The Curse of Love
Part 6 Your memories hurt me 2
"Sofwan..actually why are you??" If you have a problem, don't you be alone, you see your wife and children? Poor them."
"Did you miss going home to your parents??"
Silence mute.seol pak rt's talk is a sweep of the wind in his ears. He remained unmoved, silently looking blankly ahead.
"Sir, did Sofwan not harm us? I'm worried about the safety of the children."
"Last noon Sofwan threw Juned with candy." Then I told everything that happened this afternoon to rt sir and Johan sir, her husband, Darmi.
"Don't that afternoon the coworker who drove Sofwan home said something to you, Nia?"
"I don't remember any sir." I try to remember.
"Did your husband show any peculiarities in Nia's behavior?"
I was trying to think and remember. Because honestly I was also too tired to work, not to mention having to take care of the children and take care of the house.
But.."Dina remembered mom, it's been two days if you want to go to work, you always ask."
"Where is the deck company road..And mas must go up what there...sound said father, mak?"
"O yes sir, I just remembered yesterday and this morning Sofwan repeated the same question."
"What do you need to answer?" said mr. rt. "Yes, I replied as usual, sir!!" usually, Sofwan also know which way and how many numbers ride.
"Actually I'm a little confused sir, I think Sofwan joking as usual."
"Then how is this sir? do I have to call my in-laws sir, and tell them everything that happened to Sofwan?"
"There seems to be no other way Nia, fearing that you will be cornered and blamed by the Sofwan family!"
Glek.I swallowed my saliva. I'm really scared. Moreover, his two older sisters at that time were very opposed to our marriage.
Moreover, hearing the news that had befallen their sister. And regarding mental disorders as well, of course this will be a big problem.
"Oh Allah.I have to how this is..." Moreover, during our 9 years of marriage, the two of them never visited us at all.
Only my two in-laws would occasionally come visit us.
Both of Sofwan's parents never voted. They are alone who make me able to be in the middle of their extended family.
"But now..especially since the mother-in-law died, can the situation still be the same?"
Both of them always insulted our mediocre lives. Always cornered Sofwan why he married me.
Who always said I didn't deserve him. And that's why Sofwan's relationship with his two brothers is not good.
They both clearly said right in front of me at that time, Sofwan changed since choosing me to be his wife.
I can't imagine their hatred for me. That's what made Sofwan choose to retreat took me away from his family life.
"How's Nia? How do you even daydream?"
"Oh yes, Mr. Johan, I'm not daydreaming but thinking about how to call them."
"Yes, hurry up and think, don't think for too long that will ultimately harm you."
"Have a rest first, let's see that Sofwan is already curled up in the corner of the wall."
"It appears she was also asleep, taking the children to rest.
"Because you saw all afternoon Juned and Syifa mud toys."
"Tell your children not to be fussy so as not to re-trigger your husband's emotions that could cause him to stress back."
They both went home. Leave me and the kids who slept that night with anxiety.
I can't sleep well.I'm afraid if Sofwan suddenly wakes up and goes berserk.
It was only a few minutes after I fell asleep, I was startled by the sound of people talking.
It turned out that Sofwan was talking to himself while laughing.
I don't dare disturb his preoccupation. I just slowly got up to the kitchen and kept all the sharp objects or anything that could harm me and the kids.
"Oh Allah.Pardon me if I have suudzon to my own husband, but how better would I take the initiative first?"
Doesn't thinking of the bad things that will happen from the beginning is better, than after the events are just realized. I just want to take protective measures for my three children.
My head hurts because all night I didn't dare to sleep well. Especially from inside the room I heard Sofwan ber hahahihi mas alone.
I accidentally slept in a room with the kids afraid they were distracted. Poor Dina, especially tomorrow she has to go to school early in the morning.
We usually sleep with four of them on a mat. Children love to sleep close to their father, because before going to bed Sofwan usually always tell stories for them.
But now Sofwan seems to prefer storytelling to himself.
I choose to get up.let alone I heard that the dawn prayer has reverberated. I took ablution water to carry out my duty.
Once upon a time, at the beginning of our marriage until Dina was present in our midst, Sofwan was always a priest.
But since the last few years, he has always told me to pray first on the grounds that he is still tired.
Every time I warned him about it he was always mad at me.
I prayed fervently and prayed to the Power that I might be given a way out of my troubles. As a good wife also pleads for healing for my husband.
After I finished I prepared for the kitchen to cook and make breakfast for my family.
Because Dina since first grade until now I never used to give money. He always had breakfast at home and brought provisions for his rest.
I always give advice to my son. If his parents don't always have money for his provisions. So that he understands and understands the condition of his parents.
And Thank God my three children never fuss to always ask for pocket money. Only sometimes Juned is a bit recalcitrant and starts to fuss if his wishes are not fulfilled.
But patiently Dina persuaded her sisters with gentle words that sometimes made me shed tears.
"Do.do not fuss yes.mamak same father has not had money, later if already have money definitely given."
"Sister alone never sanguo money from home only provided with food and drink from home, so that brother does not snack carelessly.so that brother is not sick."
"Later if brother is sick.kasian mamak so can not find extra money to help father."
I feel sad and proud to listen to Dina who always advises her sister.
The 8-year-old child must learn from the circumstances of his parents to quickly think and become premature adults.
His patience and maturity are similar to those of Sofwan, who does not want to live dependent on his family's wealth. Choosing to wander alone looking for a decent life and feel the difficulty of finding a fortune in people's homes.
If only he wanted to, he would not need to slam his sweat-piercing bones like he is today. Head to foot, feet to head to earn a living to support his family.
He could have left me and the kids, come back to life in his family and feel a decent life there. But until this moment he had never thought of doing that.
Mas Sofwan sometimes became evil to me probably because of his mental illness. But never the slightest bit in his mind to have the intention of leaving and ignoring us.
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