The Pesona Duda Perjaka
Steven's anger

Steven blinked his eyes while trying to recognize the room he was in. Steven realized that he was not in his own room at the moment.

A glimpse of yesterday's events leading up to that afternoon flashed through his mind, about his last meeting with Kirana at the Pratama Hotel coffee shop. That was not intentional either. Steven comes to the family-owned hotel due to an appointment with Shera, while Kirana has just met with WO staff who will take care of her marriage to Sebastian.

For the past three days, Shera has kept in touch with Steven and asked for a meeting time to discuss Raven's issue as the DNA test results come out in the next two days. Initially Steven refused to meet and had decided to discuss this issue after receiving the results of DNA tests, and even then will be discussed directly in front of their parents. But Shera with the action of his drama managed to melt the heart of Steven who easily pity.

Steven looked at the sleeping woman with the bowed position next to him. Realize that this woman is the cause of all this happening. Steven's anger and resentment were growing more and more, until it felt like he wanted to eliminate this woman from his life.

Slowly Steven woke up with his head still dizzy. He peeked, seeing his cellphone and wallet neatly placed on the nightstand while their clothes scattered on the floor. I don't know who tidied it up, what occurred to me at this moment was to contact the person who could help her.

Slowly Steven walked to the bathroom to clean his body. His mind floated on Kirana. The worry so filled his heart and mind at the condition of the woman he loved.

Steven realized that they had both been given a cursed drug mixed into food or drink. I don't know how Shera did it, which Steven certainly hopes that Kirana's condition is fine at the moment.

Just as he exited the bathroom, the hotel room bell rang. Steven, clad in a bathrobe, finds that Edi, a confidant of Raymond's father, is standing behind the door and carrying all the orders Steven requested.

“Master is fine ?” edi asked with a worried face to see Steven look a little pale because his head was still a little dizzy.

“I'm good, Edi. Thank you and sorry for bothering you. For a while please don't say anything to papa. I will definitely tell papa.” myself

“Then excuse me, Sir,” Edi bent her body a little and was replied with a nod by Steven.

Finished closing the door after Edi's departure, Steven returned to the bathroom to wear the clothes that Edi brought. He also contacted his nursing assistant to cancel all patient appointments this morning. The plan is to practice in the afternoon.

With no gentleness at all, finished fully dressed, Steven woke Shera up. Previously Steven had covered the back of the woman who had been exposed because the blanket used only covered starting from the waist to the feet.

Shera squirmed and turned around while rubbing her eyes. His body feels sore but his head is not dizzy like Steven.

“Build !” steven ordered in a cold and loud voice.

Shera still blinked her eyes and gathered her consciousness. He woke up holding a blanket and leaned on the bed.

“Drink this !” Steven offered two white pills and a bottle of mineral water.

“Why ? You're afraid that I'm pregnant again ?” Shera smiled sinisterly as she looked at the cold-looking Steven.

“Drink this !” Steven drew closer his palm that was holding the medicine.

“It is with pleasure that I will conceive your son again,” Shera said with a defiant smile.

Steven unscrewed the bottle of mineral water and put it on the nightstand. Unexpectedly, the man pulls Shera's hair back and forces Shera to open her mouth.

Shera is still trying to fight back but his condition is not completely normal yet. Steven forcibly inserted the two pills and directly took a bottle of mineral water to be thrust into Shera's mouth.

Steven managed to put both pills into Shera's body. His eyes briefly glanced at Shera's chest, which was not covered in blankets because it slipped from the woman's grip while rebelling against Steven. But his body did not respond at all. Steven moved away and tidied up his clothes that were scattered on the floor, while the one that belonged to Shera he ignored.

Shera coughed for being forced to drink by Steven. His eyes looked at the man he loved so much with anger but his heart felt very sick to be treated like that by Steven. Shera feels treated like a paid woman whose job is only to satisfy Steven's needs without getting pregnant.

“Unfortunately I still love her even though now Kirana is not okay,” Steven said without turning her body.  “And he is still much better than you who are filled with evil and cunning thoughts.”

“At least I managed to destroy you once again,” Shera said with a satisfied laugh.

Shera's face showed growing anger, but her heart hurt even more to find Steven who didn't care a bit about her.

“I won't stop you from ruining my life that has been ruined ever since you made me fuck you. But don't try to get close to Kirana and bother her ! If that happens, not only will I break your life to pieces, but I will make you regret being born into this world.”

Steven turned his body around and looked at Shera with a cold gaze filled with anger.

“Basic of stupid men,” Shera is still trying to intimidate Steven with insults. “How could a person as great as you love that silly woman so much.  Even if you want.”.

“Enough !” Shake Steven with eyes that start to turn red. “Once again I hear the insults on Kirana, don't expect you to be out of my hands.”

Steven again approached Shera who had covered her body with a blanket but was still in a sitting position leaning against the bed.

“Listen cheap women !” Steven gripped Shera's chin and paid no attention to the ringing in the woman's face.

“Never compare yourself to Kirana, for even being her shadow alone you are not worthy. Don't think I don't know that I'm not the first and only man to ever fuck you. You are no better than the pe**cur who peddle for material, even you are much more disgusting than them,” Steven said slowly but firmly and hatefully.

Shera returned Steven's gaze without the slightest trepidation, but in her heart she was shocked to see Steven's attitude this morning. As long as she knew the man, Shera had never seen Steven's gaze full of hatred and anger. Her eyes were reddened and there was no gentleness that had made Shera fall in love with her.

“Don't ever wish you'd be the wife of my life. Even if both parents are going to force us to marry, don't expect my heart to change for you. Last night's incident made me more open to seeing you as a woman who is full of ambition and evil heart. You don't love me, but it's all just an obsession. The feeling of not being defeated by a woman as good as Kirana. The woman you consider to be incomparable to you, who does not deserve to be your rival, but always comes out as a winner in every ambition,”, said Steven still gripping Shera's chin.

“Even Kirana so easily melted Sebastian's heart and made him wipe your name from his heart without a trace,” Steven laughed cynically and released his hand from Shera's chin violently until Shera again grimaced.

He took a handkerchief out of his trouser pocket and cleaned his hand.

“I hope your evil is not contagious in my brain, so it's good that I keep watch to clean my body touched by you,” Steven said with a cynical smile. He deliberately cleaned all his fingers to the sidelines in front of Shera.

“Basic stupid man !” maki Shera yelled and threw a pillow at Steven who was walking towards the bathroom.

The sound of the sink's tap water being turned on made Shera start crying. So disgusted Steven looked at himself, even the hand that had touched his chin until it had to be washed back with water.

Finished the bathroom, Steven took a bag containing used clothes last night that he had tidied up. Without saying goodbye he left Shera who was still sitting on the bed.

Shera again threw a pillow and shouted hysterically after Steven closed the door of the hotel room.  There was no sign of Steven hearing his voice and intending to return to calm Shera down.

The woman's heart ached as Steven hardened his heart, not even caring a little about her.

Shera raised both knees and cried between the two. Steven's words were still ringing in his mind. Steven was right, all this time Shera always got all her wish in any way. Since childhood Om Herman always fulfilled his request and treated him like a daughter of the king who should not feel disappointment because of rejection or failure.

But his heart never felt happy. The satisfaction he felt each time he managed to fulfill his desire was only pseudo because there was never enough words and thanksgiving in the dictionary of Shera's life.

Shera's cry grew louder with the position of the face still lying down between his two folded knees. Somehow his life with Steven after Raven's DNA test results came out.