The Curse of Love
Part 37 Struggling Alone
"Sorry to readers....If the author writes the storyline jump-jump...Not to be monotonous...."
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I prepare everything for tomorrow.Tomorrow is my first day of work.even though I will only be in training first for 3 days.
"So mamak has not printed brick again mak?" Dina, Juned and Syifa approached me.
"Still son..if you don't print bricks, where do you get money for transport costs as long as it's not paid?"
"Of course we left the beltiga alone in the house yes mak..with the slurred language Juned and Syifa sitting on my lap."
"Yes dear.later if you continue to work brother Dina school, Juned and Syifa do not play far from home yes son.Thus Juned must also take care of Syifa's sister."
"Telus later if you come home late mamak mamak where..kita beldua what talk?"
I felt my heart hear my two children's questions. The two of them would never know if his father would never come back here again."
Maybe his father is now happy with his new life with his new memories, and maybe with his family's new wife of choice, without recalling to his past. Leaving the four of us as part of a past that should be forgotten.
"Mr will never come back from the deck..." Dina explained to Juned!!
"Adek Juned said that the father left just like leaving us with the evil aunt."
"Dina.for the time being your two sisters have not understood what has happened son..." I explained to Dina with a wounded heart.
"If they grow up, they will know for sure."
"Now it is the duty of the mother completely to fight for the three of you..."
I embraced my three children with great affection. The hug they got was only from me without from their father again.
Ngenes indeed yes.my fate is.Nine years together in joy and sorrow and now it all ends up being in vain.
"I never blame the situation and I never hate you mas.Perhaps our soul mate is up here, now comes the time to fight alone to raise our children without you here with me again."
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It's actually kind of hard for my heart to leave my kids. Because all three of them were never far from me.
After the dawn prayer I have prepared all including the provisions that I will bring.
I see my kids are still asleep in the living room.
Still this small they have left work without anyone watching.if Dina school later in the day, Juned and Syifa are alone at home.
"O Allah, watch my three children, I leave them in your protection, Lord..."
"No. I must not be sad.I bear the responsibility of supporting them, I certainly can..."
"Dina...Dina..wake up for a while son.mamak want to go to work.titip your sisters yes..."
"Would you like to go?" Lazily Dina woke up from her sleep.
"Later her sister bathed, continue to be fed yes.if later in the afternoon Dina left for school, the message to her siblings do not play far away."
"Yes mak..be careful on the road ya mak..."
"I kissed my three children. I hope Juned and Syifa don't fuss when they wake up not seeing their mom.
I really have to leave early in the morning to quickly get angkot. It's not good to be in training too late.
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Yesterday I was told to meet Yati's mother. From Ms. Yati I was told to join senior Fina here. Fina is 45 years old, but she is still beautiful and agile.
I was introduced to every room on the 1st floor because on the 2nd floor there was already an office boy as well.My job was to clean all the rooms, make drinks for employees on the 1st floor if it was finished waiting to be called if needed.
I was wiping the glass in front of the receptionist, when someone greeted me.
"Well..are you Saniakan?" I who was focused on working immediately turned my head.
"You're Jatmiko, right?" I looked at the man standing in front of me."
"For my Sania pujaan...
Your eyes are shining
the shade of my heart...
If only you knew ...
How I feel...
How much I love you...
Portents...Jatmiko Sarindra's..
The whole student cheered out at us. Exists
someone whistled and someone clapped.
Poor me. I want to pites the head of this snot boy. Still wearing a blue white uniform has been asking for forgiveness.
"Why does Sister Nia care about me that way? Still amazed by me, huh?"
I shook my head to hear it.
"You go in there.I mean my work is not out.
"Sir Nia just worked here? How did I just see?"
"Yes ..new today and do not you disturb.I just training later even fired."
Thin smile Jatmiko heard my words..."Yeah, I'm in first, brother."
"Why..why after 19 years have passed, can you see the same little boy again? And his behavior is still as obnoxious as it used to be."
After wiping the glass and cleaning the dust in the corner of the room with the sula., while waiting to be called if there are employees who need my help I clean the toilet first.
this building there are only 2 floors with 2 cleaning and one supervisor. I replaced the position of Tina who was now pulled into her big office. For me even though only 2 floors still feels spacious.
"Nia.pak Miko ask for help to make coffee yes..." Fina's mother poked her head out from the side of the toilet door. "You also offer other staff on the 1st floor, who knows what you want to make too."
"Yes mbak.I hurried to put my bathroom tools and follow Fina's mom."
I still haven't been too busy with the rooms here, nor do I know the taste of the staff here.
We're heading to the very end of the room. "Where are we going first?"
"We told Mr. Miko's room first yes.then we asked the other staff, what to drink."
"Hopefully within 3 days you can already do all the work Mommy? Fina said.Hopefully answer me."
Madam Fina knocked on the door of the last room. "Now..." Voice from within...
We both went in..."Be present...This kid's a personnel manager here..."
"Include Miko, this is Sania who replaces Tina..."Clearly, Fina...
"Yes, I already know, had met in front of him when he was cleaning the glass...Miko smiled at both of us.
"Mbak Nia, this Miko sir usually drinks coffee.but just ask sometimes he wants to drink tea.later I explain in the kitchen for the dose of sugar.
"Let's sir.we make it first..." We're out of this room.
"You not only control the 1st floor but also the room on the 2nd floor, who knows the amir who served on the 2nd floor is not present so you can replace it."
"Lantai 2 is the room of the important officials.the room of the manager and the room of the director above. While the Board of Directors, the main director and the finance director are in large offices.
Slowly I tried to understand Fina's talk.even though my half-heartedness and mind were at home, thinking about my children.
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