The Curse of Love
Part 48 He's The Past And You're My Future
This time I could no longer hold back my tears. If in the past after parting with Sofwan mas, I can no longer cry, now somehow the well of tears in my heart filled again.
Seeing me cry, Miko grabbed my body and hugged me tightly.
"Don't cry baby.I can't watch you sad and hurt like this. Kiss my head and my forehead over and over again."
"I love you very much.That feeling will never change from the old days even to any time."
"But I also have to realize.love doesn't have to have right? Although pain..."
Miko was crying in her heart."19 years I've been trying to find you brother...But after meeting, why should it all be like this, O God..."
"The woman I love is no longer alone and may no longer love me."
I felt Miko's body shaking violently.she was trying to control the turmoil of her feelings. He's a little bit loud, but he's also an ordinary human being.
His hands that were hugging and defending me felt trembling and let out cold sweat.
"Miko, my dear.I put my head up and look at her."
He was already unable to answer, he was only able to close his eyes with the swift tears that came out of his two closed eyelids.
Miko tries to master her heart and feelings. He was very hurt, and I know that.
I've been wondering what if Miko drowned in the emotions of her soul, she would sob in silence and try to scream even if only in her heart.
"Miko.I shook her arm slowly, to restore her consciousness."
"Don't cry like that, Ko. Seeing you hit like this even makes me hurt too."
I kissed her cheek and kissed her lips. Miko opened her two eyes that were wet with tears.
"I'm a crybaby, and you know that a long time ago.it's because I love you so much..."
He kissed me back and kissed me on the lips.
We could only be silent, only our lips talking revealing all the turmoil of our feelings.
"Wish I had you all tonight, my brother, that you could no longer walk away from me. That I might have you forever.but if I did that, I am a selfish human being, who only thinks of myself and lust."
"Ko..don't go again..."
Miko gasped at my words just now. He stopped his kiss.
"Sir Nia said what just now? Miko did not clearly hear it..Can it be repeated once again?"
"Don't go, Ko.kak Nia won't be able to lose Miko again."
He held both of my cheeks with his palm.Stare deeply at me as if searching for the truth of all my words earlier.
"You don't want to talk about beb? Not just to please my heart, is it?"
I'm shaking. " Maybe my soul mate and Sofwan's mas has run out until here alone.However I tried to rebel to deny the reality that exists, but everything has happened."
"He is now a part of my past and you are my future."
"I used to think that you were part of my past and that he was my future, that God only brought him into my life a moment later and took him away again."
"We don't know what God's plan is for both of us, brother.I'm also desperate to meet and be with you again."
"In each of my prayers, I only ask.if God still deigns to give me a soul mate, I just want you to be my life partner."
"Forget him brother, forgetting him does not mean also teaching children hatred about his father.they still have the right to know about his father, one day they will understand why the two parents must separate."
"Thank you, Ko.I'm grateful.in the time when I was down.you came back into my life."
"Yes already.you rest.I will take care of you here..."
"But you won't macemkan, Ko.later when I pules sleep, you open again..."
"Yaela.suudzon is very stupid.I love you from the heart not only based on mere lust.I will keep your honor until we get married later..."
"Have slept there do not need to think strange...Rest may tomorrow fresh again.mumpung tomorrow is still a holiday."
"Keep thyself not asleep, Ko.I know you've been tired all day..."
"Yes, if you're sleepy, I'll sleep next to you, now I want to check the report first."
I fell asleep next to Miko who was fiddling with her laptop.
Miko enveloped the children and enveloped me.Slowly I began to fall asleep between exhaustion and sorrow.
"Your love, sister.fulu this face is so innocent, beautiful and innocent.I also don't know, even though I was only 15 years old at the time, she said, I was so blown away when you introduced yourself as a member of the osis."
"I've never been absent from looking at you whose heroes are directing us to prospective new students."
"And that cheek blushed red blushing in shame when it met my gaze."
I remember the time I bravely recited my love poem to her in front of all the new recruits, in front of the other members of the sausage.
I really enjoyed her plain face and shady eyes that blushed shyly and flushed like boiled shrimp. I don't care how many cheers and shouts they make on me.
How I threatened her to keep pestering and vilifying her, if she wouldn't accept me as her boyfriend.
But now this face was so tired from bearing so much of the burden of life and suffering. Although it does not reduce the slightest bit of tenderness and attention.
"I'm not willing to make you suffer like this, Sofwan.From the first time I struggled to get love and attention, when you got everything from him, you and your family dumped him."
"I'm not willing to see a woman I love being seen and sick like this..."
"I'm sure if one day you can recover from your amnesia, you'll be sorry."
"But I hope you don't get well for the next."
Repeatedly frowned the cheek and repeatedly also kissed the beautiful lips with affection.
"He is now mine Sofwan.and I will not let go of him again no matter what happens..."
"Finally done also this monthly report.I squirm tightened my waist and back."
After checking the children, I also laid my body beside Nia. Inhaling the fragrant scent of her hair and body.
I looked at that face that made me fall in love.
Suddenly she turned around and hugged me like a roll..."Oh..gawat this way.wrongly I can't control myself."
Before all the muscles in my entire body twitched, I slowly broke away from her embrace...I took one pillow and lay a little away from it.
"Almost my little grandpa stabbed his son.
I also tried to close my eyes to sleep to calm all my thoughts.
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