The Grief of the Two Red Lines
Depression (3)

Zaira's headed for the soul poly, meeting Revi. Somehow Revi suddenly asked him to come to see him directly and was reluctant to discuss anything on the phone.

After the schedule was loose, Zaira rushed because from her tone, something important must have happened, maybe about Sivia, her inner self.

Up there, Revi hurriedly pulled his hand and locked the door. It made Zaira's eyebrows wrinkled. "What's up, Rev?"

Revi took her into the patient room.

"Look behind you". Revi's word to Zaira who immediately looked behind him.

There, he saw a woman sitting hugging her knees on the bed.

"New patient, huh?" Ask Zaira who does not understand what Revi means.

"Try to look closely". He said as he turned Zaira's body to face the room.

Zaira walked over, squinting in the slightly dim room due to the closed window.

Zaira was immediately startled and covered her mouth with both hands as she caught Dinnara's sad face there.

"Rev. that.." Zaira took a few steps back, in her mind wondering why the woman had gotten there.

"Yes, delivered yesterday. I've called you but you seem to be busy."

"In-dia.. why?"

Revi sat on the aisle bench. He glanced at the room of Sivia who seemed to be asleep.

"He's depressed, Ra. Brian turned it down yesterday. Brother Andre told me." Zaira was still standing there. His eyes could not be separated from Dinnara who did not even move.

"I've heard stories from his brother, Andre's brother, and also the doctor Winda. And in my conclusion, this Dinnara is very envious of Rinnada. He too often heard the words of praise that were always thrown for Rinnada, not himself.

Though he felt they were very similar, but the praise of the people prevailed on the nature and attitude of Rinnada which was considered much better. It turned out that their words caused envy in his heart that wanted to continue being a Rinnada.

Therefore, Rinanda must have been dissipating what became Dinnara's favorite because he was uncomfortable with Dinnara who often claimed to be Rinnada. The highlight is Brian. The man chose Rinnada, not himself." Revi concluded based on the many stories he heard.

"What makes me most sad is that the depression he experienced was chronic. Even worse now."

Revi went up and stood beside Zaira. "During this time the doctor gave him hope that he could become Rinnada. From there came his desire to approach Brian again and try to take him away from you." Revi gently stroked Zaira's shoulder which was still shocked by what was in front of her.

"I can't say he's not wrong, but what he's been doing all this time is also because his mom is busy and thinks things like that are safe." Revi took his breath slowly.

"Don't blame her too much, spit out your hate on her. It's time for us to take care of her and help her get out of her depression".

Zaira lowered her head, she did hate the woman a lot but after hearing Revi's explanation, she was a little withered. The woman was actually the victim of the mouths of people who liked to compare them in front of her. The cornerstone is Dinnara, he then felt the need for spirit and affection from people around him that only Rinnada got.

"I understand". Zaira turned her body and left.

"Eh, where are you going?"

"Think for a minute." He then disappeared from behind the door.

~

Zaira stood on the balcony of the hospital. He thought about a lot of things that happened, like grief made him get a lot of lessons. He admitted that Brian was also a victim of slander and fraud from Dinnara. Even so, he could not cover up his heartache until now.

It's been three days, he hasn't seen Brian. The doctor who handled it said, Brian has also improved greatly. He can sit on his bed. Brian even repeatedly asked the doctor to deliver him to meet Zaira, but they reasoned Zaira was too busy to be seen.

Zaira took a breath, maybe now she could meet Brian with a calmer heart, especially after knowing the state of Dinnara.

He turned around, pointing his steps at Brian's distant room at the far end.

Andre stood up as he saw Zaira enter, as well as Brian who immediately sat up straight, his face beaming as he could finally see his wife's face.

"I'm out for a minute". Andre said it was like he knew Zaira wanted to talk to Brian.

Zaira approached and asked a few things about how Brian felt, pain or pulse in his chest. But Brian's answer was all good, no problem.

"Why come now?" Ask Brian in a hoarse voice.

Zaira. He refused to answer that question.

"If viewed from the condition, it is likely to be home for two or three more days, and regular visits every 3 days for health checks that may have side effects. Continue, do not work hard, regularly take medication and.."

Brian pulled Zaira's hand until the woman sat on the edge of the bed next to him. "Are you really this hot on a patient?"

Zaira hurriedly stood up, Brian's temptation could no longer make her happy.

Seeing Zaira's rejection, Brian realizes the woman has not forgiven him even though he thinks Zaira already knows everything. "Let's talk seriously, I want to apologize deeply to you."

"I'll do whatever it takes to make you forgive me, Zaira. I'm so very sorry and I really want you to come back to me. I can't even calm down all this time, I really love you". Brian's face turned serious, but Zaira refused to look at him.

"I forgive you, ma'am."

"really?" Brian sumringah's. He was so happy that sentence came out of his mouth.

"really. I know you must want to have children too, it's natural that your attitude is like that. It's just..."

Zaira hung up her sentence, making Brian even more anxious.

"I can't go back to you anymore".

Zaira's words made Brian's body tremble. His heart rejected the sentence, Brian even held his breath.

"I gave you a chance, and then you came back to her on the grounds of the child she was born with, I tried to understand that. Then, if you don't finally know the fact that that woman is Dinnara, are you going to act like this, ma'am?"

Zaira's question made her freeze. He remembers very well his thoughts that he would be with Rinnada if Zaira refused him back.

Brian shed his tears, admitting mistakes he himself had not even noticed all along.

"You're definitely going to stay with him if you don't know he's Dinnara, right?"

Brian was silent, he clenched his hands hard which were irritated with his life.

"Guard your health, mas. We can still meet and chat if you're fully recovered. I'll be with you if you need me as a doctor and as your friend."

Zaira steps up, leaving Brian still grieving over Zaira's decision.

All this time he always thought that Zaira must have forgiven him especially after knowing the truth. But in fact, Zaira turned away from him.

Zaira comes out of Brian's room, she goes into the toilet and locks herself in there. Crying without a sound, he let it out there without anyone knowing.

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