The Curse of Love
Part 41 Emotions That Are Hiding
"Mak...Syifa kangen same mamak..besok mamak kelja again?"
"Dear Iya.kalo mamak not working later Syifa, brother Juned and sister Dina can not snack again dong, and sister Dina also can not school."
"But we're scared at home if Dina purgi check mak..."
"Yes mamak know.later mamak think about how to do yes.so if mamak same sister Dina has not come home, Juned same Syifa play on the porch aja yes son, "Yes mak..."Answer them in unison.
"Mak.om Miko was carrying a lot of snacks yes.keep buying rice the same as others too."
"Why did Miko say she wanted to be our father's candidate anyway, mak?" Dina scatters me with her question.
"Om Miko it's just a joke Dina."
"Haduh.si Miko this.my own problems are not yet widespread.eh, there are more new problems."
Drrr....Drr.t..."It's gini night who else is calling well.I see this number there is no name aka new number.
'Assalamualaikum.good evening....Who is this with...?"
"Hello my ex-sister-in-law.good evening...how are you after Sofwan divorced you two months ago?"
"Alhamdulillah I am well, Sister Nuri..."
"Keep..do your children ask where his father is? I know the tone of brother Nuri half mocking me. I do not want to look weak in front of him.I used to always succumb to them, not that I was afraid, but because I appreciate my ex-husband.
I closed my eyes trying to look strong, so that my voice would not tremble on the phone either.
"Oh yes.hebat dong..kamu what poison so that in their heads they do not remember their father anymore?" Well.nah..truly my guess.
"The circumstances that poisoned them, brother, for they saw with their own eyes how their father used to go berserk, and they, and they also saw how his father ignored them the last time he came here with the divorce papers."
"Keep thyself have you found a replacement for your husband? If you do not marry again, later you family can not eat.So your children can not go to school anymore."
"Not yet sis...for me it is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.If Sofwan mas not lost his sanity that causes all his past is also lost, he certainly will not divorce me."
"If it is about eating.without marrying again I try to support my children.because it is my duty and responsibility."
"If your work only prints red bricks.Why can you provide for them? Instead of insulting you know.your husband was still there and still working, your economy is morat-marit...especially now?"
"Not insulting but blaspheming brother," my hiss.but I must not be provoked by emotions.
"Sir.rejeki it already has a set.so it seems I do not need to worry about thinking about it.We humans are given the mind by God, also given the brain to think...as long as there is a will there must be a way...God can do it..."
"If you provide them with lawful money.do not with illicit money..."
"Perhaps illegal money is easier to obtain than halal money.but I also still have faith sis.I do not want to damage my three children by giving them an illicit living."
"If the money is halal..although it must slam bones sweat to get it.but the results also bring blessings.not like illegal money.many results but bring disaster..."
"Wih..shopping very now my former sister-in-law is yes..."
"If the matter of work..whatever it is as long as it does not harm others..is the problem sis? After all for almost a year..we also never bother you guys, right?"
I heard a growling sound from the other end of the phone.it seems like Nuri's sister is upset because I can reverse all her insults.
"Hmmmm.don't expect you to insult me again...Enough time these 9 years you three brothers insult me.but now I will not stay silent anymore."
"Now the point is, brother called me is to ask what? It is impossible to ask our circumstances alone.certainly there is a point.nah means that is what I want to ask brother Nuri."
"Surely..for whatever I called just to ask you guys.there's no benefit for me..."
"Well.nah.nah.eventually also look at the dagger, my former brother-in-law."
"So my brother called me for what? I-i asked..."
"I just want to say that next month, Sofwan will marry again.Our chosen woman will definitely make him happy."
"Thank God if that's the case.so I'm also relieved.if someday I'm given the opportunity and still given a mate to marry again.I won't feel guilty to him..."
"Are there men who would like to be widowed three children like you? If anyone wants there are only two possibilities.first at most only the same brick printer as well, and the second person is blind.hahaha..."
"Don't forget, my ex-sister-in-law.jodoh.rejeki and death that there is already a regular.nukan arranged and planned by human hands."
"Sok you Nia.we'll see how the fate of you and your children continues."
"So if there's nothing to talk about anymore, the phone doesn't close yes.I'm sleepy and want to sleep."
Without waiting for his approval, this emotionally draining talk I ended and I switched off the phone and turned off the cellular data...
Without me knowing the swearing and the maki curse came out of Nuri's mouth there.
I laid my body next to Syifa and Juned who were asleep, if Dina had fallen asleep.
Although I try hard with the circumstances and reality that will eventually happen as well. I've never wanted a separation let alone a divorce, but the life line has set it as it is today. Maybe our soul mate's over here.
I and Sofwsn longed to grow up together.See the children grow up.Married.we have grandchildren and hold our grandchildren together...but it seems that hope only remains a dream, and memories will only be a memory that will forever be recorded in this head and will leave a scar in the heart that will somehow disappear.
Maybe over time, the wound will dry out but will still leave a mark that will never disappear.
I tried to sleep and close my eyes.I was not only tired of my body, but also tired of my heart and mind. All the shadows and memories of the past fluttered before my eyes like a cassette tape playing from beginning to end.
"Lord.I've explained everything that's happened in my life.I never blame the situation.just please.I was able to go through a lot of trials that hurt me...maybe the ordeal you gave me is just a fraction of the trials of others out there.
I am still grateful to have good people willing to accept our situation among those evil ones who usually only blaspheme our adversity and are happy in our suffering....
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