The Grief of the Two Red Lines
Rinnada and Dinnara (1)

"Rin, honestly. Tell me the truth" he said to the girl next to him.

The girl bowed. His eyes began to water. He felt disappointed at Brian who was looking at his twin with a warm look.

"Is that so? Brother can't tell us apart? I'm the Rinnada." He's starting to hiccup. Body shaking. Didn't expect the twin to appear at a time like this.

"I was the one from the beginning with my sister. I'm the one that you promised to marry. Then now, brother doesn't even know me very well". The girl sat down. Covering his face with both hands. He started crying.

The girl who was silent started to move. He walked towards Brian. The girl smiled thinly.

"Hey, Dinnara. Don't you try to seduce my lover!" Rinnada stood up to see his twin approaching.

He looked at Brian for a moment, then went inside his house.

Confused Brian chose to leave.

"Rin, we'll step down first. I'm h-home. I'll call." He said he saw a different Rinnada.

The girl was crying. "However. It's not like that to me." He sobs. Then go into his house. He was really disappointed in Brian.

As he stepped out, Brian was called Bi Sum who was half-running.

"Son Brian for a minute"

Brian looked back. Bi Sum approached him who was already in front of the gate.

"This, from Miss Rinnada". Bi Sum gave a small paper. Then go in and close the gate. "Excuse me son" he said before leaving.

Brian freezes. He looked at the house. The house that looked so radiant turned out to fill his heart with gloom today.

He stared at the paper. Which rinnada, his inner.

'Meet me at the city park lake in an hour' as it's written.

Brian couldn't guess which one was Rinnada. Because after seeing her lover there are two, she feels different on the other Rinnada.

'Haahhhh confused' he thought as he rubbed his face rough. This greatly worsened his mood.

Brian sat by the lake. Occasionally he threw the calm lake with a small stone, then saw the calm lake turn into a little rippling. Brian smiled obliquely, thinking about what had just happened. He felt Rinnada was playing herself.

His mind could not escape the incident earlier. He's very disappointed. Why is he who has been in a relationship with Rinnada for almost a year, but the girl is reluctant to tell him. This frustrates him.

He didn't even know which date Rinnada had been on. On one side, he saw Rinnada whose lover was in the girl who got out of the car. On the other hand, he also felt spoiled Rinnada all this time to him in the other girl.

'Aargh! There was no difference on their faces!' His grunt was upset while throwing a bigger stone to make a bigger lake ripple as well.

"Sister ian". The voice from behind called out to him. The voice sounded a bit raucous, like someone who had just cried.

Brian did not look. That voice is the voice of her lover.

The girl sat next to Brian. Enough distance because he knew Brian was disappointed in him.

He wears short blue dongker pants and a long-sleeved white shirt.

He covered his hair with a black hat. His shoes were like the ones he used to wear on a date with Brian.

"I'm sorry, brother". The girl was down. He bent his legs and hugged his knees.

A sigh sounded from his mouth. "I didn't mean to lie to you. It's just, I haven't found the right time."

Sounds coming from Brian's mouth. He smiled slanted. The right time, he said. Was the time right?

"Sister, I'm a triplets"

Brian's head reflexively turned to his left, where Rinnada was sitting.

"I was the first. Then the second, died at the age of 7." Rinnada was silent for a moment. His mind turned again a few years ago.

"He died of Thalassemia. Sis, me and Dinnara are very similar. Even Mother herself sometimes difficult to distinguish us. Actually, our hair is different. But Dinnara, dyed her hair to look like me." Rinnada sighed. "Can you tell the difference between Rinnada and Dinnara?"

Brian was silent. He looked far ahead.

"Jawablah. In the house, where was Rinnada when he met his brother when Osek first met? The one in the seat with the brother, or the one just got out of the car".

"The one in the car".

Brian's reply carved a faint smile on Rinnada's lips.

"What is he that the older brother of the older brother pair thinks all this time?"

Brian did not answer. He threw another stone into the lake. He answered honestly about his feelings.

"Aren't you the one in the car?" Brian asked, not looking. Face's cold.

Rinnada looked towards Brian. Grabbing his hand, and grasping it tightly.

"I know my sister can tell the difference. That's why from the beginning I had my brother memorize me".

"Don't hear me. I once said that I was not familiar with my sister. Dinnara was the one" His mind glared far away. The twins don't like him, I don't know why.

Rinnada remembered very well at that time, they were still in elementary school. Softer and tidy rinnada, preferred by people. Unlike Dinnara who is very active and likes to take anything that he does not even have.

From a long time ago, Rinnada always gave up. Because the mother was always afraid if she lost her twins again. If they fight, Mother cries because she does not want to defend one of them. Rinnada, a young boy, helps his mother by succumbing to Dinnara.

If it was Dinnara who caused the tantrum, it was Rinnada whom he accused.

One day, Dinnara who was playing outside was pushing her friend to tears. The boy's parents came and were angry at Dinnara.

Dinnara cried and said that it was Rinnada. But alas, the friend he pushed said the one pushing was the blonde one. Not the black one. From there, Dinnara asked the mother to paint her hair the same as Rinnada.

"I thought, can't keep caving in to Dinnara who can't even think of adulthood. He did what I did. Imitating everything. Finally, somehow, I avoided what Dinnara liked. I'm starting to dislike things about Dinnara." Rinanda looked at Brian who had been staring at her since.

"If you see me wearing pink clothes, it's not me. If you see me eating meatballs, believe me, it's not me. If you see me too noisy, it's not me either".

Brian remembered. During this time she also dated Rinnada who was wearing something pink.

He started to put on an angry expression. "You.. How could you let me meet him? You must know that I'm dating him too. Ha's? How can!" Brian's jaw hardened, he pressed his teeth in annoyance.

Which one's Dinnara been? what's on the beach? a zoo? who's on campus?

"Huh shit!" Its meaning.

He remembered something. "Tell me honestly. What's wearing Dinnara's pink umbrella?"

Seriate.....