The Curse of Love
Part 76 Regret
We didn't say a word. The clock was at 21:00 p.m., I looked straight ahead. My head felt full, what happened just now was like a nightmare to me.
"So she kept quiet.Was she mad at me, huh?"
"Dek, I'm sorry.mas know that mas khilaf, we shouldn't do that."
"In my mind I still think, you are still the wife that Sofwan loves."
I remained silent not to comment on his words.
"Dec...hukum mas Sofwan if it can eliminate all your anger."
I looked at him. "Even if I punish you, can it change all the circumstances, ma'am? Is it possible to prevent everything we've done?"
"It's up to you, I'm down first.come home soon, pity your wife and child long wait at home."
I opened the car door, and without looking back I passed from before him and entered the house.
Sofwan was in his car. "I've made a terrible mistake, she hates me so much now."
"Bun..have you come home? How do you sit in the living room?" Dina greeted me who was sitting pensively on the sofa.
"Lho...Dina hasn't slept? Juned is Syifa sleeping?"
"Dina just finished studying bun, and then my father asked for the phone."
"Mother's not really from Aunt Tini's place, right? Where did mom come from?"
I looked at my little girl's face, she looked exactly like me, but from the way she spoke and behaved, she looked like her father.
"Mother has met your father, Dina!!"
"Mother still loves you, father? Bun, now there's Miko's father, pity the father if the mother duakan, after all the father is now happy with the child and his new wife."
I kept quiet not knowing what to say to my daughter who was almost a teenager. What he says is true, Sofwan is the past and Miko is the present.
"Mother take a shower first, Dina." I went inside. I feel like my body is so dirty with what I did with Sofwan.
I hope the water will shed all the marks left by Sofwan to me.
I haven't been able to get into the bathroom, Dina approached me with my phone.
"Dad called to talk to mom..."
"Bun, have you gone home? Why not call dad? Dad was worried to know, let alone Dina said that it was raining very hard."
I heard a voice from across there sounding very worried.
The sinful feeling of my betrayal is becoming more and more. I was so afraid, even to hear my husband's voice I didn't have the courage.
"Any silence, bun? Mother is all right? Mommy didn't have a headache when it rained back home, did she?"
My tears trickled at Miko's worried voice, how sinful I was, because of the love that had passed I ignored my future love.
"Mother is all right, well.just a little dizzy in the rain earlier."
"Yes, I don't want to disturb by calling too long, mother quickly rest yes.let tomorrow morning mother's body can be good soon."
"Good night my wife dear.good night sleep.dreaming father yes, bun...Assalamualaikum..."
"Waalaikum greetings, father.dad is also there to take care of health yes, and quickly go home.mother kangen same father."
"Dad also miss the mother, when just this morning dad left, now the luggage is gone."
"It feels like three days in Jakarta like three years."
"Yes, I'm closing up...!"
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"Just get home at this hour, Sofwan?" brother Nuri greeted me.
"Will you eat? Then mamaheat the food again." Anggita greeted me.
"Don't do it, ma'am.papah already ate at the office."
"Aisha is asleep, huh? Papah wants to kiss her."
"Yes already dong pah, the baby's child is indeed only bobo work, papah bath continues to change clothes there, gih..." Suppose you take the briefcase and suit I'm wearing.
Why does it feel bad to go back home? When I was with Sania and the kids, my heart felt like I wanted to go home quickly, meet and gather with my wife at home.
But now? Everything felt empty, until how long could I survive in pretense and live the charade of love like this now?
Ever since my memory gradually recovered, I felt that my life was really boring. From home want to quickly go to the office, so that my mind is not too shady. Hoping in the office I could meet with Sania, and at home? My entertainment is just Aisyah.
"Lately, Sofwan's attitude has changed!!" Anggita conveys his complaints to Nuri and Anya.
"Change how, deck? The feeling of his attitude, mediocre, anyway!!"
"Either just an Angit feeling or how, but Anggit's little heart says, Sofwan mas like hiding something, sis!!"
"How can he hide something, deck...Sofwan doesn't remember his past at all."
"Son, the amnesia experienced by Sofwan is not permanent amnesia aka amnesia which could one day be cured."
"Sometimes he sees Anggita like a stranger he does not know.Sometimes his attitude is sweet, sometimes his attitude is cold to Anggita."
"There are you, Anggita! never mind, don't suudzon your own husband."
"Yes, brother, maybe this is just the feeling of Anggit, because Anggit really loves Sofwan, and Anggit does not want to lose Sofwan mas."
"Sofwan also can't possibly leave you, deck! Now Aisha is with you."
"Yes, I hope so..."
I was soaking in the bathtub, I tried to calm my mind. Because since then, the only ones in my brain are Sania and Sania. In my mind always imagined our intercourse earlier in the inn. His rebellion tried to reject me, then his helpless groans as our souls and bodies united.
"Huffd..." I drowned my body until my head went to the bottom of the bathtub. Wish I could remove all his shadows.
I have to get used to it without him, because on Monday, he's not working at the company anymore. But can I without him?
It had been over a year that I wasted him, I was truly sorry.if there was a way to bring my Sani back to me?
My mind was completely disoriented at the god level, I was as if I was at a crossroads that had two branches. I was confused which way to choose.
"Very old Sofwan in the bathroom, deck?" Anya came out of the room after putting her son to sleep.
"Mas Sofwan is so ordinary, brother.especially if he's struggling, it's like he's in for now."
Aggita pensive while breastfeeding her baby. "Why do you feel, papah is now starting to change? Is my memory back?"
"You don't want to lose your papah, Ais.papah is ours and will forever remain ours."
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