
Brian clasped the letter. His hands were shaking, his heart was pounding, his eyes were glazed. How could he have been fooled by Dinnara.
Obviously, Brian marked the handwriting and all the stories that were written there, Brian remembered, yes, this is indeed Rinnada. Then the yellow ribbon she gave him first met, Did he steal it?
Brian reread the paper, Rinnada's words as if he had guessed what Dinnara would do to him who suddenly ran away from their problems back then.
Brian groaned, he was very angry at what had happened to him. Because it was because of Dinanarah that his life began to crumble. He has played with Brian's life for his ambition.
Brian rises. He rushed towards Dinnara's whereabouts. Anger was raging within him. Dinnara must receive a reply from him.
...*****...
Brian banged on the door of Dinnara's apartment very strongly and did not pause.
"Hurry and open the door!" Brian shouted from outside. People had seen the commotion Brian made in front of their hallway.
Dinnara immediately opened the door in panic, and was more surprised when Brian with an angry face barged into his apartment.
Inside, Winda was already standing with an angry face as Brian was making a fuss.
Brian turned his back to Dinnara with a furious look. He could not even forgive the madness of the woman in front of him. How can Dinnara affect him to make his household life destroyed very quickly.
Brian walked over with clenched hands. Seeing the emotional Brian walking towards her, Dinnara slowly retreated. He doesn't know what happened to make Brian so possessed.
"Tu-wait, brother. What's up?" Ask gurgling. Brian drew closer, the glare of his eyes staring at Dinnara was terrifying.
Dinnara came to a standstill as the wall blocked his retreat. Brian was standing right next to her. It should have been nice to see Brian close his body, something that scared him. For some reason, something strange must be happening to him.
"You're not Rinnada!" With a pressed tone. Brian's anger at the top, the man's neck veins stiffened seeing and remembering Dinnara's crazy treatment for him from the past until now.
Dinnara. He freezes. From whom and How Brian could know, he could not think of it now. What scared him right now was Brian's rampage. Brian's face was right near his face, he had never seen it at all. Brian's anger never peaked this.
"I-I. I was told by Rinnada".
BRACKET!
Dinnara was aghast in fear, his hands began to tremble as Brian punched the wall next to his head until it buzzed in his ears.
The wall is cracked. He could imagine how angry Brian was now until he retaliated by just crashing the wall.
Brian's red eyes can't be separated from Dinnara's face which makes him sick. Brian glazed over as his mind began to explore what he was beginning to expect from Rinnada who turned out to be dead.
"What are you doing!" Squeaking Winda pushed Brian away from his daughter.
Dinnara cried and quiveringly stood behind Vinda.
"You're the worst mother I've ever met!" Brian pointed to the face of Winda with his hatred.
The woman looked up to hear what Brian said.
"You're following all your crazy son's wishes! Even sacrificing Rinnada for her sake!" Brian shouted in the face of Winda. The old woman in front of him was a mastermind to blame.
"So your mouth!"
"You didn't call me when Rinnada needed to because of her request. And you did it to be Rinnada. You're.." Brian blinked his eyes which were already filled with water. The cruelty of the two people in front of him made his life shattered instantly.
"You switched. Bad, you don't deserve to be called a mother. Rinnada would rather die than have a mother like you!"
Brian pulled Dinnara and stomped his body against the wall violently. Brian gripped both shoulders Dinnara "You even tricked me! You're not pregnant, God damn it!"
Dinnara grimaced, Brian's grip hurting his body.
"What!" Winda furrowed his brows with a gurgle of disappointment.
"Aren't you pregnant?"
"Why!" Brian screamed loudly on Dinnara's face, until the girl closed her eyes in fear.
"Why are you doing this! You ruined my life!" Brian's face hardened with fury, his red eyes letting out tears.
"Pardon me". Dinnara. "Sa-sickness, brother".
Brian then let go of his grip. He turned his face away, wiping his tears violently.
"You lying?" Winda approached his son who was dropping down, kneeling in front of Brian.
"I'm sorry. I want to be with you. I don't want to lose you again. I-i'm.." Dinnara hugged Brian's knee while pleading. "I'm sorry, forgive me, please don't hate me, please don't hate me. Yeah, I'm not pregnant. I did that because I wanted to be with you!"
Brian took his foot off Dinnara. He kept crying sobbing begging Brian for forgiveness.
"But I love you, Brian. I really love you. I really want to have a child with you!"
"Basic you're crazy!" Maki Brian on the woman who doesn't know herself. "You know, I'm on infertile verdicts! barren! Her.. He covered it up for me!" Brian once again remembered his wife. He was eager to meet Zaira.
"You have to explain to my wife!" Said Brian then stepped out and slammed hard on Dinnara's door.
Winda held back his cries. Brian's words hurt her heart. But he cannot escape. What the man said was an assessment of him.
"Wake Dinnara. You have to explain everything to Zaira". Says Winda without looking at his son.
Dinnara looked up, looking at her mother who had called her by her real name.
"I'll fix it as much as I can. I can't defend you anymore. Ennata must have given it to him". Winda began to shed his tears.
Ennata who used to block whatever Dinnara asked after Rinnada was gone, which Winda thought was just to please Dinnara. Apparently, Dinnara used the name Rinnada to become like this.
He remembered Ennata who was rampaging because Winda asked him to call Dinnara by the name of Rinnada. He yelled at Dinnara loudly.
"You don't love me! you don't consider me a sister. You don't love me!" Shouted Dinnara at that time.
"Right, I don't love you. Absolutely!" Screeched again. He pointed at Dinnara. "You're so bad. Don't use my beloved sister's name to cover up your rot!" He then walked away leaving the raging Dinnara and slammed the things again.
"I'm Rinnada. I'm Rinnada! the dead one's Dinnara! You should call me Rinnada." He shouted at Ennata.
The man stopped and turned around. "That's why Brian hates you and picks a Rinnada that's so much better than you."
"No! Brian doesn't hate me. He loves me, Rinnada. You know that!"
Dinnara continued to rage, sometimes shutting himself up and refusing to eat. Until Winda put him in a mental institution. For years the girl only remembered Brian in her mind. He would be angry if called by the name of Dinnara. Like that, until Winda used to call him Nada.
Winda shed tears. The regret within him was stirring. He feels very guilty, and intends to follow Brian to the hospital. Before Zaira left.
...*****...
Brian was crying in his car. He rushed to see Zaira to the hospital. He desperately wanted to prostrate at his wife's feet while pleading.
A deep sense of guilt enveloped him. Brian let his tears spill. His life seems to have ended. How he treated Zaira lately made her moan even more.
Brian stepped on the gas quickly, he couldn't wait to get to the hospital and see Zaira.
Brian wiped away the tears in his eyes that obscured his vision, so he did not see a bus traveling from his right.
Brian stuck his foot on the brake pedal when he realized the bus was also speeding, until his car stopped right in the middle of the road. However, the big bus had no time to stop, the front of it hit the right side of Brian's car.
The loud thumping sounded made everyone distracted. The traffic accident that happened made everyone come. Glass shards between the two vehicles were strewn everywhere.
Brian blinked a few times, in his half conscious, he saw Zaira approaching him. Brian smiled slightly as he closed his eyes as the pain in his left chest grew. He opened his eyes again, Zaira was no longer there. Brian groaned, he was eager to get up and run to see his wife. Unfortunately, he couldn't move. Brian gave up, the pain all over his body controlled, until blood flowed from his chest, along with the excruciating pain, Brian closed his eyes.
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