The Curse of Love
Part 74 Theatrical Love
"Either love from the past you two or whatever it is, keep your distance, mbak." The grace of talking half whispered.
"Mat, how can you say that? Do you know anything?"
"Sir, at that time I said when attending your wedding with Mr. Miko, your three children are very similar to Mr. Sofwan, especially that man."
"Maybe the others didn't pay much attention to the resemblance, because their focus was on Sania and Miko."
"But because I was sitting in the back, then I was free to pay attention to him.At first I was also not very aware, until then the little guy laughed hugged by Miko sir."
"I was thinking, where have I seen a smile with two deep dimples on both cheeks?"
"Until I finally saw Mr. Sofwan smiling at the guests, that's where I looked into the resemblance."
"I'm not the type of person who wants to find out about other people's past, it's just that mbak and mr. Sofwan, now both are not alone anymore."
I took a deep breath and exhaled it violently. "You're right, Matt.all have become a part of the past that can no longer be drawn into the present."
"Don't get in and get entangled in the same hole, don't you understand what I mean, do you?" I just nodded listlessly.
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""Where are we going to eat?" I daydreamed again, just shrugged, "As for you, I'm just coming along."
"Nia, can you just two gini not call me by the name of father? Call us or Sofwan, so it's more comfortable to hear!!"
I turned to her, looking at her brown eyeballs, trying to find out the truth that Grace had said.
"Mas Sofwan.I want to ask and I hope you answer honestly."
"What do you really remember? I'm not amnesiac anymore, right?"
He stopped his car to a somewhat deserted roadside.
"If so, will you and the children come back to me again, deck?" I was shocked to hear his words.
"When did my memory recover? Why should I pretend amnesia continues?"
"For me to always be close to you, just by still pretending to be amnesiac, I can still be with you."
"My senses gradually recovered as I saw you sitting next to him in the hall at that time."
"I felt my heart ache when I saw the woman I loved so much with the others."
I opened the phone, I opened the gallery where still saved the photo of her wedding with Anggita and the photo of our divorce certificate.
"Nih...mas look and pay attention, which hurts more? Sofwan or me?"
She took the phone in my hand and saw it as a wedding photo and a photo of our divorce.
"I'm sorry!!! I was wrong.I deserve this pain."
"Feelings that are not worth your suffering all this time, that I can't pay for anything."
"It doesn't matter if you want this play to continue, I will play my part!! Because soon I too will resign from the company, once my contract expires."
He looks at me softly. Clearly sadness was emanating there. "Can we meet again? What if I miss you and our kids?"
"Mas can call me if he misses the kids and just wants to ask about their situation.but not to call because I miss me, because the bond of love between us is over."
"Because the love story that we have been knitting for nine years is over, regrettably no matter how, rice that has become porridge will not be able to become rice again."
"But I beg you, allow me to support the children as I used to, for I am still his father, after all."
"Our relationship may end, but the inner bond of father and son please do not be separated, yes..."
"I still love you even though we can't be together like we used to."
I turned my face out the window. No matter how hard I tried to hold on, but the tears I had been holding back from earlier melted as well.
My shoulders shook even harder as he grabbed my shoulders to give me strength. I tried to shake off her hand that was embracing my shoulder, but the more I tried to pull aside the stronger she was embracing me even now she was hugging me tightly.
"I still love you, dek..until anytime!! you're not the first, but you're the last love of my life."
He kissed my head, my eyes, my forehead and cheeks and then kissed my lips. And I don't seem to have the power to avoid it.
I enjoy every touch.do I still love him? No. He is no longer my husband Sofwan mas, there is a wife and a baby who are more entitled to have him than me.
"Say we want to eat? Come on, Maghrib hunt."
She wiped away the trace of tears in the corner of her eyes. He looked at me for a long time. "Daddy, if I can turn back the clock, I want to get back to living with you again!!"
"What's the point of having a position, an abundance of possessions, living in a luxurious house, but I've never been happy? I'd better stay in our old rented house, even if it's cramped and leaking if it rains, but we're happy."
"Already Sofwan, we just live the destiny of each of our lives, bury all the memories, save all the dreams and hopes that we have built together first."
"The past is the buried hope, the present that will be the future of us all."
I tried to smile to give him confidence and strength. Even in my heart it hurts too much. Because basically talking is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.
He's running his car again. We were both dissolved in silence, with a thousand thoughts raging in our minds.
Sometimes I look at him. I saw him driving while looking straight ahead.
"Mas...where are we going? We've been through a lot of food stalls, but we haven't stopped either."
"I want to go to the restaurant near the beach. I want to eat while looking at the rolling waves."
We parked to a slightly dim place. "Well, I didn't go down, she said she wanted to.." I couldn't continue my words.
My head's on the pull. My lips are directly on the kiss and on the hump. I just glared can't talk not dare to make a sound.
My heart is beating fast, my blood is beating. My whole body feels like it's shaking. I also felt Sofwan's heart beating violently as our bodies hugged each other.
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