The Curse of Love
Part 140 Ends At Pusara
"I am very concerned about the state of Nia's mba, but only advice can I give to mba Nia."
The hand was held to give support and strength, that he was not alone in facing his grief.
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Miko was buried this afternoon. Steadfastly and sincerely I saw Miko's face for the last time before the caravan. I kissed her forehead and her two cheeks. His face looked peaceful like one who was asleep
Miko was sleeping, but she slept to never wake up again. I tried as much as I could to hold back my tears.
The children also stopped crying over their father's departure.
Everyone here except Niko because she is still in the process of recovery after surgery.
Mr. Irawan and some other high staff also some company employees came to see Miko and saw for the last time.
Mr. Irawan and of course accompanied by his favorite son-in-law Sofwan Prayoga even came all the way from Yogyakarta to attend Miko's funeral.
I don't see left and right anymore because my focus is only on my husband's frozen corpse.
I still hope that before Miko is forgiven she will open her eyes, wake up and sit down and hug me as usual.
But hope is only limited to wishful thinking. Until then the body is pardoned and sholatkan before then put into the coffin and headed to the public cemetery.
Sofwan wanted to go to his ex-wife to say a big condolence but did not do it afraid to cause trouble and increasingly runyam.
"I want to join my husband's funeral, well.I want to see again before Miko is put in a carefree that I don't want to miss this moment I want to continue with her until the ground will seal Miko's body forever." I begged my father-in-law.
Jonathan forbade me to come because he saw my condition which was really fragile, but I insisted and said that I would be fine.
Finally Jonathan allowed me to come with him and the Sultan. Children were forbidden by their grandfather.
Sofwan's eyes never looked at his ex-wife.
His heart was also sliced painfully at the state of his ex who was tangled with puffy eyes and his frail body.
"Why happiness can never be long with you, deck!! Why is it always sadness and suffering that encircle the flow of your life??" Inner Sofwan shrieked bitterly.
Finally the motorcade departed the funeral which was taken ten minutes by car.
When he got there the body was taken down. Slowly but surely put into a burrow. Prayers were chanted and offered to accompany Miko's departure.
I remained nearby as the ground was about to hoard his body I trembled holding it for the last time. Everyone there even heard my words.
"Good way my dear, my love, my love, my heart.you are the veins of my life, you are my sun, if the time comes to pick up mother, father, sleep calm...mother and children will try to be okay.Often stop by in the dream mother yes father, so that the taste of kangen mother can be treated."
Then slowly the ground gradually closed and hoarded Miko's body.
The Sultan and Jonathan continued to accompany me as well as my three companions.
Flower sprinkles and prayers continued to accompany Miko's departure. When the gravestone was held upright above the Miko navel, that was when my heart again wailed bitterly.
"Dad has now moved to a new place, we are very far apart father.when can we meet again.whenever mother can see the smile of father again, hearing dad's laugh and joke!!"
One by one the mourners left the funeral. So did Mr. Irawan and Sofwan who seemed unable to leave me alone.
Before leaving, he whispered to the Sultan. "Jaga Sania is fine, Sultan, make sure she's always okay." The sultan nodded.
"Once again also defend condolences yes ma'am..yang patient and stoic yes!! Said Mr. Irawan and other mourners.
Sofwan deliberately did not want to show himself in front of Sania. His heart really could not see it.
"Let's go home mba Nia, the day is about to dusk soon adzan maghrib reverberate and the day seems to be raining."
"But Miko will be rained and cold in there Sultan, I want to stay here with him."
"Sania, let's go home son!! Miko will be fine in there, you diligently send prayers for her so that the journey is smooth."
I finally complied. I stood up and once again rubbed the gravestone over the Miko navel.
"Mother comes home yes father, tomorrow-tomorrow mother will come here again.we tell her again as when the father was still beside the mother. Although now the mother is just her own story and I can't answer it anymore."
With the help of his three best friends, they finally left the dusk cemetery pouring rain.
Sania pensively stared out the window looking at the rain falling.
It's chilly? It was as cold as his heart that had frozen. He was no longer crying, but in the heart of man who knows? His heart was crying but the tears he could no longer let out because his mind was too sick.
"Nia, the three of us go home first huh? Let the Sultan and Jonathan take care of you!! Tini said as the three of them got out of the car.
"Bestie, we'll always be there for you..." Tuti said then they hugged Sania tightly.
Meanwhile...
Sofwan looked at the rain pouring down from the glass window of the hotel where he and Irawan were staying.
He remembered the incident this morning when his father-in-law Irawan received news from a branch office in Balikpapan that Jatmiko Sarendra had died.
He was really shocked to hear it. Immediately imagined by how the suffering of Nia and children when left Miko.
She begs her father-in-law to come along on the grounds that Miko is her best friend.
Of course there is no way he said that Sania who became the wife of the late Miko was his ex-wife.
Until now the secret remained tightly sealed.
Want him to hug his ex-wife who until this moment is still very loved. Give him strength and spirit. Helps to ease his sadness. But of course it was impossible for him to do.
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Goodbye Miko.sleep the calm in eternity and dream the beautiful in your long sleep huh!!😓😓
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