The Grief of the Two Red Lines
Depression (2)

Andre sat down next to Brian who had not yet regained consciousness. The man accompanied Brian while working on his job. Andre forbids Zaira to tell Papa Brian because he believes Brian also does not want his papa health to decline because he has to take care of Brian. Despite the protests, Zaira finally complied.

Brian opened his eyes, he stared up, looking at everything his eyes could get. Then he looked to the right, where Andre was sitting with his dossier.

"Dre.."

Andre flinched, he looked at Brian who had already opened his eyes. Quickly, Andre pressed a small button next to the bed.

"You're conscious, Yan? Hows it? Is there anything bad?" Andre asked Brian who just closed his eyes. He has not been able to move much due to the condition of his body.

Before long, a doctor and nurse came to check on Brian.

"Thank God you're dead." Doctor Eka smiled, then turned to Andre. "The condition has improved, the heart condition is also normal. But Brian can't move too much." Doctor Eka gave an explanation and asked this and left the room.

"I thought Zaira was coming". Andre Said.

Brian began to remember what he experienced before and during the accident.

"Dre.."

"Yes?"

"Mazan.."

"He is busy. It will also come. Just rest, quickly restore yourself so you can explain things to him." Andre comforted Brian, who knows after Zaira heard directly from Brian, he wanted to come back to him.

"Rina. she.."

"Yes, I read the letter. Rinnada is dead, right? And now it's Dinnara."

Brian's tears are dripping. He recalled what he had done to Zaira all this time.

"Oh, don't think much. You must be healthy. Zaira fought for you to be safe". Said Andre again so that Brian did not despair.

"Zaira. operation.."

"Yes, he operated on you. Though at that time he got a transfer letter that made his practice permit in this hospital cut off. Thankfully, everything is back to normal."

Brian was silent, he was eager to meet Zaira, but listening to Andre's explanation it seemed that Zaira already knew the incident he had experienced before the accident.

Andre pulled out his chair and sat down next to Brian.

"I.want..return.." Said Brian in a clean voice. He stared ahead, tears flowing again from the corner of his eyes drenching his pillow.

Andre patted Brian softly on the shoulder, trying to calm down his best friend. "You must be strong. Don't let yourself drop. You have to get up and fix what's supposed to go smoothly. I trust you, you can be healthy again".

Andre's words made him nod, he was determined to heal so that his tongue would be smoother to explain things to Zaira. He intends in himself to change, leaving his life to his wife. He will no longer waver in anything, anything!

...✨️...

Dinnara went into Brian's room. He found Andre there coldly staring at him without blinking.

Brian who was chewing the fruit also kept silent. Now he's much better off after a few days of survival so he'll quickly meet Zaira.

"I-I want to talk". Dinnara was still standing at the door. Seeing Andre there he trembled a little.

"Speak. I'll stay here". Andre stood up, letting Dinnara sit next to Brian. Although Brian lazily let him sit by throwing his face away from the woman who had ruined his life.

Dinnara looked at Brian anxiously. He wanted to hold the man's hand. But his guts shrieked as he regained consciousness from the tail of his eyes he saw Andre constantly staring at him.

"What, brother is improving?"

The question is not answered. Brian didn't even look at her.

"I know, I was so wrong. But I did it because of my love and.."

"Dump that. I don't need it." Resist Brian who is tired of hearing excuses that are not reasonable.

Dinnara released the tears that he had been holding back. "I'm sorry.." Sluggishly.

"You ruined my life. I almost died for what you did"

Dinnara looked up, Brian's speech making him flabbergasted.

"I can't make you die. I can't possibly do that". It was clear to Brian. "I don't want you to die, I love you so much".

"That's it. I don't need you. Go and never show up in front of me." Tukas Brian loudly to make the whole body of Dinnara vibrate, want it to feel like he collapsed there.

"Sister, listen to me first..." His hand grabbed Brian's hand, the man quickly parried.

"no need. I have no interest in you, I hate people like you so much!"

Dinnara was crying hard. He couldn't hear Brian's words that hurt his feelings.

"Sister.."

"Go. If you love me, disappear from my sight. I don't like you showing up in my sight".

Andre walked towards him, lifting the girl's body to stand up. Dinnara was powerless, he did not even fight Andre who was slowly dragging his body out. He only saw Brian who hadn't looked at him since. Dinnara pleaded with a deep cry.

"Sister, don't be so with me. I love you so much, please don't be so with me." Dinnara sobbed, she looked fragile now, not as bad as yesterday. He had managed to run away from his mother to be able to see Brian, but the man did not even want to see him.

Andre closed the door. Dinnara sat at Brian's door. He cried without a sound, inviting the question marks of those who passed by.

A nurse helped Dinnara stand up, and another nurse ran to the room of Dr. Winda to report that her son was not powered to the road.

Dinnara is thrust in a wheelchair. His eyes continued to water. Now Dinnara is taken to the soul poly.

Winda sees the same thing that happened a few years ago, making him realize that he is the one who caused his son to return to depression. Supposedly, Winda did not allow him to transform himself into Rinnada, not obey all his will, should Winda continue to realize his son that he remains Dinnara. All this time, his son has not completely recovered from his pain.

Winda meets Revi, who is making a report on his patients, surprised by the arrival of Winda and several nurses who take Dinnara to sit quietly in a wheelchair. Even Dinnara seems to be resigned to what happened to him.

"Why, doc?" Revi asked who was surprised by the presence of the hospital leader with his daughter, Dinnara.

"My son, he's back in depression. I'm handing him over here, I trust you to get him back to normal." He said with tears that suddenly fell, quickly Winda removed them.

Revi flabbergasted, Dinnara with his depression? he squatted to see Dinnara still crying.

"Dinnara?" Revi tried to call the woman. But he didn't respond. Her own face was clearly visible.

"She had persistent depression, without me knowing, for months she had that type of depression, until her brother brought Pskiatri home, only then did I realize he had it. I thought he was okay". Winda wiped his tears again.

Persistent depression, a chronic-grade depression whose cure takes years.

"So.."

"Yes, he's been in a mental hospital for years. Refusing to be called by his own name until I give up and follow his will. After getting out of there, he came with me here. Without me knowing, he's not completely healed yet." Winda cried again considering how bad she was at being a mother.

Revi took a breath, she understood as Mother, of course Winda wants her child healed. Although without realizing it, his actions triggered depression that returned to relapse.

"Help me take care of him, I know you've cured a lot of patients here". He said and cried as he cupped his face with both hands. She blames herself for what happened to all her children.

Seriate...