
"You're not eating yet, deck??" tanyakanya.
"I'm waiting for Sofwan, it's not good to eat first!!"
Sania's spontaneous answer makes Sofwan feel good. Because ever since they were together, Sania had always been waiting for him to eat, never did she precede Sofwan to eat.
"Eat first deck, we are not a couple anymore like before, do not force yourself, if your stomach is hungry then eat!!"
When saying that sentence Sofwan's heart was very sick. Especially when he saw Sania seemed dumbstruck to hear that.
"I'm sorry deck!!" sofwan whispered in his heart.
"I just don't want to build false hopes for you and for me."
"Yes!!" that was the only answer that came out of Sania's lips and the two of them were silent in silence.
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Tonight while breaking my body, I took back the Sultan's diary for me to read.
Tuesday 5 january 2021
As I feared, this tightness and pain in my chest grew more and more.
I have to stay in the hospital for a few days.
But again I am grateful Sania came to see me. She brought me fruit and fed me like a wife to her husband.
This pain of mine brings wisdom and also berkah๐๐
Wednesday 3 february 2021
Yes Allah..sick heart๐ญ๐ญ finally Sania married also with Riko.
I'm sick, I'm disappointed but I can't do anything.
It was my fault for never being honest about my feelings so I had to swallow the bitterness of seeing the woman I love having to marry another man and me as a witness to their marriage.
I tried to survive when my chest condition was so painful.
I don't want to faint at an important event like this.
I repeatedly thought about easing the pain until the event was over.
I paused for a moment while wiping away my tears that were already powerless for me to contain.
"I'm forgiven the Sultan who never sensed your feelings, but not all the mistakes can be inflicted on me because you are always silent and cover your feelings.
Then I continued to read the books that went to the sheets before the Sultan left for good.
Saturday 24th july 2021
Your fate is very sad Sania๐ญ๐ญ when your womb has stepped on 4 months Riko back to Kuala Lumpur to visit his parents.
Why do I feel so bad?? moreover, the two of them married without the blessing of both of Riko's parents.
Hopefully nothing will happen again with Nia's wedding this time.
Thursday 29 july 2021
I don't understand this life. Why do good people always suffer misfortune??"
"Patience Saniau๐ฅ๐ฅ don't believe in anything before seeing the evidence.
Hopefully what was reported on television is not true about Riko's death.
Rest assured that Riko is still alive somewhere far away.
I will always take care of you, Sania.
Don't be sad Sania, remember you are not only guarding the life that is in your womb but also the life of your other child.
Keep going to stay strong and strong!!"
Monday 27 December 2021
Thank God...๐๐ finally the little one can't wait to get out and see the world.
Although Sania did not want to be operated on by Cesar but thanks to the persuasion of Della and I, Sania finally collapsed as well.it was solely we did so that the lives of both were helped.
And I'm also very happy to be able to treat that little baby like I used to molest the twins.
Thank you too, Sania, for using the name of Raftar on your son.
I feel like my own wife gave birth to my son.
Friday 4 february 2022
It hurts Allah๐ญ๐ญ I feel my chest so much pain.
If You want my life, take it but do not torture me like this...
How long will I last??
If my time only gets here, I want you to know that my love will never die with my body.
All this time I've never said anything about how I feel about you because I don't want one day if I leave, you'll be grieving my departure
L'm...
Until I saw the handwriting of the Sultan cut off.
I knew it was the days leading up to his departure.
He's holding his own pain. Sleep brings its own pain. We all don't even know how he faced his death.
Oh Sultan.forgive me so much....
Sania cried again while hugging the diary. Then his eyes turned to Raftar who was sleeping.
The name the Sultan gave to my son so that I could always remember him.
"I love you too, Sultan..as a friend, as a close friend even more!!"
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"Come on mom..mom should eat a lot huh!! let me get well soon!!"
It has been 4 months Riko accompanied her mother to her recovery.
Riko painstakingly feeds her, taking her mother on a chat to revive her memory.
"Riko...!!
Riko who was resting at the feet of her mother was aghast at hearing such a soft voice that she had missed so much all along.
"Mother!!"
Riko looked up at the beautiful middle-aged woman's face.
Mother Intan smiled looking at her son. Melt tears powerless he could see his favorite son was still alive.
"You're Riko my son, right?? you're not dead, are you?" ask mother Intan lirih.
"Did mom remember me? I'm Riko ma'am.I'm alive and in front of mom.
Ms. Intan was finally slowly able to string together all the events before she lost Riko first.
Ms. Intan hugged her son while crying.
"Mom think can't see you anymore Riko.mom think you've been burned with the bike you drive.mom was really shocked to hear the news."
"I'm sorry mom and dad, we're not going to forbid you from marrying anyone again."
"Thank you ma'am.so Riko can go home calmly to Indonesia to see Riko's family."
Mother Intan nodded with a smile.
"What about the father, ma'am.because Riko knows that it is the father who is most opposed to Riko's marriage.
"God willing, may your father be willing, son!!" mother Intan said.
Girang is not playful Riko heard his mother's sincere words. A meeting with the family she misses so much.
"Assynoltom..."
"Waalaikum Salam..."
At once Riko and Intan's mother returned the greeting and turned to the door.
"Mr..."
Riko and Intan's mother talk together.
Not far behind the beautiful girl called Afifah, Baskoro sir and Gunawan's uncle Afifah's father appeared.
"Mothers...Afifah is glad you remember everything again!!" He hugged Intan and kissed her cheek.
Riko's stunned. Afifah this is the girl who will be betrothed by her father to her.
Riko and Afifah were friends from adolescence from elementary school to high school then in 11th grade Riko and her parents moved to Kuala Lumpur while Afifah and her family remained in Jakarta.
Until finally Riko became a lawyer and chose to return to Balikpapan, it turns out that Afifah and his family also joined his father moved to Kuala Lumpur.
Because their father is friends, of course they want to continue this relationship with their son and daughter.
Only the wishes of Mr. Baskoro while Intan's mother does not want to be too forced the wishes of her and her husband to Riko.
Riko was confused about how to deal with her best friend during school.
"Riko, how are you?" I almost went crazy when I heard you had an accident and died!!"
Without permission Afifah hugged Riko tightly.
"Affifah...Afifa..sorry..let go of your arms.we are not muhrim!! riko said while releasing Afifah's embrace.
"Riko...are you why?? aja you often suddenly hug me... suddenly steal a kiss on my cheek..kok now change anyway??" afifah said while pouting.
"Afifah.it used to be.now Riko has changed especially now he is married and already has a child!!" intan's mother said while Riko was still silent first.
"What?? Riko is married??" uncle Gunawan and Afifah were equally surprised and they glanced at the ring finger of Riko who was wearing her wedding ring.
"Yes...Riko is married to a woman who deserves to be her aunt!!" said Mr. Baskoro with annoyance.
"Dad...."
Intan's mother immediately looked at her husband with a huff.
"Maybe you got a pellet!! that's why you can marry a woman who is many times older than you!!" afifah said while laughing while trying to melt the atmosphere.
Even though his heart had felt tight since seeing a wedding ring that was coiled on the ring finger of a friend he loved long ago.
"My wife can't possibly save me, there's even me waiting for her and chasing after her all this time!!" riko said somewhat annoyed to hear the words of Afifah who seemed to insult Sania.
Which husband accepts if his wife is ugly by others as well as Riko. But he still tried to quell his anger.
"Dad...didn't you promise me?" said Intan's mother looked at her husband.
Mr. Baskoro could only snort in annoyance while throwing his gaze in the other direction.
"Riko, you don't like me anymore!!" afifah said she was still trying to tease Riko.
"Lho from the beginning, right we are just friends, Afifah?" answer Riko.
"With my wife, I've known her for a long time!!" answer Riko again.
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***Connected...
It seems that Mr. Baskoro will break his own promise not to try to interfere in his son's affairs again.
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