The Curse of Love
Part 86 The Karma of a Traitor
My head feels so dizzy. But the pain and tenderness in my stomach was gone. I tried to regain my consciousness.
And finally it was clearly drawn like a re-creation of an event, what I had experienced this afternoon.
I felt my stomach. Is he still in there?
Suddenly the door of the room opened. "Mother? Is your mother awake?" Juned and Syifa's heads appeared from outside the door.
"Oh you guys..Where is Brother Dina?"
"Sister Dina again in dapul want to make warm tea for mother!!" Answer Syifa.
"Honey..the mother is conscious?" Miko showed up and came straight to me.
"Stop.I raised my hand. "Stop there, I'm fine."
Miko was surprised and stopped immediately.
"Bun.dad want to see the condition of the mother, father is very worried about the mother."
"I'm fine.There's nothing to worry about."
"Sorry.I want to rest and want to be alone first!!! Can you just leave me alone?"
"Mother...."
Finally, with sadness mixed with disappointment and great guilt, Miko came out of the room.
In the living room was already sitting waiting for Alena. "How's Sania's doing, bang?" I didn't answer. Just sitting limp on the sofa while covering my face.
This is actually what I am afraid of.it is not easy to give understanding, let alone it is about the heart and feelings.
"Dude..." Alena took my hand.
"Let go, Alena.abang doesn't want to see your brother's wife getting hurt."
"What else is she is currently pregnant.So my brother almost lost the baby in the womb of his brother's wife."
The two of them sat silent and drifted away in their respective musings.
"Bun.di drink the tea first yes..." Dina sat beside my bed.
"Almost the mother lost her baby's grandpa..." Dina.
"Why did you throw Dad out? I was going to visit my mother!!!"
"No need, Dina.ayah does not have to worry about mother anymore, it is better now he takes care of his own affairs."
Is this the karma of my betrayal the other day? I should not hate Miko, I was the one who had done it first, until I also received the consequences.
I woke up from the bed. "Where are you going?" Ask Dina...
"Mother wants to sit in the back garden alone, in the room even cramped it feels."
I walked slowly to the back, in the kitchen I saw Miko and Alena eating boiled noodles at the dinner table.
Seeing me walking slowly, Miko immediately stood up and approached me.
"Mother want me to make boiled noodles too?" I shook my head as I slowly brushed away her hand that was about to help me.
"I want to sit in the back garden, see Syifa and Juned play."
"Father go, yeah!!!"
"No need. I want to be alone in the back."
Miko was pensive to hear the rejection for my refusal. His heart was both sad and sick, but he was aware of his mistake.
My heart hurts too. I miss my husband, but just like Sofwan.
Before long Dina came up with her guitar. Dina studied guitar every day because at the 6th grade breakup, she was asked to sing.
"Bun, Dengerin Dina sang yes.then tell Dina's voice ugly or not."
He started strumming his guitar strings.I heard him sing a teen song that's a hit right now.
Miss you..
even if you are far away now..
my heart remains for you...
I miss your attention..
sincerity in your heart..
although distance separates..
my heart remains for you...
I could not feel my tears dripping from hearing Dina sing. Her sweet voice was coupled with her guitar-shaking quotes, as if reminding me of the fate of my household today.
He missed but he was far away. I need his attention and sincerity as before, but there is a distance that has separated us both.
Dina stopped singing hearing my sobbing. "Why are you crying? How can you judge Dina's voice if you haven't cried?"
Hearing my sobbing sound, Juned and Syifa who were playing suddenly stopped and ran over to hug me.
I hugged my three children who were also crying. "Don't cry mother.if Miko's father already has a mother balu..kita pelgi aja dali here, yuk mother!!!" Syifa wiped my tears while crying.
"We'll go back to our old contact house, bun!!"
Without the four of us knowing, from behind the door stood the figure of Miko. He also cried over the destruction of his household ark which although slowly, but surely will break. Unrelenting tears flowed from both of her eyelids.
He was eager to hug his beloved wife, carry her and wanted to say how very happy he was to soon be able to have a child from Sania.
But don't hold, touch, get close he can't.
Moreover, she had heard the words Syifa to invite Sania away because she already had a new mother.
He leaned limp against the kitchen wall, then fell sagging to the floor.
"Dad won't let you go, what else in your mother's state pregnant like this."
"Life out there with so much suffering that you will experience."
"Dad would be crazy if you had to part with mom again..."
"Dear mother, don't you? Same baby girl, no?"
"We are very dear to both mother and grandpa.we already have no one but mother."
"Sofwan's father has left the mother, now Miko's father will also leave the mother, but the three of us will remain with the mother forever."
"Thank you kids.For your mother must be strong."
"I'm sorry Dina if Dina's singing makes you sad and crying, bun!!!"
"Yes, you guys keep playing, mommy's going to your room."
I stood up and walked slowly through the kitchen door.
Alena's not at the dinner table, but I see Miko's still sitting there. Sitting pensively while playing the glass in his hand.
I see her in a mess. Her clothes haven't changed since she came home. Kusut masai tak karuan. The noodles in his bowl were already fluffy and cold inedible.
His eyes were as if he had cried. It is very different from the situation of Miko that I have known so far.
I passed it slowly. Not far away I walked, she chased after me and hugged me from behind.
"Bun.please don't treat me like this, bun..."
"Don't the slightest mother has the intention to leave the father.dad can't live if there is no mother again at the side of the father.
I shut up, I'd love to return her embrace. But my hands are stiff for me to move.
I know it all started with my fault.If I hadn't betrayed my own husband, maybe this wouldn't have happened. God has punished me and has given me karma.
So that Miko who does not know anything, finally hit it.
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