The Grief of the Two Red Lines
Guilt of Dr. Winda

Zaira quickened her pace. Her heart broke when Hani called that Sivia had given birth to her child.

Zaira who performed the operation earlier could not be contacted, knowing that Sivia's child had been born. He came soon because he wanted to meet the little baby.

Hani waved when he saw Zaira who had walked quickly from the end of the corridor, looking happy face Zaira.

"How's it?" Tanya Zaira was curious.

"She's healthy and beautiful, Ra. Here, look". Hani said and then looked at the tiny baby from behind the glass room.

"Can't I carry it, Han?" Zaira asked impatiently.

"Hahaha. Hows it? Is there a name for him?"

Zaira smiled brightly. "Of course, dong."

"Yes already. Come, enter". Hani holding Zaira's hand from earlier developed a smile, as if her problem faded away seeing the tiny baby.

Hani gives the baby to Zaira. He was happy to hold her. "Finally pretty". Zaira's eyes sparkled, she was really happy to see the baby's face.

"I'll give you the name Yara". He said and gently kissed the little baby's cheek.

"Yara's? What mean?" Ask Hani.

"That's a little butterfly".

Hani chuckles. "Name's good. Despite being a granny, she's still a little butterfly." His demeanor on the uncaring Zaira and continued to stare at the baby's face.

"Oh yes, Han. How's Sivia?"

"OK, coke. Staying restored. He has also started to communicate with me and Revi even if only a few words. But his recovery also rose greatly." Hani.

"Thank God. Then, does she know her son was adopted?"

Hani nodded. "He understands, really. Even when his son was born, he was reluctant to look."

Zaira put Yara down slowly. "Is he really okay?"

"Revi said he was traumatized. The baby reminded her of her husband. The best decision is that the baby is adopted." Obviously Hani copied what Revi said earlier.

Zaira sighed. "All right, I'll take care of this baby. I love him already". Zaira gently stroked the baby's cheeks that moved her body making Zaira laugh with anxiety.

Seeing that, making Hani smile with relief, now Zaira finally decided on a decision that would make her a much better person.

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"Where are you going?"

Andre sees Brian uncovers the blanket and he tries to get out of his bed.

"I can't be quiet, Dre. I miss Zaira. I have to try again so he can come back. Try like I'll do". He said then as he was about to walk, Brian clasped his throbbing chest.

"Tuh, right. You can't move much. The surgery was a heart, not a minor operation." Andre helped Brian sleep in his bed.

Brian grimaced, somehow the pulse in his chest had not completely disappeared.

"You don't think much first. Your wounds haven't been completely dry".

Brian did not reply, he was annoyed with himself.

"Again, Zaira was busy. The pregnant woman who was affected by the mental disorder gave birth this morning. So, Zaira was happy to adopt the baby from today". Andre said, then returned to his job.

"Have I told you that Dinnara is depressed and in this hospital?"

Brian shook his head. "He's crazy?"

"Depression relapsed. He said, it has entered chronic depression that is difficult to heal. I heard too, that Dr. Winda has finally resigned from his post".

Brian silently listened to Andre's story, the problems that came in a short time made a lot of changes in him as well as the people involved.

"I have an appointment with a client. You're not going anywhere". He said and cleaned up his stuff.

Andre came out, and spoke to the guard nurse who was near Brian's room. "Sus, please help yes, the patient in the room should not escape. Because he intends to run away from the hospital without paying dues". The nurse nodded confidently then Andre left while holding back his laughter.

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Winda stroked Dinnara's hair which seemed to be just silently hugging her knees. For days he was just pensive and stayed in his room. Even when Revi invites him out of the room to just walk in the park, Dinnara does not want to. He did not move from his bed.

"Nara, forgive Mother". Vinda's voice sounded soft, she continued to rub her son's back.

"I'm sorry Mother, has not been a good mother for the children of Mother. Mother is guilty of everything that happened". Winda sobbed, he wiped his tears.

"Mother will take responsibility, Mother will come every day and take care of you until you recover. Mother will not miss a single day, Mother will continue to exist for you". His whisper in Dinnara's ear that didn't care at all. The woman stared at the open window.

Winda left, he wanted to immediately clean up his goods in the office, he would really resign and focus more on caring for his son. The thing he should have done before.

Winda stopped when he saw Revi and Zaira chatting seriously in a corner of the room. He was going to come and talk to Zaira.

"Excuse me, may I speak to Dr Zaira?"

They turned towards Winda whose eyes were puffy, Revi quickly left the two men.

Winda looked down, he felt very guilty to Zaira.

"Doctor Zaira, forgive all Dinnara's deeds". He muttered in a sad tone, like he was holding back his cries.

Winda immediately knelt down in front of Zaira, making the woman panic also confused as many eyes were looking towards them.

"Doctor, what are you doing?"

"I'm so sorry, I'm so guilty of all Dinnara's treatment. I'm the one who deserves the blame, all the bad things that have happened to you lately are my fault. Please forgive me, doctor Zaira."

Zaira immediately raised the body of Vinda, but the woman refused.

"Please forgive me, Every day I am not calm and feel guilty, I will rise if doctor Zaira forgives me."

Zaira glanced around, and the nurses noticed that she whispered occasionally, wondering what was going on and why the hospital chief had knelt to Zaira's doctor.

"Yes, already. I've forgiven the doctor, now stand up don't be like that". Zaira said to Vinda. He actually could not really forgive the treatment of Mother and child, but seeing Winda want to tear his high self-esteem for an apology, making Zaira would not want to forgive him.

Winda got up, he wiped his tears. "Thank you, doctor. Thank you.."

Zaira let out a breath that had been restrained since.

"I am resigning from the head of the hospital, I hope the doctor will replace me. You are more worthy than me. Excuse me, doctor".

Winda passed away while occasionally wiping away her tears.

Zaira just kept quiet, seeing the middle-aged woman now weakened did not make her happy. Instead he felt sorry, the burden he was now carrying was very heavy. He sacrificed his job because of the guilt in his son's life. Zaira was now completely able to forgive him after he saw the exhausted face of Doctor Winda. He must have received his reward~

Seriate...