
This morning I woke up in a state of chaos.
My stomach is nauseous and my head feels like it's in a stone barren hundreds of kilos.
Since after the dawn prayer, it feels like vomiting continues.
"Huek..huek.." I'm stuck on the bathroom wall."
"I catch this bad wind, maybe stay up late at night."
My mother has had a lot of trouble sleeping. I often stayed up until night with him.
'"Huek...dek....do you do nothing?" mas Sofwan went straight into the bathroom. I left him the morning prayer first.
"Ngga tau nih mas.my head feels dizzy and sick as well, and my stomach feels very nauseous."
"Yes already..kamu just overslept first mas want to make warm tea for a while yes!!"
After drinking her warm tea, my nausea was reduced. Mas Sofwan kept massaging my shoulder blades. My head was also massaged with eucalyptus oil.
"Don't move too tired first yes, in the afternoon we go to the practice doctor,"
I can only nod because my body feels weak.
"Mom heard from Sofwan you're sick, son?"
"Not feeling well, there's nothing to worry about."
"You take a break because your husband cooked and cleaned the house this morning before he left for work."
"You should be grateful to have a husband like Sofwan, nduk..."
"The person is kind, responsible and loving, not only love you as his wife but also love your mother-in-law."
"Suggeh ma'am!"
Mom helped massage my head and shoulder blades when suddenly....
"Huek.huek.." I ran to the bathroom trying to keep my vomit from spilling.
"How long have you been late for Nia?"
'What's mom doing?" polo answer.
"Your moon is what I mean."
"Oh yes ma'am..kayaknya Nia has been late almost 3 weeks, why did ma'am?"
"There is a possibility that you are pregnant, son.but later in the afternoon you bring a practical yes, to ensure the results."
"Ah time anyway.I think, at most I'm just a common cold sore."
"Yes, I've got you to eat first, yes, we're eating together here so your stomach isn't empty, so eat there's a friend."
My activities were so unpleasant all day. Because as soon as I lifted my body from the bed even want to collapse again.
I don't know how long I slept when someone kissed me on the cheek that woke me up.
"Sir..how are you? is it okay?"
Mas Sofwan sat on the edge of the bed and held my hand.
"I'm sorry, I can't welcome you as usual.my head is so dizzy" I said.
"Yes nothing but ntar afternoon we can go practical so it is found out what your disease so that it can be treated quickly fear protracted."
"Yes mas.I've been kind of good, we can go later in the afternoon.
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"The handle of the deck will fall from the motor does not get caught the same mas."
"Be careful on the road, Sofwan, Nia.do not speed.." Mother warning at the door.
I got out of the checkpoint following the doctor Vania.
"How's my wife's condition doctor is she okay?"
"Congratulations sir.your wife is positively pregnant. Your wife's gestational age is classified as vulnerable so be careful in the activities."
"Especially Sania's mother is classified as a woman whose content is weak so keep it from heavy activities first."
"I gave her a prescription for her nausea and dizziness reliever, yes."
I saw that Sofwan was silent and didn't know what to say.
From the expression of his face emanated a sense of happiness and also still in disbelief.
"Sir..we will have children? which means we'll be parents soon."
While waiting for the medicine queue and coming home we did not say much, Sofwan just continued to hold my hand tightly.
"It looks like I should immediately deliver this happy news to my family, deck."
"What's the result Sofwan..Your wife is fine right?" My mother welcomed us into the guest room.
"Alhamdulillah.mom will soon have a grandson.." mas Sofwan kissed the mother's hand.
"Alhamdulillah.has been my guess that Nia is not an ordinary pain."
"Because as a child the mother knows that she is not easy to get sick, but why the headache, nausea and vomiting was really immediately make it drop."
Mom hugged me and Sofwan.
"Assalamualaikum.iya news Sofwan and Nia good ma'am...Nia's pregnant."
I woke up hearing my husband calling. Apparently he called his mother. I see she's very happy. I also smiled happily, hopefully this baby will bring happiness in our family later.
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My biological age was already entering the fifth month when my mother fell in the bathroom which resulted in a stroke.
Before leaving for work my husband helped me to wipe my mother. Putting her on the front porch bench while hot in the sun in the morning helps carry her to the room again.
It really felt heavy especially with my stomach that began to bulge as much as I could do all the work.
In the morning Sofwan helped me and when he came home at 5 pm, usually he just changed clothes and rest for a while and then do the rest of the work that I have not done.
Sometimes I feel my stomach ache and my eyes twitch, if so I rest for a while.
Thank God the baby in my womb is not including a fussy baby. Neither do I crave anything, it's normal to eat and drink anything like a non-pregnant woman.
I feel sorry for my husband too. Tiredness all day working in hiding it for the sake of family at home. Not a single complaint I heard from him at nightfall.
It's been 2 days of hot mom's body is high, every time I refer to the doctor I don't want.
He signaled with his eyes that he did not want to see a doctor.
Finally my husband relented by calling the mantri to the house to check on the health condition of the mother.
The neighbors, my mom's retirement friends and my friends took turns to visit my mom at home. Some come to bring food until the money is enveloped for the mother.
"Mas.I dropped a heat-lowering drug for mom, yeah.." at noon Sofwan called me.
"Yes dek...soor buy mas...for this afternoon still hold? just enough for this afternoon, I said.
"Mas...Nia take a break for a while.later two hours wake up so the mas rest and I keep mom back"
"Yes, take a break and wake up."
I moved to the next room to lie down just straightened my back.
"Astaghfirullah.What time is it?" I was shocked and woke up. I saw the clock was showing at 3 in the morning.
I rushed into my mother's room. I saw my husband fall asleep holding my mother's hand in the chair.
"Mom...mom..drink first yes.." kuraba his forehead heat down. But why didn't you react? did my mom sleep well after taking her medicine last night?
"Suddenly my feelings aren't good? Then the pulse in his hands that were getting cold, the pulse in his neck and still unsatisfied I palpated under his nose."
The breath was no longer there and his pulse was no longer felt.
"Mother.."I screamed loudly while shaking mother.
"Wake up mom..mom don't go ma'am.ayo mom..open your eyes don't hold tight.ini Nia ma'am..."
My husband was shocked to hear my screams..."What's the deck?"
"Mas.why did not wake me.see mother mas.see.." I shook her arms while crying hysterically.
Mas Sofwan held back the hand that he held last night still feels warm, now it is cold and stiff.
"Astaghfirullah.mas sleeping deck..."
He's fingered mom's calf to the toe. Mom just went off deck.Mom's feet still feel warm."
I no longer listen to my husband. I cried as if hugging and kissing the body of my mother who had been stiffened.
I couldn't accompany my mother when the last seconds of death picked her up. I wasn't around when mom was in pain to take her body off her body. O Allah, what kind of child am I. Forgive the sins of the servant, O Allah, forgive the guilt of Nia for this long to you ma'am...
I saw Sofwan calling Mr. Rt and some of the people we know his phone number.
Including calling my three best friends' parents.
"Already deck.patient yes.if you cry continue later the journey of the mother is not calm." My husband kept trying to persuade me.
Soon some of the people gathered to help.
Her body was laid in the living room before being bathed. His face looked calm like someone who was fast asleep.
There is no longer a picture of the pain of the mother during this time, all the diseases of the mother are lifted up by God as well as her spirit is brought to a place that makes the mother no longer feel pain and suffering.
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