The Curse of Love
Part 68 Heart Curse of Two Former
"Rasain sir.purely I like..."
He started trying a spoonful. If you lack this taste, sir.I get a quarter spoon of sambal and I give a little soy sauce. Because I know Sofwan used to not like food too spicy.
Then he tried again. "Enak.pas on the tongue tastes."
I looked at him who was bribing his food. There is a sense of pleasure because now I can be close to him, but I am also sad because he and I are now both no longer alone.
"Why don't you eat?"
"Yes, sir, this is just about to eat." Now replace him who looks at me fixedly.
"Sania..."
"Yes sir..."
"You're beautiful..."
"Don't say that, sir.save you already have a wife and will have children."
"Yes I know..." He looked down miserably while stirring the orange ice in front of him.
My heart hurts to see it like this. If it were still together like it used to be, I'd hug him like when he felt sad about the pressure of his family.
But now everything is different. And that also hurt me.
Drrtt...Drrrttt.I saw my phone screen.
"Dad...
"Assalamualaikum.ya, well...dad has arrived at home? Mom's coming home soon."
"Not yet bun.this is still together with new friends in the office."
"It's a lot of people.that's where, yeah..."
"Dikafe bun, it's not good that I want to refuse.let alone their new leader's father now."
"Mother again where is this? Haven't you gone home yet?"
"Mother eat first...Hungry!!"
"Don't forget to pack for the kids at the bun house..."
"Yes, yeah...Surely it is!!"
Because I spoke the speaker accidentally turned on, Sofwan automatically heard our conversation.
"Don't be too late well, tomorrow's bad luck..."
After the conversation closed, Sofwan suddenly asked.
"You just got married, you have kids?"
"That's my children, from my previous marriage.if Miko was still single when she married."
"Ooo Same...My second wife, according to my sister, I used to have children and wives.but my wife left me when I was sick and had an affair with another man."
So heartbroken and cruel my brothers-in-law turned the facts instilling hatred on Sofwan for me.
"Where are they now?" I asked him a question.
"I don't know.I don't remember them, don't say my wife's son.My name at the time I forgot."
"I've tried to force myself to remember, but what's happening is worsening my condition."
"My head feels like it's about to split into two parts."
"Then Anggita who was working as my nurse came with all her kindness and sincerity."
"Then, you owe him a lot.don't hurt his heart and feelings sir!!"
My heart is deep in grief. "I'm enough to get hurt...Enough of me being knocked out of your heart."
"Where did your own husband go?"
"Go..he remarried to the woman of his family's choice." My solute.
"Tock our fate equally yes.sama failed in building a household ark."
We looked at each other. It was far from his eyes, I saw a wound stored away.
"I'm sorry if I may, again sorry..banget...why did you marry Anggita's mother out of love? Or because of a favor?"
She's staring. "Why do you ask that, Sania?"
"If indeed the father married her for love.it is impossible now the father dared to seduce me? Or because Anggita's mother is pregnant old, so may no longer be able to satisfy the desire of the father in bed, so the father is looking for his outlet first?"
"I'm not that kind of man Sania is, honestly I owe a lot to my wife and her family."
"A little over a year of our marriage before finally meeting you, everything's fine."
"Then when we first met at the stall, following a meeting in the hospital.then that's when I felt something different."
"Your face is like no stranger to me, being around you is like making me very comfortable."
"Since then I've always wanted to see you, looking into your beautiful eyes that make my heart shake again."
"Feel my heart and my life all this time feel dead.hampa."
I looked for honesty in his eyes. If he speaks formally he uses my word.but if he is late in our serious conversation, he uses my word.
"Then..before once..I have felt such vibrations when I was near you, I feel comfort.My heart often gurgles and my heart feels beating twice, is not it...10 Times faster than usual."
"When did I ever think, when I fell in love with someone's wife?"
"Honestly when I heard the news of Mr. Miko's wedding.then the director invited us to attend the wedding...I'm deep in heart."
"Not in several meetings, Miko sir always said that you are his wife? But who just got married now? Have you previously married Siri? And now it's just been unveiled?"
I also saturate. Amnesia may take away all the memories of its past, but not its intelligence and thought patterns. His intelligence has not changed, his way of thinking remains the same as it used to be.
See and observe him and weigh the truth from what he has seen.
Honestly.actually his heart is still kebat-kebit close to him. Still love? I don't know...
It was not a short time during our nine years of marriage, until the gift of three children, actually love was still there...and it can not be denied deep in the heart of Sofwanpun mas taste it still exists.
Although he forgets his past, but is unable to erase all his love for someone, even though he is unable to remember the person.
Different from my closeness and Miko. We used to be just dating, the cool term now is monkey love. We were also separated by circumstances. But my feelings are not this deep, because there is no bond between the two of us.
Whether by fate or God knows actually me and Sofwan mas still love each other, so He brought us closer even in a different way.
Now my problem and Sofwan's mas are the same.sama-sama is no longer alone. There are people between the two of us. Miko and Anggita.
"Eating you is finished? Ntar...." He picked up a tissue and wiped my lips.
"Eat this stuff.kayak a little boy."
I blushed embarrassed.in the past also while still together, he often nagged while wiping my mouth which was often a mess of food.
"Oh dear..sayang..beautiful-beautiful kok eat belepotan gini..." Then he was busy looking for a tissue to wipe it off.
"Cock even a smile..ayo eat it not yet?"
"Sir I forgot to order a minute for my son at home."
"Don't worry about it I ordered.I forgot to ask your son how many people.so I ordered three packs as well as the seller."
Once again my heart beats hearing Sofwan mas ordered three packs of mawut rice. I did not say how many children I had.
But as if there was an inner bond with them, how could he order three.
"Come..lelet is right like a conch...do I have to carry it?"
"Oh Allah, the words he spoke were exactly the same as what he used to say when he was upset to see me move slowly."
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