The Curse of Love

The Curse of Love
Part 43 Feelings in the Heart

"Alhamdulillah..."I held my first pay envelope, I can't wait to get home to see the kids at home.


Last night I promised them I'd go to the foursome night market.


I was actually planning to move on to a contract. Too far away from the work house, besides I want to save on freight, I can also take a break eating at home while checking the state of the children.


A few days ago before Dina came home from school, Juned invited Syifa to play around burning bricks. As a result, Syifa heads to the wooden pentok. Want to be angry how.4-year-old children take care of his 2-year-old sister.


I had a contract located not far from my workplace, and not far from there was an elementary school, so I could move Dina's school there.


So I can also work quietly, without having to stress every day thinking about the state of my children who I left early in the morning and only returned after the afternoon.


I have also asked Miko for her opinion, and she strongly agrees. Because the idea of moving to a rented house until school was an idea from him. He also helped find rented houses around here.


In fact, it means that Miko is very simple.me and the children all move to his house.yes I do not want to.that name is good in Miko, not good in me. The reason is to save money on rent.but where can stay one roof that is not the muhrimnya.


"Yes that's why.adek halalkan immediately sis..so the unpleasant taste turned out to be delicious.who knows Syifa can quickly have a sister again..." He said with a smile.


"It's obvious you're Ko..." I pinched his waist hard.


For a month close to him even though I always take care of ourselves, we are both adults.and we used to love each other, but ultimately fate brought us back together.


And Miko also blatantly said that her feelings for me never changed.that makes her close herself and close the heart of any woman.


My children are also actually no problem.only sometimes Dina views Miko still like a stranger.maybe because she was very close to Sofwan mas, before her father lost his memory. So to get close again to others, he still hesitated.


I can't lie to my heart either.I still love Miko.The affection that I had to bury for a dozen years finally re-emerged.but the fear and trauma also still haunt me.


I asked Miko to think first. I don't want to make hasty decisions that will lead me to failure again.


Because the trauma of Sofwan's treatment and his family's still evident in my memory.


"Hayo.beb..kamu daydream who..jangan say you again daydream your ex, yes..."


"You're Ko..ngapain here.later seen with other employees."


"Can't I visit my girlfriend? Sister Nia anyway.I've been willing to announce our togetherness many times, but it's always forbidden."


"Yes already..gitu aja lambekan...do you want to come here? Want to make noodles or buy lunch?"


"I want to make sure you have lunch outside beb..."


"Later look the same other employees.I'm embarrassed..."


"Yes you've gone first wait at the end of the road later I come out too."


"Ehem..ehemm..wuidih..."


I'm turning..."Ih...Mba Fina what the hell???"


"But it's true that you are here.Pak Miko seems happier.many smiles and start joking a lot."


"Indeed, no..."


"I work here for 12 years.pak Miko entered this office 7 years ago."


"In the beginning he entered, we rarely saw him talk.Do not laugh, smile only rarely..he more often locked himself in his room.work and work..."


"Sometimes he's late till night, but now since your presence in this office, he's been able to change his mood."


"We had known each other for a long time, but then Miko disappeared no news.Just after 19 years later, we were met even in this office by accident."


"Have known each other for a long time and have been in love with each other?" Fina's mom teased me.


"Ah mbak Fina this..mana there mbak!!!"


""Mouth can lie Nia.but your eyes while staring can't lie, and I know that from the beginning you're here."


"I often told you to go to her room..."


"But look, we are different.I often feel inferior if nearby."


"What do you mean different? Because you're just an office girl and Mr. Miko is a personnel manager, right?"


"In the eyes of God, we are the same Nia.ngga there is a difference.So do not feel inferior just because of different work alone."


I could only quietly hear Fina's long advice.


"Yes already.this is the break time.he said he was going to lunch with Mr. Miko"


"So you heard our conversation? Means that Fina has been at the door for a long time!!" My face was red with embarrassment.


"Ngga anything anyway.the two of you also chatted mediocrely...ngga no one to straighten so..mbak Fina blinked her eyes.lalu while laughing she went past."


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Why is it so hot today.I walk down the road to the highway...


I jumped in shock at the sound of the car horn right beside me.


"Good...." Miko opened the door for me.


I thought before I went up..."Let's go up sister..thinking what else? Do I need to carry?"


"People..anu..I just don't feel good to be afraid later someone will wriggle me ride your car."


"If it's not good, just love the cat...ayo quickly go up...or would I ride?" Miko smiled mischievously.


"Ishhhh.want not want me to go up as well.I don't want the bad reputation for being close to me who is just an office girl in the office."


"Sister.have been waiting for you this month to tell me all about the problems that have befallen you."


Huftttt.I took a rough breath..."Is that important to tell, Ko?"


"For me it's very important brother.I don't want to see you keep all your problems alone."


"If you still think I exist, then tell me."


"Because I've seen you so often alone in the janitor, I'm worried about your health."


"OK..gini aja..how about we barteran..kamu tell all your problems and I will tell all my stories, until I disappear a dozen years from you."


"Alright Ko.even though I actually share my life story with others."


"Sister..I'm no one else..I know you first and with you, rather than him?"


"If I obey a disappointed heart, I am very disappointed with you..."


"You can get married and live happily with others even if it's just for a moment..but me?"


"I'm constantly living in a slump?? At the age of a toddler I lost my papi and my sister.in my teens where when I was just getting to know the beauty of falling in love, I had to lose two people at once."


"Losing a mother who died right in front of my eyes.for what? For the sake of letting go so that I might live..."


"Then I had to live a dozen years in the land of people.only taken care of by my grandfather after grandmother died, without me being able to go back to find the woman I love."


"Women who are the first love and I hope will be the last love of my life?"


"For many years I have lived in the strict guidance of my grandfather.and in my lonely nights my heart and mind have always wandered in search of you?"


"Hope you think of me and miss me, like I always think of you?"


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