The Curse of Love
Part 28 What's Wrong With You?
"Where are you going on gini mas sunday? not Sofwan's holiday, huh..."
I held Dina who was a bit fussy because her body was hot out of immunization.
"Mas wants to go for a while to the deckmate's house, not long after it's gone!"
"Wow.I think, to his house his clothes are very neat plus fragrant again."
"Where's the house?"
"Go to work first, we all gather there, just leave together."
"Mas wants to take both of you, but Dina is sick again like this."
"Do not mas, just go alone later Dina get sick more heat."
"Oh yeah, I go first...Assalamualaikum."
"Greetings, "I replied.
"Why is Sofwan not being honest if he wants to go with Feby mbak to the office person whose name is Kiki's mother?"
Last night I had a chance to read an accidental message from Feby who wanted to take a trip with Feby's mother's birthday.
Mas Sofwan is taking a shower, and I want to find Joko's number to help him get to work the other day. I accidentally saw that message that he had not yet deleted.
Of jealousy? Of course, I'm just a human being, but I put my logic first and try to think positively.
It's been almost 3 months my husband worked. Sometimes I feel inferior if I have to walk with him.
Mas Sofwan is only 26 years old, while I am 30 years old. Her dress has returned like the beginning of time not married yet.
What was indeed pure white skin became brownish when he worked odd jobs before getting a permanent job as it is now, back to white again.
Her curly hair, her narrowed eyes, and her dimples if she's smiling. Sometimes I feel like something is wrong, what made her love me and finally marry me?
While not a few women queue to be with him. But why did he choose me, even against his three sisters for my sake?
Actually that's why I always stay away from him, I feel like I don't deserve to be with him.
"Are Sofwan afraid I'm angry.if he says he wants to go with Feby's mom to work?"
"Why didn't Sofwan tell me the truth?"
I stared at the distance looking ahead, there was a different feeling stuck in my heart.
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"Wife and your son weren't invited to join Wan?"
"With Feb, my son is sick from immunization, so the wife does not want to be invited by Feb."
"Your life is perfect, Wan.have a good wife, already have a baby..."
"Alhamdulillah Feb.I am grateful to be able to marry her who wants to understand and accept all my advantages and disadvantages."
I smiled bitterly, "let's just say it's me, and not him."
Now I also have a new rival, Kiki's mother. She and her late husband were friends at Sofwan's college.
Now for the sake of getting his attention, I choose just one bike with him.
I feel evil still love men who already belong to other women, but I also can't lie to my heart that I still love him.
One side nearby I felt comfortable and happy, but on the other side I felt very guilty.
"It's Feb, there's been a lot of friends gathering!!!"
"Hey bro...Getting closer to Feby, Anto patted me on the shoulder."
"If I look around, Wan, it's like Feby's mom's putting her heart on you." Bahar said!
"What is my heart.Will I keep it where? my heart is full."
"Yes, you're just putting it in your heart Wan!"
"You're a man not very sensitive Wan?"
"Anto...Bahar...the one in the house will not be exhausted, so what for more?"
"To serep Wan..hahaha, Anto laughed crazily."
"Slack, you think Feby's mom's a tire..." Bahar menoyor Anto's head.
"Friends.we go to Kiki's mother's house on a mini bus with an office yes.so not scattered."
"Ready Bu Feby..."
That went today there were about 30 people, including 4 leaders and 1 supervisor.
"Wan, I'm sitting next to you said Mutia, a cleaning service in the inpatient room.
"Oh please.." I said.
"Hadeuh Wan's...Wan..With only 3 months of cleaning service here, your face and smile have melted the hearts of girls and also the generals."
"What is a window anyway, To? Bahar said."
"Wanda.dodol.ngga gaul very.
loe...makanya do not incubate continue on the 3rd floor there."
"And we're doing our job in poly-poly and offices, why are we running to the hospital."
"The cleaning girl who is hospitalized is beautiful and sexy tau..."
"Gga kayaking in this building, dead lives that I saw Bahar and Darmawan.aja."
"Fortunately after Darmawan resigned, there was Sofwan who replaced, so I didn't take my eyes..."
"It's rude of you to.but yes, since we were close to Sofwan, we became famous too."
Feby's eyes intermittently glanced at Sofwan and Mutia who were sitting while chatting.
"Jealous? Why should I be jealous? I'm nothing and nobody."
"But every Sofwan I see close to another woman I don't feel sincere."
"Will I repeat the same taste as many years ago? Like a pungguk misses the moon.
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She is an idol at SMK. Although still sitting in the 10th grade, but his fame defeated the members of OSIS who are average handsome and thin-brained.
White skin with curly hair and his oriental face was able to make any girl he passed glanced at him.
Including me, from a sense of admiration for a long time to a sense of liking. But he didn't even look at me. We were never in class from the beginning until the end of class, but our classes were always next to each other.
He just wanted to smile, laugh and joke with his boy friend. While with a female friend, her face was flat and cold like a chunk of ice at the south pole.
"There are many girls who call him "The iceberg runs,"
"Mom.bu Feby..we have arrived at the house of kiki ma'am."
"Astaghfirullah.." I daydreamed back to the past.
"Come on.ayo down turns we have arrived.leader Budi gave a cue."
"Wau.the house of Kiki ma'am is very big huh Wan...Whisper Bahar."
"The name is wong sugih ya big house like a palace, Anto chimed."
In front of the gate were many invited guests. Kiki's relatives and friends were also friends of her late husband.The party was held in the back garden .
"Welcome friends, have taken the time to stop by my birthday."
"Please taste the delicious food yes..."
"Bu kiki joked this. festive party like this is said to be perfunctory."
"Don't worry To..drink yuk.I thirsty!"
I pulled Anto and Bahar's hands to grab a drink and a small meal.
"Sofwan, remember them, right? Kiki's mother approached me with 2 beautiful women."
I'm the one who ate the pudding turned my head, as well as 2 of my friends.
"Yes..add a handsome you, Wan!"
"Tania...Vivi..how are you.." I greeted my two friends while on campus.
"We are good, thank God.how about you, Wan?"
"I'm fine..how's it going om and aunt, Vi?"
"They're good.they often ask you, Wan!"
"Hadeuh.yang again same old reunion...Tania chimed in."
"Turn you two back..."
"Hush.ngawur you Tan...Sofwan is already married" Kiki's mother said.
"Team you Wan...Vivi is willing to hang around until now because of waiting for you."
"And soul mate, fortune, life and death it is God who determines, yes if I marry someone else it means we are not fools."
Vivi smiled sadly. "You are indeed Wan.Our fool cannot be forced according to our wishes."
While I was conversing, my two friends were just dumbfounded at our familiarity. While from far away there were a pair of eyes staring at us with a sad look.
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