The Curse of Love
Part 62 About Feeling
"Why did I go back and forth to the left right, but I couldn't sleep?"
I thought my wife was asleep next to me. But why are my eyes still bright like a 100-watt fluorescent light.
Anggita and I got married about a year ago. At that time I was declared ill by the doctor, but I did not know what pain. I feel fine, but she says it hurts.
Suppose we come home as my personal nurse. Who takes care of all my needs, who takes care of me at all times.
Until finally brother Nuri and sister Anya match us both. I also don't mind being set up. Because the man I was waiting for would come to see me, not to come.
I can't remember the faces of those people at all, every time I try to remember, every single one of those headaches strikes me.
Assume that every moment is beside me, helping to restore me.
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Flashback***
"Sofwan...Sofwan is now cured tuh.nah in our house there is sister Anggita.kan not good with neighbors, if there are women and men living under one roof but not married."
"What if Sofwan and Anggita get married?"
I, who was sitting looking at the fountain, looked at Nuri.
"But Sofwan has no feelings for Sister Anggita, sister..."
"Sofwan only respected her and already regarded her as a helper goddess when Sofwan was sick."
"While Sofwan was sometimes confused, what was Sofwan actually sick? Because Sofwan felt all along fine."
"Just that Sofwan can't remember all of Sofwan's past, the rest of Sofwan feels healthy."
"In our families, the deck is always taught to always repay the kindness of others."
"Kak Nuri knows, Anggita's sister likes Sofwan.but Anggita is embarrassed to say it."
"Partially, the time of the woman who expresses her feelings first?"
"We owe him a lot.So my brother begged you to marry him in return, for all he has done for you and for our family."
I'm silent. I tried to digest all the words of Brother Nuri.
"But sister...not necessarily sister Anggita want to marry Sofwan?"
"You don't have to worry, as long as you're willing to marry her, it's the brother who'll wave her to you."
"But brother, Sofwan is still unemployed.want to be fed what his son will be."
"You don't have to think much.it's all the sisters who will take care of it."
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"Wih..mesraanya are alone..wear bribery events all..."
The woman who was feeding Sofwan, so it was red with embarrassment."
"Ah mbak Nuri can...Let's just say it's not good..."
"Well, if it's not good, give the cat a nurse..."Sofwan replied with ease.
They both looked at each other. "Ehem..ehem..it's delicious kak Nuri in cueki..."
Sofwan and Anggita looked away from each other in shame.
"You two are fit to be married if this is the case.rather than shy cat continues."
I thought we were getting deeper..."Kak Nuri.don't be seduced continue.tuh see sister Anggita.face the same neck is equal..." Goda Sofwan's.
"Suster...If you don't mind, will the nurse marry me?"
Anggita lifted her face and looked at Sofwan as if he could not believe all of Sofwan's words just now.
"Mas Sofwan was serious about the mas's speech just now?"
"Who is flirting, sister? I'm serious.two rius even..."
"I'm a widower, sister.my wife and kids are out of nowhere, leaving me."
"Suster is also still alone.not to blame if I apply for a nun to be my wife!"
"Yes but if the sisters are willing and willing to accept me who has nothing.If not, I also do not force, sister."
"I know enough who I am!!"
Anggita looked at Sofwan with bright eyes.he was very moved also with the poor man sitting in front of him.
"Mas...Anggit can not decide for themselves.because Anggit still has a father and sister.we have to nod first, Anggit will accept Sofwan mas with all the advantages and disadvantages that mas Sofwan has."
"Thank you Sister Anggita..." Sofwan grabbed Anggita's hand and held it tightly.
"For so long only the nurse who was always beside me. Take care of me with affection..."
"He never kept his promise to come back, and I hate people who disbelieve the same promise he made himself."
"Let's go home to Yogya later, tell dad about the good news."
"Women don't want to talk about something as important as this on the phone."
"How long will the sisters be gone?"
"Suster didn't just promise, to then be disavowed like him right?"
"I'm definitely back, I'm not the one who likes to break promises."
"I'll be back with my father and sister."
"Thank you sister.I'll always be waiting for you here."
With escorted by Sofwan and his family, that afternoon Anggita went to the airport to take a flight to Yogyakarta.
Her heart flowered.after a few months of waiting, finally this wait ended happily.
While after Anggita left, Sofwan sat pensively in his favorite place.
In the presence of this fountain, he always waited for his love to return, but the expected will not return, because it is hindered by the blessing of his family.
"I waited for you for so long.you yourself promised me, but you also denied it."
"I hate humans who like to give false hope like you.."
"I can't remember your face, but I always remember your promise."
"But it's been.Perhaps the wait should end here."
"Hopefully we will never meet again.I will replace your position with Sister Anggita.
"I'm sorry, if I'm going to erase everything about you, it's time I got back up from my slump."
He rose to his feet.stare blankly at the setting sun.there was a sense of emptiness.
There is a feeling of hurt that he himself does not know what causes it. As if something had been lost, had gone from his heart.
"The emptiness.that's how she feels now..."
"I know, I don't love Anggita.but given all the good he's done for me. I'll try to open my heart to him."
"May love grow as time goes by."
"It is better to be with someone who loves us than to be with someone we love."
"If we are with someone who loves us, our feelings will be more appreciated.but together with the person we love? Not necessarily he has feelings as big as our affection for him."
"Go away from my heart.Do not think again.I will try to open my heart to something new..."
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