The Curse of Love
Part 102 Peace With Heart
"Sultan..eat first..do you want to diet or torture yourself?"
"Later on, brother...Sultan is not hungry."
"Kok not hungry yet.began yesterday you tuh, no eating at all."
A step from the room opened the door.
"Sultan is not hungry yet..." He lifted his head from inside.
"God willing, if you know what you think you are not feeding you."
"Let's eat there, sister cook more.all bring later for Sania, yes!!"
"Please not Sultan...The sultan did not set foot there."
"The Miko went home to her young wife's house, and you saw it yourself and said it was morning."
"I don't know, you like maybe even at first you pity now even grow feelings of love and affection for Sania."
"Sultan, remember.not forever loving must have.sometimes we must be at peace with the heart, to give something away."
"If he is destined to be your soul mate, wherever you turn away from each other, he will finally be brought closer by the Gusti of God."
"But if you're not a match, be close like anything or force you, you'll never unite."
"Now you eat first, quickly deliver this food to Sania and her children."
He finally had to eat too. Tini just took a sad breath seeing the state of her sister-in-law.
"Your love, leh.Sometimes that love comes out of place.Not knowing time and age, now you are tested by giving love that you cannot have."
"It's rice, vegetables and side dishes yes, Sultan."
"Nggeh...Sultan go first yes, Assalamualaikum."
I'm ingrained. "A few days ago, he was very excited if he was told to take something there, now it's not like he has a passion at all."
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"Assynolt...."
"Waalaikum salam.eh om Sultan, enter yuk.bunda again for fried bakwan and know the contents inside."
Dina immediately pulled the hand of the Sultan to enter without having him stop again.
"Eh, Sultan..sit down.I again make fried food, you eat first."
"Dina get me the Sultan of fried foods on that plate all sambalnya, yes!!"
"Mbak..i do not feel good, then suddenly appeared her husband mba Sania, thought I would do something no longer."
"What do you want to do? You see, my boss at the cafe. continue here there are also children.just crazy if Miko accuses you of that."
"Already.ayo eat rame-rame mumpung still hot...Dina get me all the cold water, yeah!!"
The four of us ate while joking. I take the bakwan that will also be taken by the Sultan.
"Shem..ehem..." Dina little throats. "The employees are still many you know.kok one bakwan captured both, anyway?"
Me and the Sultan both let go. I saw the Sultan's face flushed.
"Hayo mother of responsibility.face om Sultan blistered, tuh!!!" Dina back teasing.
"The dali blister mananya sister Dina? The face of the Sultan is not blistered but melah kalena pesesesan." Juned.
"Hey.om Sultanannya do not be disturbed, ntar left om Sultan come home you know..." I was trying to melt the suddenly stiff atmosphere.
"Well.om Sultan don't go home, dong!! We are here lonely om..bapak Sofwan is in Yogya same istli balunya.ayah Miko is the same istli balunya also.so mother and we are here lonely." Syifa who was silent suddenly whined.
"Shyifa..." I said!!
"But Syifa fixed the bun...Syifa selidilian mother nangis selilian that night we have all fallen."
The Sultan was stifled to hear the heart-wrenching narration of Syifa. A little boy like Syifa knows how the pain is always harbored by his mother. But why do the bastard seem blind to his eyes and heart?"
The Sultan looked at the woman sitting in front of him. The face was again covered in gloom.
"Syifa don't be afraid, you'll stay here!!! The Sultan entertained Syifa.
"Promise..." The Sultan replied, pointing his pinky back.
The Sultan switched the conversation. "Don't forget that 16:00 is already in the cafe!!"
"Keep Dina during this holiday will sing every day?"
"You om..take the money to buy a textbook later, count to ease the burden of the mother."
The Sultan growled inwardly, "If you let him go, I will gladly accept him, Miko."
"You take the copper but you throw away the jewels.One day, regret will you get."
"Oh yeah forget, I moved the food in the bushel for a moment, yes!!!" I rushed to the kitchen.
"Tell my thanks to Tini yes, Sultan!!"
"Of course, I'm sorry, we'll see you again at the cafe ntar afternoon."
After the Sultan passed, return home
feels lonely. Dina is engrossed in singing with her guitar, while Syifa and Juned watch television.
I'm still sitting on bamboo bales on the porch. Bale-bale that the other day made the Sultan to sit casually on the terrace.
For some reason entering the fifth month of my pregnancy, my body felt very tired. Maybe because the age is no longer young.
Two weeks ago the Sultan drove me to check my gynecology.
I'm still sitting pensive. Before Miko's arrival yesterday to this house, the house felt calmer, but now? I was depressed again.
On the one hand I'm glad he still remembers me. But on the other hand there was a kind of hatred that burst into my heart. Remembering everything that happened.
Maybe if we were still meant to be together, things would no longer be the same as they used to be. Like a rope that has been severed.even if it is connected, it will not be intact again.
Right now I'm just trying to make peace with my heart. I tried to suppress the anger, hatred and resentment in my heart.
I don't care, there is no Miko in my life, time will go on.
Only the memories of the past will be left behind and the next will be buried with time.
Frankly, I feel very tired. Tired of everything that happened in my life.
"Yes..." Dina's voice startled my daydream.
"Don't daydream too often, bun.pity baby sister, if the mother is constantly sad and depressed like this."
"We pray dzuhur aja first yuk.after that mother rest, ntar afternoon until work night again."
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"Sultan, what time are you at the cafe?" Tini rebuked the Sultan who was daydreaming on the terrace.
"Koe this leh...dreaming of your work, brother so sorry to see you like this."
"Later half-hour 4 feet, all of you want to check the stock of goods in the kitchen."
"Have been.kamu focus aja ngurus kafemu.apalagi sister since a few days is crowded continue.'
"So, especially since Dina sang there."
"Try occasionally you ask Nia to sing, she has a good voice!!"
"Where would Dina have singing talent if not passed down from her parents?"
"So Sania was comforted, perhaps by singing she could spill all the distress in her heart."
"Let's Sultan.don't koyok mbakyu you iku.iso ne just sing lizard on the wall.it's been discordant again his voice."
Tini glanced at her husband who had just finished bathing.
"Well.nah.nah.the eyes have gone to the mas, just be careful in a moment surely brother will go berserk....The sultan did not follow ah..." The Sultan ran in and left them.
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