The Pesona Duda Perjaka
Forgive Me

Sebastian squirms on the sofa with a sore body. His eyes blinked and his hand grabbed the phone on the table by the sofa. He turned back when he saw the time at seven o'clock.

Slowly Sebastian got up and stretched his body. His forehead creased as he looked at the atmosphere around him looking quiet and there was no sign Kirana was awake.

Sebastian got up to get ready to take a shower and went to the office. Last night he just read a message from Bara asking for his time to meet today.

Sebastian's eyes narrowed as he did not see Kirana on the bed. He thinks that his wife is still asleep so the atmosphere of the house is still like last night.

His heart pounded as he looked around the room which had also not changed. The blanket worn by Kirana was still spread out on the bed, not yet folded. During the marriage, it was not Kirana's habit to leave the bed in a mess like this.

Sebastian sharpened his hearing and slowly stepped into the room towards the bathroom. He put his ear on, there was no sound from the inside.

Slowly Sebastian pushed open the bathroom door and his eyes immediately widened, finding his wife sitting limp next to the toilet. Kirana was still conscious, only her body lost energy, apparently she started vomiting in the morning like a pregnant woman.

“Honey !” Screeched Sebastian as he rushed over to his wife and raised Kirana's already limp body.

“Bee,” call Kirana in a weak voice. Even his hands could not hold Sebastian's neck.

Sebastian takes Kirana to the bed and covers her back. She went out of the room to make pregnant milk and took a basin to wash Kirana's messy face because she had been crying all night and vomiting in the bathroom.

“Honey,” Sebastian calls Kirana gently and waits for his wife to open her eyes.

Kirana blinked and turned towards her husband with her eyes half open.

“I washed your face first, yes. After that drink milk so that your stomach is not too empty.”

Kirana just blinked and let Sebastian help her get up and sit on the bed with a pillow.

Lovingly, Sebastian rubbed Kirana's face with a small towel that had been moistened with warm water.

“Bee, sorry,” Kirana when Sebastian has finished cleaning his face and tidying up Kirana's hair.

Sebastian just smiled and got up to bring a basin and a small towel to the bathroom.

“Honey,” Sebastian sighed as he exited the bathroom and found his wife crying again.

“Sorry I've been selfish, Bee,” wafts Kirana in between sobs. Sebastian immediately carried Kirana into his arms.

“‘Sorry also because last night I yelled at you,” Sebastian said as he rubbed his wife's back. “Do not cry continuously, pity pigs inside must also feel sad if her mom cries.”

Sebastian took out a tissue and wiped away the tears that soaked Kirana's face.

“You want me to shower this morning ?” seduce Sebastian while glancing. He did not want to make Kirana feel depressed anymore.

“You were, Bee, it's noon,” Kirana said as she glanced towards the wall clock. “Sorry I can't prepare breakfast this morning and wake up.”

“I won't be going to the office today,” said Sebastian who instead chose to go up to the top of the bed and sit beside Kirana.

“Not there is anything important that Pak Bara wants to talk to you about?”

Sebastian's forehead creased as if asking where Kirana knew about the message Bara sent.

“Sorry I accidentally read the incoming message notification. Last night your phone missed, I held it hoping you'd go back to the apartment and pick it up before leaving.”

Sebastian laughed softly, he just remembered that last night Kirana was holding his cellphone when Sebastian carried it to the room.

“Let's meet later at the restaurant or cafe in the mall. Today it is my duty to accompany my wife shopping. So want to shop or bobo-bobo at home only ?” Sebastian blinked one eye.

There was a sense of regret for being so hard on Kirana last night. She had read some articles on the internet about the first pregnancy in some women. Changes in body shape that is getting bigger make some pregnant women often lose their confidence.

Moreover, Kirana who from the beginning often felt less confident with her physical state would easily falter when she came into contact with women who look more than herself. Sebastian was sure to choose Kirana not because of the woman's physical or economic and educational background, but a sense of comfort and life that feels more colorful when with Kirana.

“I'm sorry, Bee. I promise I won't be near Steven again if I'm not with you.”

Kirana sucked her head into Sebastian's chest, which gave her hand to cushion Kirana.

“I'm really worried about Steven, Honey. As a fellow man, I can catch his girly who still holds a heart for you. It's not impossible that such strong feelings for you could prompt Steven to snatch you from me.”

“I only love you Sebastian Pratama,” Kirana said while hugging Sebastian's body and inhaling the fragrance of her husband's body.

Sebastian laughed softly as he returned Kirana's embrace. He rubbed his wife back gently and lovingly.

“Don't let go of me even if Steven forces me from you, Bee,” Kirana with tears coming back out.

Sebastian stretched out his arms and stroked his wife's face. Her face drew closer to kissing Kirana, but she grew further away and shut her mouth.

“I've vomited, Bee and haven't had time to brush my teeth, don't care,” reject Kirana.

Sebastian laughed and got out of bed and took his wife.

“It's better to drink milk.”

Sebastian nodded and took Kirana into the bathroom and his wife was sitting as usual on a table near the sink.

He prepares a toothbrush for Kirana and himself and the two begin their morning activities together.

Finished putting the two toothbrushes back in place, Sebastian immediately supported Kirana who was still sitting on the table.

“I may be a possessive and jealous husband, but specifically for Steven's problems please obey me and trust me with what I see.”

Kirana nodded and put her hand around Sebastian's neck.

“One more !” the door with a firm face. “Don't let Raven call you mama, let alone you also call yourself mama when talking to that boy. You are my wife and the mother of my children. No other kid can call you mama, let alone Steven. I'm really jealous,” Sebastian asserted with a serious face.

Kirana nodded with a smile and her eyes blinked like a child who complied when advised by her parents.

“So bathein ?” kirana asked with a smile.

“Yakin no longer limp?” sebastian Ledek.

“Not because my body is weak so you want to help me take a shower?” kirana's eyebrows look up and deliberately pretend not to know the meaning of her husband's words.

“The cost of bathing pregnant women is a little expensive,” Sebastian laughed while menoel Kirana's nose.

“But can not bathe other pregnant women,” said Kirana with pursed lips.

“No intention and no want,” Sebastian said with a laugh.

Sebastian laughed in his heart. It turns out that even though limp out vomiting in the morning, Kirana is still eager to give Sebastian a chance to visit their baby.

Whether because of Kirana's young age or the influence of hormones that make Kirana's desire increases, Sebastian does not care.

As a loving husband to his wife, Sebastian happily complies with his wife's request for this one problem. How could he refuse a wife's request that made him even a delicacy ?

“Must pay now ?” Kirana again blinked and Sebastian nodded.

“Means you're really not angry anymore ?”

“Most ask,” Sebastian immediately kissed Kirana's lips and grabbed his wife's body to get closer.

“Bee,” Kirana releases her kiss. “I haven't heard an answer from your mouth,” whine Kirana.

“Didn't you hear the answer in my kiss just now?” Sebastian rubbed Kirana's cheek.

“Don't let go of me, Bee,” Kirana also gently caressed Sebastian's cheeks that began to be overgrown with fine feathers.

“Would never be !” Sebastian again kissed Kirana's lips which were greeted with longing by the woman

Kirana's heart warmed again and her nausea disappeared since Sebastian hugged her. Apparently, their prospective children can not be far from the papi and want to be spoiled often.

As early as the morning before, Sebastian and Kirana begin their morning activities with a love phrase that makes Sebastian again ignore the call Dion who has contacted him since.

”It looks like the boss is playing the same sting of female bees as usual,”, said Dion in front of Bara, Samuel and Evan who are waiting for news from Sebastian.

“His name has a young wife,” Samuel said. “Mau twice a day does not matter, different energy different spirit also.”

“Yes already, elo just find a new child graduating SMA,” led Evan while laughing.

“The problem is whether there are high school children who want to be the same me but not matere,” complained Samuel put on a sad face. “Ngak inget same Haris who had been frustrated while crying roll-croll because of the diporotin exhausted same girlfriend who just graduated from college?”

“That's the fate of him aja ugly and ogeb also !” bara Cebik. “You want to be asked for his credit card, not to mention pretentious and want to support the child with pocket money that makes the eyes dark.”

“Yes too,” said Samuel while nodding.

“Back to topic. How did Yon, have you managed to contact Bastian or elo message already replied ?” bara asked looking at Dion.

“It looks like really stinging each other again, because the message has not been read, the phone up to 10 missed calls are not answered-answered,” complained Dion with an annoyed face.

“Let's prove by how many stings were on Bastian's neck today,” as Evan chuckles.

“Eh really also Bro, want to bet how many stings Kirana today ?” challenge Samuel while looking at the three men in front of him.

“By also !” the three answered compactly until finally laughing together.

If only Sebastian who is currently enjoying his quality time with Kirana knows the action of his assistant and his three best friends, it was not impossible that his face instantly turned cruel and his eyes stared intently at the four men who made himself and Kirana the betting material. It may even be that all four were immediately reassigned to Kalimantan until an unspecified deadline.