
I was alone in my room smelling of drugs. My job is just watching television...
Miko had left for the office since morning, after taking Dina to her new school. Syifa and Juned were both aunts at Miko's house while I was sick.
"Remember my message beb..don't go out of the room ya..."
"I don't want you to meet them again out there, you'll drop again like last night."
Yesterday my health condition dropped again. My body was shivering and my breathing was very tight, making Miko panic half to death.
This morning if I hadn't forced him he probably wouldn't have gotten off work. I don't want to because of my pain, hampering everything's activities.
"Assalamualaikum..why are you in the hospital?"
My smile broke when the video call saw Juned and Syifa's fresh faces bathing their aunt.
"Waalaikum salam.mamak well aja son.kalian don't be naughty at the house of Miko's father yes.don't bother aunty."
"We are not naughty mak.kita play aja game in kamal while waiting for Kak Dina home from school."
"When do you come home? We miss mamak..."
"Doain mamak quickly healed yes.let's go home quickly."
"Have you had breakfast?"
"We had this morning salapan loti with Miko's father and sister Dina."
"O.ya already...That's the sister.mamak turn off the phone first yes.later we connect again."
"How is Nia's condition? I heard the drop again last night huh..." Doctor Andri checked me out accompanied by a beautiful nurse yesterday.
"Don't think too much first mbak.because mbak Nia is also a history of asthma and stomach acid that has been acute."
"When you don't heal, you won't be able to go home..."
"Yes doctor..."
I took the medicine I was given this morning after breakfast. It feels like all the food that goes through my throat feels tasteless.
Miko hasn't called me yet, maybe she was very busy this morning. I looked out the window, thinking about what happened yesterday.
"Beautiful.the woman is very beautiful.It is fitting that the Sofwan mas family supports them."
"While I what? From the beginning of our marriage, only my in-laws cared about me."
"After my two in-laws are gone, I'm just considered a useless prank."
"It seems that Sofwan is so happy now.even though he is amnesiac, but it is very clear that happiness emanates from his eyes."
"Especially now his wife is pregnant with their first child."
I stared at the pus out the window. Feel my pain alone.Sickness in the body not to mention pain in the heart. Maybe the pain in this body in a few days will heal, but the pain in the heart? Will there be a cure?'
"Drrtt...Drrrrtt...."
I was shocked to hear my phone ringing. There's a phone coming in from Miko.
"Assalamualaikum..hello how are you doing this morning?"
"Greetings waalaikum.I'm fine, Ko..."
"You stay in the room, right? No going anywhere, right?"
"Lady Ko.I'm in my room, everywhere."
"Try activating the video first.I want to see your condition..."
I wipe away the rest of my tears, I don't want Miko to see me seep with tears like this.
I turned on the video...I saw there Miko's handsome face, apparently she just finished meeting.
"Kok my bidadar's face like this? Didn't you cry?"
"Ooo no. I answered a little nervously."
"How was Dinah at her new school? Is he happy?"
"May she be happy beb.tadi I saw she immediately got a new friend..."
"Thank God then..."
"Later lunchtime I stopped by the hospital.So I also ask permission if you are sick."
"It seems that in the afternoon, Mbak Fina and Rahmat as well as some other employees will swipe at you."
"Yes already..while I have another meeting.remember do not go anywhere, in the room only."
"I love you so much baby.muaahhh."
I smiled seeing Miko put her lips on the screen."
"I love you too.I put my lips back on."
"Ddrr...Drrtt...My phone rang again..."
I see who's calling..
Tini called me. forever I no longer communicate with my friends.
"What's your pain, Nia? Why don't you have any news, anyway? Move not to say..."
"Who said I was sick, Tin?"
"Dina called us last night, told me you were in the hospital."
"Where will the three of us hit you..Where will we now live?"
"Living not far from the office, so you can go home to lunch at home during the break."
"We heard from Juned, he said there is a new father candidate again?"
"It's good that you can move-on from that damn Sofwan bang.now there's no need for his handsome that's important he understands you and loves your children."
"Wild handsome but if always eat the heart?"
"What hospital are you in now?"
"At Permata Kasih hospital...Tin."
"Wait for the afternoon we will come..What do you ask to bring?"
"What is Tin..."
"All of us want to know the man that Juned and Syifa called father."
After that I felt very lonely again...
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"Dina...Don't go all the way through the shell of his kale.then Juned and Syifa fell slipping."
"Relax mak.ada father who keep adek.ngga will fall really..."
The four of them laughed happily in the swamp that was covered with many kale.
"This is down deck...kok on top of aja?"
"Ngga ah mas.it's the same leg of your clothes have been muddled everything."
"I'm not happy...." Shouted Juned from the kale swamp.
"Dek there is a cork fish you know.ayo down bring it serok here..."
"Later tonight we eat stir-fried kale with fried cork..."
"Mas.don't get to the middle.it's a bit deep..."
But Sofwan did not make my screams.he was busy chasing the fish to the middle...
"Sir.tolongin mas...."
"Mas why?" I screamed in panic from the sidelines.
"The gas goes into the suction mud deck..."
Because of panic, the mud continues to suck Sofwan mas until it is not left at all.
"Please.please..." I reach for my hand...
"Darling..honeyang..wake up...why are you?" Miko shook my body in panic.
"Mas Sofwan, Ko.mas Sofwan drowned in suction mud..."
I shivered a sweat bath.The dream felt so real.
My breath was tight.My throat hurt a lot because I was screaming hysterically.
"O Allah beb..Why are you like this? Is the past binding you? In your dreams you are tormented like this."
Miko hugged me tightly. Trying to calm me who was trembling in fear.
His hands clenched, his jaws bulging withstanding the tempestuous anger in him.
It feels like my heart is not willing to see you suffer like this, sister Nia, while the person you've always thought of you has never thought of you. Even now he is living happily.
While you're always drowning in your slump.
Ever since you met him two days ago, I've seen you suffer so much. How do I make you forget him completely?
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