the food in her mouth. Adinda came back crying making Fani confused.

"Darling, why are you crying again?" ask Fani wonder.

"Eat it, eat a lot of it. Later we will both make a pilgrimage to your mother's grave," said Fani.

Adinda nodded her head. Then accept the bribe after the bribe given by the oma. Slowly now the food on his plate was left unnoticed.

"You want some more, honey?" fani asked to see Adinda who was still looking at the empty plate that had been placed on the nightstand.

"Y-yeah, Oma. Can you?" ask Adinda shyly. I don't know why na*s*his meal suddenly improved. Maybe because some days he can't eat well and properly.

"May you darling, of course. Just a minute, Oma get it." Fani smiled happily because her grandson could finish a plate of food and now asked for more. He rushed to the kitchen to get food like that.

"Loh Ma, who's that for?" fathan asked as he passed Fani on the stairs.

"Make Mama's granddaughter, honey. He wants to add more," replied Fani enthusiastically.

"Allah, thank goodness then. Oh yes Ma, please tell Adinda that today the verdict of her divorce hearing. Adinda does not need to be present so that the divorce process goes fast. Fathan make sure they stay divorced. Fathan would not have been willing if the only princess that Fathan cared about had to suffer more than this" Fathan said.

"Yes, Mama will tell you," replied Fani.

"Yes it's Ma. Fathan left first yes, so it is not too late to the court," said Fathan while reaching for the hand of the mother who is free from holding the tray.

Fani continued her steps towards Adinda's room. He saw his granddaughter smiling at him. Then he began to feed again the food on the plate on Adinda.

"You want to add more?" asked Fani when the food on the second plate was now over.

"Oma, Adinda is full" replied Adinda, wiping her flat stomach.

"Yes, you take a break, baby. If you need anything, call Oma. Oma wants to garden first," said Fani.

"Yes, Oma." My sister put herself back in bed. It should be after eating he should not fall first. However, somehow his body feels very tired and he needs a rest immediately.

"Oh yeah, almost Oma forgot. Your father told you that today is your divorce judgment. You don't have to attend so the process is quick. Oma is sorry for what happened to you, but Oma does not want you to fall back into the same hole." Fani leaves Adinda.

"I'm sorry Dev. I do love you, but I can no longer stand by your side. Especially since that incident you look so scary. I'm afraid you'll repeat it again and just make me an outlet" murmured Adinda lirih.

Adinda drowned her face in the pillow. A drop of clear grain re-wetted the corner of the netra. He removed it rough. However, the pain he felt made his tears never subside.

"Why does it feel like this hurt? I love you but I hate you too. I realize that our togetherness has meant nothing to you. I'm sorry if I can't be who you want me to be."

"I'm tired, really tired of living a household full of falsehoods. Lying to everyone just to cover your disgrace. I'm sorry, if this time everyone should know. I chose to retreat rather than hold on but my mind was hurt. May you be happy with the choice of your heart" said Adinda.