The Curse of Love
Part 139 My sorrow
But at the doorstep back Sania collapsed unconscious. The inner pressure experienced was very intense, the disaster seemed to hit and hurt him.
Fortunately Sultan reflex caught his frail body. It has been almost a month since he treated Miko in the hospital. Just go home for a little while to take care of her kids and go back to the hospital again.
Her body is getting thinner because of the effects of often staying up late alternating with Jonathan and Niko to take care of her husband.
Sania was laid back to the bed and it was obvious the infusion needles adorned her hands because of her so weak condition.
The Sultan and his three companions could only stare in concern at his suffering.
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"What place is this? As far as the eye can see, only a waist-high weed is visible." I muttered to myself.
"Where should I walk? I'm afraid of getting lost..." In my heart began to be beset with anxiety.
Suddenly one hand held his shoulder from behind.
Akkhc....
Sania screamed out her surprised rank and quickly turned her head back.
"Dad...." He knew the man in white who was standing behind him.
"Dad? Me...?" The man looked confused while looking right and left.
"Yes..Are you not my husband Miko?" Ask Sania!!
"You're the wrong person.I just happened to pass by here and see you standing in confusion."
"Where are you going?" Ask the man in white.
"I don't know where I'm going.As far as the eye can see, it's just that field I see." My answer.
"Where are you going yourself?" Ask her.
"I want to continue my journey through this weed to the valley there?" He pointed to a place where I saw nothing.
"Which valley?" I'm confused.
The man also looked confused.
"Means you don't have an invitation to go in there.You better go home, just follow this direction straight don't you try to look back again."
"Can we meet again?" My toot.
He seemed to think for a moment.
"So far back you can find someone who looks like me. Now hurry back, before the gate behind you closes."
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I opened my eyes slowly. I saw one by one the people beside me. I also saw my children crying over me and the twins being carried by aunt and Jonathan. While Syifa was crying sobbing hugged by Niko.
"Thank God you regained consciousness Nia..." Tini cried while holding my hand.
"Your heart rate and pulse were gone, and your breathing stopped..." Said Tini.
"Why am I back? I want to go with Miko!!" Sania's eyes were glazed.
"Sadly mom...eling.the children still need a mother, the father there must be disappointed to see the attitude of the mother like this." Aunty said as she wiped my tears.
"I'm not ready to lose my father, bi.what should I do without my father by my side."
"Son, please let Miko go!! He was already in a realm of peace where no more pain tormented him every second."
"Do you have no pity to see your husband who suffered so much as to endure his pain?" Jonathan's father stroked my head trying to give me the spirit of life.
"After that, I can't see my husband anymore huh, dad!! I bit my lower lip until it bled.
Sisters are coming soon...
"Sorry mothers and fathers.patients will be given a tranquilizer first in order to rest yes.preferably in this room do not be too many people so that patients are not disturbed.
Finally they all came out and left Sania who was asleep again.
"Are you going to be okay, bi?? Mommy won't go after dad to leave us, right?" Dina asked with her tears constantly flooding her cheeks.
"Non Dina, Juned and Syifa pray that the condition of the mother will soon improve!!" Aunt says.
Meanwhile...
"Niko.later in the afternoon your corneal transplant surgery will be carried out, hopefully it goes according to plan yes!!"
"Thank you doctor Alvin!!" Niko.
"Thank you also my brother.As long as my life is still on my body, I will keep your most beautiful deposit for me..Relax you there in your long sleep Miko!! Niko said alone.
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"Lho...mba Nia is awake?" The sultan who entered the room was shocked to see Nia sitting leaning on her bed.
His eyes stared blankly out the window next to his hands clutching the scarf Miko was wearing before she died.
"Why did he leave me, Sultan? Why didn't he keep the promise he made himself?" Sania spoke but her eyes remained blankly staring ahead.
"Now I am tormented by the Sultan, all the bitter and sweet memories are as if they were milling around in my head.as if he was still with me, hugging and holding me in my arms as I was saturated with all the sufferings of my life."
"Always give me support and encouragement when I'm fragile."
"It should be that when he betrays me by marrying Alena, I don't have to forgive him anymore.but I'm weak because I still love him."
"I should've let him go back then, so I didn't have to feel this much pain when I lost him a second time."
"I feel like life's not fair to me.the circle is a curse that doesn't want me to be happy."
"Or does someone like me not deserve to be happy, Sultan?" He turned to look at the Sultan sitting in front of him.
"Mba.don't say that!! Can't!!"
"God loves you and He tests you because He knows that Nia is a strong person...and Allah loves Miko because Allah has mercy on her so He raises up the whole sickness of Miko and brings Miko with him back to his lap."
"I feel like I want to give up, Sultan.Since I have always faced all my suffering alone."
"Maybe I'm not allowed to be happy, Sultan!!"
The sultan looked at the woman with a wood that was leaning on the bed. His eyes dim as if there were no more rays of life, his cheeks looked thin with tears that never dried from the two beautiful eyelids.
"I don't feel like I could have done anything about Miko's message the other day.I see she loves Miko too much." Batin Sultan's.
"Mba Nia has to be strong, if she's fragile like this, then there's no one to protect the kids anymore."
"They've lost the father figure, then lost the father figure, lest they lose the mother figure as well."
"They are jewels to be guarded.Keep strong for them..if this continues, I will not allow mba Nia to come to Miko's funeral."
"I am very concerned about the state of Nia's mba, but only advice can I give to mba Nia."
The hand was held to give support and strength, that he was not alone in facing his grief.
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