The Curse of Love
Part 87 Seatap Two Love
I wanted to pull Miko's hand over, but I couldn't.
"Please listen to father's explanation, bun.dad married Alena not for love, but for the sake of fulfilling a promise with late uncle Leon."
"Define the situation of the father, bun.dad really love mother and father also love uncle Leon who father had considered like his own father's parents.
"Let go first, dad.let me talk!!" I tried to get back to letting go of his embrace.
Finally Miko let go of her embrace. I turned to face him.
"Well, there is a story of getting married just because of compulsion.because gradually the love must grow."
"I didn't ask you to choose, because I was so self-aware, who am I!!"
"I was only a poor widow with three children, while my father married me when I was a virgin."
"What does this have to do, Bun?"
"Alena is still a virgin, well.of course you also want to feel like a newlywed in general. Want to feel what it's like to be in touch with a virgin that you don't get anymore from your mother."
"What the hell, bun?" Miko looked angry to hear my words.
"Dad doesn't care about any of that, bun!! If you want..Have always been looking for a virgin, but I didn't do it!!"
"Because what? Because you love you, you accept all the advantages and disadvantages you have."
"But until when will you continue to ignore it? Dad would be very sinful, because he's dad's wife too."
"The position is not legally valid, but religiously? He's legitimate in God's eyes, yeah..."
My voice began to rise, probably because I was now pregnant young and my hormone levels increased.
"It's unlikely that even under one roof two loves will survive, well.my voice begins to weaken."
"Maybe it's true what Syifa said in the back garden earlier.It's better to take the children away from this house."
"What??? Father will never allow mother and children to leave this house."
"Dad, understand.love cannot be divided."
"Mother is not the type of person who likes to compete, you better just give up and choose to leave the life of the father."
In my heart I said, "Mother can't stand to see father share his love with her, than mother suffer all day.then the best way is to leave love."
"Just once dad says no, yeah still not bun.dot don't use a coma."
"Now the mother goes into our room and rest.dad does not want to see the prospective baby father become a crybaby also dissident."
"Dad will have Alena sleep in the room for guests."
Seeing that I did not move from where I was standing, Miko impatiently carried me into the room.
From behind the curtains of the living room, there was a pair of eyes that were staring at us with a hard to interpret look.
"Bao...Alena loves brother, brother's wife is not just him.but me too."
"As you said, I will make you feel uncomfortable at all times.You be careful with your content, brother.
Sanie!!!" Alena smiled sinisterly then walked into the guest room.
"Dad kangen same mother..mother does not kangenkah same father?" Miko whispered in my ear.
"Actually mother kangen, well.but now the taste of kangen has turned into pain..." Batinku.
"This incident this afternoon almost caused us to lose our baby-to-be."
"Mother planned to surprise me for my father's birthday, but I've brought a surprise for you first."
"Bun, I'm tired of all this.dad wants tonight to spend some time alone with mom."
I let out a breath. Actually my desire to make love to my husband is gone already. All that is close to him is pain.
But I as a wife also sin if I do not want to do my duty to serve my husband.
"Daddy shower there.clean yourself first, from home was father has not bathed and also changed clothes."
"Okay my baby..wait a minute, yeah!!" He kissed my forehead and went into the bathroom.
"What should I do now? My love is like a curse that never wants me to be happy."
I complained in my heart. How my heart doesn't smell, my marriage always ends like this. The two men I loved left me to marry another woman.
Although they married because of coercive circumstances and not their own wishes. But still in the end, I was the victim.
Now my madam lives under one roof with me. Although Miko married her only because of a mandate, Alena is now legal as the wife of my husband.
What Miko gave me, Miko should also give her.
I looked out the window. "I do not know where else to complain, O Allah.I do not blame you for the destiny of my life, but help your servant..Give me the way to what next I have to do?"
I think I'm very tired. Tired of all the problems in my life that are like there is no happy end.
"This feeling of my life has long suffered...keep on!!! Am I really haunted by a star of misery?" I smiled in remembrance of the harsh reality I had always experienced.
"Hey..pregnant mothers are forbidden to daydream!!" Without me knowing Miko was already next to me.
I turned to her who only used a towel around her waist.
"The body will soon be not only mine, but also Alena's..." Just imagine it my heart is already very sick, especially if you see it directly?
"Darling..are you still thinking about that?" Miko sat down next to me and whispered softly in my ear.
I just shook my head. Pretending to be able to forget the incident earlier this afternoon and must seem happy while being by Miko's side.
He hugged me lovingly. "Dad never wanted any of this to happen either, bun.ayah did not expect that my father's return to Singapore would bring disaster to our marriage."
"Trust bun, the love of father to mother never changed in the slightest.This is a test that we have to face bun, the point is if we both can not survive...so the house we built is destroyed."
"Dad wants to make out with mom, we forget our problems first, yes..."
"Usually every night you ask for rations to your mother, now it's been almost two weeks this little grandpa has no grip on life to lean on."
I don't want to smile at her words. "What the hell is it.ngga is obviously this father!!"
"Well, is that more beautiful than having to keep seeping tears?"
"Okay dad not so, well.styles really ngajari mom."
"Ssttt.has been silent.Time our hands and desires only speak..."
Miko pushed me into bed and we didn't say anything after that.
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