The Curse of Love

The Curse of Love
Part 33 Forced to Be Enforced

I looked around him. Our new rented house, close to red brick making.


"Mas...why is there anything other than this place?"


"When we don't have many decks.only three days, let while we live first here yes.because the cheap only here."


A house that only has 1 living room, 1 room, then a kitchen and bathroom.


Much different from my home first, but what is possible for all must be lived. And from now on expenses are increasing again to pay for the rent of the house.


I saw the roof in the bathroom was leaking and in the living room was also a bit leaking.


"Later the leaky mas baikin slow down the deck." As if Sofwan knew me in my heart.


"Yesterday was already cleaning so just arrange our things only."


I just shut up, it still feels like a dream to leave the house that has been occupied for decades, suddenly had to move to a foreign place that is much different from the situation with the house that used to be.


I laid Dina on the floor that had already finished the mat. I installed a fan so that Dina could sleep soundly.


Dina's growth is a bit slow, at the age of 15 months she can not walk.


While Dina was sleeping, I helped Sofwan put things together to finish quickly.


Not long ago we both arranged the house, at 16:00 pm finally the work is running too.


"We pray ashar first yuk.lant night mas want to report to the house of mr. rt."


I just nodded not answering. Then I went first to the bathroom to clean the body and take the water.


Soon mas Sofwan followed and cleaned himself and then berwudhu. We prayed ashar as usual in the old house first.


*


*


I cleaned up the remnants of our dinner, if we used to eat at the dinner table, now I have to bring the living room food and sit on the mat.


"Dek..mas wants to go to the house of rt sir first yes.mau report our move here." I just nodded.


Drrt...Drrttt.there is a message whatsapp entered on Sofwan's mobile phone. At first I wanted to take this phone and bring it out to give it to her. But the roar of Sofwan's motorbike was already far away.


"The habit is this guy.Handphonenya must always be left behind."


I wasn't interested in checking the message at first, but after I saw who the sender was, I became curious.


"Vivi Lukitasari's..." I'm getting curious to open it even though I know my attitude is very presumptuous.


"Sophwan...He said he promised to play at home.mama the same papa always ask you tuh..."


"Papa kangen want to play chess again with you.and I also miss anyway want to talk again like we were still together first."


"Deg...is close to my husband's relationship with this woman named Vivi? How many secrets have I not revealed about the women who have been exes other than Vivi and Dinara?"


It was a message from Feby, my husband's supervisor.


"Wan.. answered dong..kok only read doang anyway?"


"Sorry mbak...Sofwan is again not at home.Tadi go out and his phone is left behind.." I replied.


"Oh so..Who are you with...?"


"This is with his wife!"


"Oh sorry then, but later please convey to Sofwan yes if he comes home later."


Panaass.Banget my heart.with no sin he said so, as if he considered me to be non-existent.


I tried to catch my hunting breath and tried to calm my rumbling chest.


The problem of foreclosure of the house has not been separated from my mind, now there is a new problem.


But I tried to think positively, because all this time there was no ugly wave from Sofwan mas.


"Assynoltom..."


"Just a report on why the deck?"


"Your phone was left behind..." I hesitated to deliver the woman's message.


"Involuntary mas stay deck.people only place rt sir just bring all mobile phones."


"There was a message coming in from a woman mas, and the sender of the message wanted me to convey it to Sofwan mas."


I tried to find shock on his face, hearing what I said.


"Oh from who? Then he took the phone I gave him and opened the message."


"Oh from Vivi.flat only his words.no look of surprise or taste different from his words."


"Is the message the same as you deck?"


"He said I was told to tell Sofwan that he w.a."


"And you don't want to ask him who's deck?"


"If Sofwan doesn't want to tell a story, why would I force it? Didn't we promise to trust each other?"


He grabbed my body and hugged me. He pecked my head many times.


"Don't in reality.in a dream you'll never think of wishing you a deck..."


"He was a former mas in the past at the campus.we were very close, even mas very well know both parents.but his name is not a match for sure there is only an obstacle to separate."


I quietly heard my husband's explanation.I looked into his eyes looking for honesty there. As far as I know if someone is lying, he always looks the other way not to look us in the eye when talking.


But Sofwan spoke while looking deeply into my eyes.


Whether it is true or not my theory, clearly only he and God know whether he is telling the truth or not.


"Nia.mas has never heard the slightest suspicious or jealous tone from you that we were not married until after we are married now."


"All the problems you always talk about with calm and cool head, you do not explode like the former mas first."


"That's what makes you love you, because you're the kind of person who's uncomfortable with always being suspected."


"Once mas say only love and love to one woman, then the promise that will be held until anytime."


"Why are we together when there is no mutual trust and only suspicion? It makes you uncomfortable in a relationship."


I just nod. Though in my heart I said, "I am also a human being.I am only made up of bone, blood and flesh, but I also think with logic not just by feeling."


"Yes already...do you want to hear the conversation with him? This is why I'm gonna call him first."


Without waiting for my approval, he pressed the phone button.


"You finally called me too, Wan? A spoiled voice rang out from across there, as Sofwan's mas turned on the speaker's phone."


"Yes..so my wife asked to call you..What is Vi? Is there anything I can help you with?"


"Ih..kok that's the way he said.I'm kangen same you Wan!"


"But I'm married now and have a child, Vi.it's not worth saying that to me."


"Eventually..if not on the phone, you do not want to call me...so proud now after marriage..indeed you are forbidden your wife?"


"Not Arrogant Vi.I am also busy taking care of my family and busy working to support my family."


"My wife has never prevented me from being friends with anyone, only now I'm the one who limits myself.I respect her and I don't want to hurt her feelings."


"Ih...h already ah...Just Vivi does not want to know...when do you want to go home?"


I took a deep breath hearing Vivi's words. She was indeed a spoiled and stubborn woman. I saw my wife's expression flat, there was no expression there.But who knows the depth of the human heart? Because I knew a long time ago that Sania was always good at keeping her feelings.


"Depart if I have time Vi, I've closed it...Assalamualaikum..." I don't have to wait long to close my conversation with him.


...***Connected.......


Please support to always give likes and comments yes friends...Give the vote if you like...Thank ye...😀😀🙏🙏***