The Pesona Duda Perjaka
First Fuss

Kirana did not find Sebastian in the room when she had just finished taking a bath. Time is almost six in the afternoon. Kirana who is lazy to cook today intends to order food through the application.

Kirana exits the room and finds Sebastian lying on the sofa. Slowly she approached her husband who closed his eyes with a face that looked quite tired. Kirana took a long breath.

Not wanting to disturb her husband's rest, Kirana finally ordered the food without discussing with Sebastian. About 30 minutes later, another Japanese food order arrived at the apartment lobby.

Kirana also rushed down to take her order, because of the policy of the apartment, food deliverymen should only take her to the receptionist.

“Bee, eat first. I ordered a meal,” Kirana said upon re-entry and found Sebastian sitting on the couch.

The man got up and went to the bathroom outside to wash his face. After that he followed Kirana who had already prepared food at the dinner table.

During the meal Sebastian was still in silent mode and did not speak a word to Kirana, making the woman even more upset. Even after eating, Sebastian remained on strike.

Finished washing the dishes and tidying the kitchen, Kirana approached and sat down next to Sebastian watching television.

“Bee, how come you're so craving like this ?” ask Kirana in a sharp tone.

Sebastian was silent, as if he had not heard Kirana.

“Bee !” Kirana hit her husband on the shoulder until the man turned his head.

“I am upset by caterpillars, you are breaking down talk like this.”

Sebastian just sighed and went back to watching television.

Kirana violently seizes Sebastian's remote and turns off the television. Sebastian looked back with a face that began to turn irritated.

“I'm tired of Kirana, it's not time we argue about who's right or wrong.” Sebastian wakes up, but Kirana pulls her husband's hand violently until Sebastian sits back on the couch.

“Kirana !” sebastian snapped with an annoyed face.

“Why ? Want to get angry again ? You believe more in your caterpillar reports than you hear your wife's own explanation?” Kirana asked in a high tone as well. Even his body leaned towards Sebastian while leaving his waist.

“Not the Deana report problem that pissed me off !” Sebastian replied in a high tone. “But your attitude is always running on Steven whenever there is a problem with me !”

“Ooo so that's what's called Deana,” Kirana said in a cynical tone. “And now you turn our problems on Steven. Yes ?”

“Not divert, but reality !” Sebastian stared intently at Kirana. “Why do you accidentally stick to Steven every time you have a problem with me ? I myself never responded to those women including Deana !”

“I accidentally met with Steven !” Kirana started screaming. “It wasn't me who set up Steven's presence every time we got in trouble !”

“And you should not choose to accept his invitation to lunch together ! If your heart is upset, it is better not to go home and rest to calm the mind, instead of going to find peace with another man !”

“But the man is your own cousin, Bastian !” Kirana who was getting emotional just called her husband's name without any frills.

“And my cousin that is a man who still loves you so much until this second !” Sebastian got up but still stared intently at Kirana.

Kirana also woke up and unperturbed stood face to face with Sebastian still while leaving her waist.

“And I never loved her though,” sizzled Kirana with eyes beginning to dew.

“So you think that if only Steven loves you you can just make him your confiding friend, your venting place of frustration over problems with your husband. So ?”

Kirana clenched both her hands on the side and bit her lower lip.

“Do you think Steven's feelings will take for granted the sadness of your heart ? Your expression of frustration at the problems between us is a gap for him to seize your heart, looking for your long-time sympathies will make you more comfortable with him. Don't be naive Kirana ! I'm pretty sure Steven still loves you.”

Kirana fell silent, her fist started to open. Sebastian's words are right, but the prestige for Kirana to agree, even when eating at the restaurant was Steven had said his feelings too.

Sebastian squealed and snorted in annoyance as he grazed his hair.

“Then can you also calm down if at this time I run to Renata or Deana or even Shera when there is a problem with you?” sebastian asked firmly and smiled cynically.

Kirana was astonished, her heart instantly hot upon hearing Sebastian's words. Of course he would not accept if he knew Sebastian instead ran to one of the women fans, not to Bara or Samuel or Evan or even Dion.

“So you know Kirana, I never gave the slightest gap to those women you call caterpillars ! The problem with my attitude with Renata while in the hospital was more of a shock to have to meet him again after all these years he disappeared from my life. Imagining the reckless actions Renata and Reina had done, it felt like I had to think hard how this time deal with it if they were to go crazy again. Especially now that I am not alone, there is already you as my wife. Such women will definitely attack you first because they think you are my weakness.”

“But I did nothing with Steven !” kirana returned with a loud tone.

“We eat out in the open, not hiding not even the two. There is Raven san babysitter,” continued Kirana still with a ketus tone.

Sebastian screeched cynically as if humbling Kirana's words.

“And let Steven's son call you mama and call that man papa ? Do you want to stick the writing NOT HUSBAND WIFE on your shirt ? People will consider you a happy family just by looking without the need to ask.”

Kirana sighed. He was still trying to hold back his tears from coming out.

“Don't be too naive to think Steven will be okay and let you grieve over my problems. It is not impossible that he will change his mind and intend to take you from me, because I know that he was forced to marry Shera. His marriage to Shera was only due to Raymond's responsibilities and requests. If until this happens, I won't hold you back, I'll let you go for Steven.”

Kirana turned her eyes in disbelief at Sebastian's last words. Is it so easy for Sebastian to let go just for the sake of Steven that Kirana never loved ?

Sebastian sighed again and passed Kirana just like that. He picked up the jacket in the closet near the exit and grabbed his car keys and left the apartment.

Kirana glanced at the front desk of the sofa where Sebastian's phone was still lying there.

Kirana threw her body onto the sofa and covered her face with both palms then started crying.

She feels a selfish wife because she only focuses on women who always approach her husband without trying to believe in Sebastian and try to discuss dealing with him together.

Suddenly fear covered his heart. What if Sebastian even met one of the caterpillars and made them friends vent, then finally they became close, then…. Kirana shook her head, reluctant to imagine her bad thoughts.

He threw himself on the couch and started crying. In fact, she could not ask Sebastian whereabouts because her husband's cell phone was left in the apartment.

Kirana was still crying with her bad thoughts and her heart unbecoming. It seems not just because of her pregnancy hormones, but her age and experience in a relationship makes Kirana have to learn to be more mature.

I don't know how long Kirana cried, until she finally fell asleep on the sofa.

Sebastian opens the apartment after a while of searching for a fresh breeze to calm his mind.

Sebastian was silent in the car while cupping his face in the steering wheel. He has no intention of coming to anyone at this time.

When he realized that he did not bring his cell phone and wallet and his clothes were only house shorts and t-shirts, Sebastian chose to buy warm coffee at the cafe near the apartment lobby. Fortunately, there was still money in his car drawer.

After his thoughts had calmed down, Sebastian chose to return to his apartment because he did not want to leave Kirana alone for too long. Especially when he left earlier, Kirana's mood was not fine.

Kirana falls asleep on the sofa with the remains of tears still on her face. His wife fell asleep holding Sebastian's cell phone.

Sebastian sighed, he regretted having yelled at Kirana a few times. Sebastian had forgotten that his wife was pregnant young, her mood was often fickle and sometimes uncomfortable.

Slowly he lifted Kirana's body to move her into the room. Kirana kissed his forehead long enough after his wife had wriggled when his body was on the bed and finally returned to sleep quietly.

Although Sebastian's heart was not as sad as before, he still chose to sleep on the sofa to really calm his heart that was troubled by Steven's problems.

Not long Sebastian was asleep on the sofa with an uncomfortable position. Coffee drinks that he had enjoyed did not affect the drowsiness that attacked because of physical fatigue in his heart.