The Curse of Love
Part 77 Nausea Banget
"Mbak Nia, really don't want to sign anymore? Yes Nia, the three of us are here, suddenly you don't exist..." Fina's mother chimed in a Grace speech.
"Pity my son who wants to go to kindergarten, mba.ngga there's a shuttle."
"Yes too, so this is our last day with dong, "kok I'm sad huh?"
"We can still video call kok, mbak.toh mbak Fina equally Grace knows my number."
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I took my last paycheck at the cashier, in the hallway I had a falling out with Sofwan.
"Dek...can't you consider not resigning from the company? I want you to stay here with me!"
"Enough, mas!" Our relationship is over, the night was just an accident."
"I can't get away from you, deck.please..."
"Mas...please don't hurt my heart again with your attitude like this? We both know, we can't be together anymore.just let's say our farewell, mas."
"Excuse me, I'll get ready first." I passed by him who was standing. But.."dek wait a minute..."
I stopped and turned my body. He put an envelope on me.
"What's this envelope, mas? Not a love letter from Sofwan for me?"
"You're a deck, sometimes in serious situations you can still joke."
"That I give to our children, I know it's not worth your suffering all this time.don't be rejected, I give it to the children."
I received the envelope from his hand. "Do not say that the money is from his father, let them still think that his father has gone far away from them."
Sofwan smiled. There was a wound behind her sweet smile. "I hope you will never forget me, even if I am no longer with you."
"I never taught the kids to hate you!"
"I pray, may the marriage of Sofwan and Anggita be happy until the grandparents later."
"Dear them like Sofwan loves us." I tried hard not to look sad in front of him.
Then I quickly passed before the crystal crystal grains fell off my two eyelids and were seen by him.
"Mbak Nia, there is a keepsake from the staff friends on the second floor.they are also sad to hear that Nia wants to resign."
"Mr Nia...."
"Oh...What is Grace?" I wiped my tears before looking at her.
"Mbak Nia has been crying.it must be sad to be separated from Mr. Sofwan."
"Mbak Nia must be strong, as powerful as Mbak Nia has been living the hardships of her own life, fighting alone to support children."
"Pak Sofwan is just a series of past memories that Nia must learn to forget."
"Yes, Matt.thank you very much, for your advice all this time."
"I'm grateful to have friends as good as you and Mbak Fina.Hopefully we can still meet again huh, Mat."
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It hasn't been a month since that night and I'm leaving the company. During that time also since returning from Jakarta, Miko pounded me every night. The reason is that he is still young, still producing. That is always what makes it an excuse.
"Why is my head so dizzy?" I who wanted to get up to perform dawn prayers, fell again in bed.
"Bun..mom why?" Miko who just came out of the bathroom, spontaneously caught my limp.
"Don't know, well.the mother's head is dizzy, it feels in front of the eyes that many stars scattered."
"Cock the sky so moved closer to the front of the mother's eyes? No glare yes, bun.ngeliat many stars."
"What the hell, dad? Frowning tau..."
"Lho was the mother who said a lot of stars."
"What kind of birds used to fly, bun? big or small?"
"If the little ones are not birds well, but flying cockroaches.tau ah..ayah more and more fussy deh..."
"If you do not stand up, pray sit down, bun."
"Let's take you to the bathroom for ablution."
"Well.if you hold the right mother dong, his hand if you lift the mother in the armpits.yes, in the armpits aja."
"Sorry bun, the lights are out no light anyway.so I got it wrong." My smile is not clear.
"Later in the room just plug genset, well.liar bright and clear look."
"That's just a ngomel, bun.ngga good tau for pregnant women."
"Pregnant of where, huh? You know this father."
"Yes.times my guess is right, if it's not true yes, it's pounded again every night."
After the congregational prayer, Miko invited me and the children to take a leisurely walk while looking for breakfast.
But the children's basic.not to join even molor again under the blanket.
"Without any bun.we go alone."
"Well.eat the dumpling noodles in the alley yuk...."
"Bunda tumben kok likes chicken noodles? Usually always comment if you eat noodles, like eating earthworms."
"Yes, yeah yeah yeah.maybe it's a good time, yeah!"
"Pak le..dangsitnya two yes, well...would you use sawikah? Yeah..."
"Well, why are you gouging next to that trench?"
"Okay.dad can't smell it, bun! daddy's stomach is so nauseous."
"Mother eat, I want to sit here..."
"Her husband is craving, mbak!!" Ask the mother who is sitting next to me.
"Huh, cravings? Did you have a cravings, huh? But I didn't understand anything, but just dawn was dizzy, now it's healed."
I eat fast. Poor Miko waited too long.
"Well..it's good to kiss the trench, huh?"
"From having to smell dumpling noodles? mending smell the trench, bun!!"
"Oh..nga usually dad like this, bun? I usually like dumpling noodles."
"This is not to eat it, imagine it, father is not able to."
I just shut up. I walk while counting.I think I'm late this month.
When I got in touch with Sofwan mas, it was my fertile period. I can't imagine, if I was pregnant, is this Sofwan's son and Miko's son?
"Bun..dad hungry, we have breakfast chicken porridge again yuk!!"
"What's? Chicken porridge? Not..ngga, mother does not want ah..."
Miko glanced at me. "Tumben, usually run out two bowls..This is why don't you want?"
"Disease, yeah.sobbing how...gitu! Mother ticklish ah..."
"If you want to eat. just eat.Mother let's take a leisurely walk around the park first while dad eats."
"Yes, I ate first! Because I really want to eat chicken porridge today."
I walk while daydreaming. "O Allah.Why is this the way of my life? If I'm pregnant with my second child, what should I do?"
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