The Grief of the Two Red Lines
FB (3)
On the night before Rinnada breathed his last, Winda and Dinnara went home.
Dinnara asks Tono to drive him to Brian's address to meet him because it has been a few days Brian has not even appeared.
"Excuse me"
Dinnara knocked on the door of a large house.
Several times he knocked, no one came out to open the door.
"Hello, what's looking for Brian?"
A woman greeted from next door Brian's house. The woman dressed quite openly, greeted with a smile.
"really. Is the guy outside?" Ask Dinnara politely.
"Ah, what a pity. He just left this morning." He said with a lethargic face. "Are you Rinnada?"
Does that woman know Rinanda?
Dinnara hesitated. Even though the twins, still hearing that made him upset.
"Well, it's pretty. But, didn't Brian tell you he'd moved?" Said the woman to Dinnara who looked surprised.
"Moved? Where's where?"
"Well, I don't know either. But he left early this morning. He said he's looking for work out of town." Obviously the woman was to Dinnara who was already speechless.
Dinnara got into the car in anger. He suspects Rinnada is pretending to be sick in order to escape with Brian.
"Hurry up, go home!" His touch on the surprised Tono then turned on the car.
Dinnara is on fire. He really thinks Brian ran off with Rinnada.
"Cialaaan!" Shouts in the car. The girl's emotions were already at their peak, she was impatient to get home and complained to her Mother. "Quick fast! Don't be slow!" He shouted at Tono again.
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Dinnara walked quickly to the door. He opened and slammed the door hard, making the call-up Winda shocked by his daughter's behavior.
"Nara! What-what's-you!" Touch Winda while putting the phone.
"Mother! You know, Rinnada ran away with Brian!" He shouted at Winda.
"What are you talking about, we just got home this afternoon, Rinnada's still there, right?"
"He must have run away by now I'm sure of it!" His gurgling touch vaporized his emotions.
"Mother just called Rinnada. He can't get out of there either. Escape what? Who's running away?" Tanya Winda with furrowed brows. He did not understand what made his son this angry.
"Brian! He escaped. He moved out of town!" Dinnara was crying hysterically, Winda tried to hug her but the girl rebelled.
"Deliver! Mother has to find out where she went. Tell him to come, tell mommy!" Shouts again.
"I don't want to leave him. I want to be with him, Mother. I want Briaaan!!" Dinnara shouted and then destroyed the things around him.
Dinnara's emotions were out of bounds, she was screaming like a man of solidarity.
Tono looks panicked when Winda asks for help. Because Dinnara continues to throw the decorative ceramics owned by Winda to the corner of the room.
Before long, someone came to his house asking about what happened there.
Apparently, Dinnara's screams were heard by his neighbors. Some people looked curious in front of the gate.
"I'm sorry sir, family matters. Please don't gather in front" Tono said to the men and locked the gate.
Winda frantically walks into his room leaving a visibly depressed Dinnara abandoned by Brian. Vinda quickly called Ennata and told her of the incident.
"Please take care of Rinnada, yes. Don't tell me Brian's moved out."
Dinnara went into Rinnada's room with raging anger, she smashed the photos of Rinnada, dumping all her twin items, clothes, anything that was visible to her eyes was dismantled and thrown away.
Dinnara then stopped on a box. He saw the contents inside. There were pictures of them, and gifts that Brian gave her. Dinnara also finds Rinnada's little notebook on the importance of what he and Brian do.
He angrily spread out the small note and prepared to tear it apart. Then he remembered something, Dinnara put important things related to Rinnada into the box, and took him to his room.
Dinnara had not stopped, she sat on the edge of the bed, hugged her knees, sobbed loudly, screamed, she missed the man.
Before long, some people came in white uniforms. They helped Winda calm Dinnara. Then arrange the needs sober, bringing Dinnara who began to calm and was sobbing out of the house.
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Winda took Dinnara to a psychiatrist some distance from her home. Hiding the situation if his daughter began to get mental disorders.
Winda who cried since last night, started to limp because he had not eaten anything.
He also could not visit Rinnada because Dinnara was also asleep due to sedatives.
Winda lamented his fate and that of his children. He was crying, thinking about the reason for what made him live like this. Rinnada would probably catch up with his father and sister, whereas Dinnara, he seemed to be very distressed inwardly.
Winda's phone rang, he lifted it and was silent for a moment hearing Ennata's quiet voice from across, but Winda just sobbed to hear the news from him. Winda stared fixedly at Dinnara in front of him. She is now her only daughter.
Dinnara woke up, seeing Winda sobbing next to him, he got up.
"Mother, why?"
Winda. With a faltering breath he told Dinnara that his twin was gone.
Dinnara hugged her mother, stroking her back gently. He didn't say anything. His mind was on Brian. It turns out Brian did run away from her, not run away with Rinnada.
Three days after Rinnada's death, Dinnara returned to the tomb of her twin. He brought a new headstone bearing his name.
Dinnara along with someone he paid came to replace the name of Rinnada's headstone with a headstone bearing his name.
Seeing her name on the gravestone made her draw next to her smile line.
"Welcome to live a new life, Rinnada". He said and walked away.
...*****...
Flash Back Off~
Brian choked, his heart like it stopped beating. "Rinnada.. died?"
As if in need of certainty, he scrambled again the items in the box. He found a black book. In it, many stories and stories of them when dating first.
From the book, a letter fell. Brian picked it up, then opened the paper that seemed to have never been touched.
Rinnada's handwriting is on there.
...Dear Brian, dear,...
...I hope you read my letter before I leave you for good. I'd really like to see you, even once. I was waiting for you to come to the hospital where I was treated, but you seem to be very busy, sis....
...Brother, happy Graduation. May what you tell me be accomplished. I was anxious to be your partner back then, but the trouble we went through didn't seem to allow that to happen....
...Sis, forgive me for not being able to be by your side until the end. I gotta go. My chest is getting tighter and I can't hold it anymore....
...Sis, Please keep your promise to me, that you will marry a woman far greater than me, that you will find your happiness, I believe a great man like you must find your love amazingly....
...Sis, read this whenever you start to doubt something from your past that might come back. I assure you, if I am not your soul mate, I will still support your happiness even if I am not. I'm not gonna ruin that. I promise you. Your happiness is my happiness....
...Brother, assume it's over. I understand that our relationship cannot be forced. I give up, brother. But you, never give up on your life. You're Brian, the best man I've ever met. Please, never look back. Never be tempted if a face like mine is present in your happy times. Because believe me, I am no more in this world. So, be strong brother. Do not turn to false happiness....
...I love you, Brian. Thank you so much for the incredible love you gave me....
...Your Love, Rinnada....