The Grief of the Two Red Lines
desire to have children

Rinnada came out of Zaira's room in a fit of rage. He should have kept Zaira hot until his relationship with Brian cracked. But even he who was grieved heard what Zaira said. Though he thought Zaira was a quiet and innocent woman. It was unexpected that his whisper was so shocking that Rinnada was able to get such words out of his mouth.

He moved quickly towards his mother's room. There is something he wants to ask Mother. She knew her mother would help her.

Rinnada violently opened the door of the mother's room to make Winda surprised.

"What's wrong?" Tanya Winda who was worried to see the look on his son's face.

Rinnada threw his body on the sofa. His face turned red because of the anger that was raging in his heart.

Winda approached his son. She gently stroked Rinnada's hair.

"Mother. I never asked Mother anything, did I? This time I asked for something and Mommy has to grant it." Erang Rinnada was upset.

Winda was momentarily silent. His son rarely asks for anything. But once asked, certainly not a small thing and is a thing that he never even thought.

"Mother, answer me! Mommy wants to help me, right? Can you see me being played like this?" Rinnada chose the words that made Winda would side with him.

"played? What was? What's going on?" Winda's face began to wonder because his son looked very angry.

"Fire that Zaira, Mother. He was so rude to me. Mommy has to help me teach her a lesson!" His words are still stirred by emotion.

"What's? Where could it be. Mother can't fire him. Moreover, he's a dedicated doctor and his patients as well..."

"Ahhhh! Mother is the same" Rinnada stood up in annoyance. "But I am the only daughter of Mother. But Mother cannot be assertive both then and now. Look, even my twin died because of Mother!" The impact then just left.

While Winda shed tears hearing his son's words. He then remembered the events before to make his son die. Now, Rinnada blames him for the death of his twin. Makes his heart hurt more.

He also thought of Rinnada's remark, that his daughter was only one. There was a fear in him if Rinnada left leaving him just like his two twin. Winda. He doesn't know what to do.

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Brian looked at his wife from behind. Deft. It was still the same as what came to her mind on the first day of her wedding when Zaira was cooking for her. Cuisine that makes other foods not taste better than the cuisine of his wife.

Despite his busy schedule, Zaira never tired of cooking for Brian.

Some days, it's like starting a new day. Although his wife did not want to be touched, he was very understanding and felt very lucky to still be able to see his wife now. Zaira must have needed some time to be touched again by him.

Brian just stared at his wife's back. In the past, he always hugged Zaira from behind while cooking. But if now, his head can be hit using a spatula that is being held by Zaira.

Zaira prepared the dishes on the dining table. Today Zaira cooks her favorite food. Although he was angry, he still thought about what made Brian's stomach satisfied.

Brian held down Zaira's arm that was about to leave the dining table.

"Where are you going?"

Zaira did not answer.

"Guide me eat, yes. Pleases. Please." Brian's voice was puffing. He hopes Zaira's anger at him fades.

Zaira sighed slowly and sat down.

Brian smiled and began to devour his food with vigor.

Seeing Brian, he remembered something. "Your love's meeting me at the hospital"

Zaira's words made Brian choke. He hurriedly drank the water that was already available on the table.

"Darling, please." he said with a clear face. Whether or not to beg for what, Zaira did not care about it.

"He offered the child". Connect Zaira. He propped up his chin with his hands on the table.

"Is there anything I don't know?"

"No" Brian quickly replied. His feet were not calm under the table.

Somehow, Zaira's face looked ordinary. He did not look angry when he was talking about Rinnada.

"Do you have a deal with him?"

"What deal?"

Zaira remembered again. After he had gone to work, Rinnada was still waiting for him. The woman met Zaira in the hospital parking lot.

"Doctor, don't you want to grant your husband's request to have a child?" Rinnada said suddenly as Zaira opened her car door.

"That's none of your business".

"Ah, it looks like the doctor doesn't know yes, if Ian's brother really wants a child."

Zaira shut the car door. Hearing Rinnada's words, he was slightly provoked.

"really guessed. Brother Ian did cover his wishes from you, yes. I think she really appreciates the doctor as a wife who can't give her offspring. He's the only boy, right? He should have had many children of yours, doctor."

Zaira did not flinch. He only watched the woman in front of him.

"Therefore, I am here to give Brother Ian a descendant. Anyway, I'm very fertile, you know." His ejek at Zaira who threw away her face.

"We don't need it".

"That must be you, doctor. Unlike Ian who wants the presence of children in his life. He told me he wanted to feel happy when he left and welcomed when he came home from work". Rinnada said slowly so that Zaira would absorb his words.

"But, it seems that it is difficult to be true because it turns out that his wife is not able to give him offspring. What makes him even more depressed is, he doesn't want you to know that. He hides it as much as possible so you don't feel sad. But you don't know yourself, doctor." Rinanda said at length. But Zaira doesn't care.

"Is it finished?"

Rinnada widened his eyes. "Do you have no feelings? Looks like you pushed Brian too much, yeah. Can't give him a child, you should be self-conscious and let go of your husband so he can find a fertile woman and can produce children for him!" Rinnada's snapped up black with Zaira's relaxed reaction. In her eyes, Zaira was a very selfish woman.

"I think you're too twisted. Just tell me you want me to give you Brian, right?" Zaira said straight to the point.

Rinnada was silent for a moment. His words about Brian's wishes were not even echoed by Zaira.

"I'll give you kids. Just so you're gonna share your husband with me".

Rinnada's words made Zaira's countenance change. He stared at Rinnada sharply. The woman's words were beyond reason.

Zaira breathed out. The woman in front of him was already crazy. He thought Zaira wanted a child so badly that she traded him for Brian. Zaira chose to leave. He got into the car and drove it quickly leaving Rinnada alone there.

Zaira tapped her index finger on the dining table.

"Do you really want a child, Mom?"

"I-I told you, right. As long as I'm with you, I'm okay and I've never brought it up, have I?" Said Brian in a stern manner. Seeing his wife's reaction made him stroke her chest in relief. Turns out Rinnada didn't tell him about the night.

Zaira nodded slowly. Indeed, Brian never even discussed children. It was Zaira who kept talking about it because of her guilt back then.

He knew Rinnada wasn't lying about Brian's desire for offspring. Brian also seemed to close his desire from him. I don't know why he let that happen. She is no longer interested in a pregnancy program with Brian.

Seriate....