I HATE YOU, BUT
#15

“You go to sleep first, I'm still not sleepy,” Davian said. Alena did not close her eyes. He just returned to sit himself.

“Why? Can't sleep?”

“Em,” Davian muttered briefly, sounding doubtful. Alen looked at her suspiciously.

“What exactly is it?”

“I'm just not used to sleeping one bed with women,” Davian said nervously. He looks nervous and awkward. Hearing Davian's confession, Alena was surprised instead of playing. Not used to sleeping in one bed with women? That's really weird that sounds. Didn't she and Jeane sleep in one bed? Why is it still awkward?

“Never? Even though it was with Jeane?” Alena asked because she was forced and curious. He knew now his heart was rumbling because his inundation was reverberated with the inhuman speech of the girl. Jeane casually said that she and Davian had slept together.

This time it was Davian who looked surprised. “What do you mean?”

Alena tergugu, “Well, you're with Jeane, sleeping together. Sometimes lovers will do it,”

Davian widened his eyes once he understood what Alena really meant. He was surprised, how could Alena think like that?

“You think I sleep with Jeane a lot?” Davian asked in an offended tone. He never thought, where did that idea come from?

Alena lowered her head, looking at her hand squeezing the blanket nervously. “I just guess.”

Daviann clucked, between resentment and annoyance. “Did Jeane say something to you about it?” davian's tone of voice sounded insinuating.

Alena turned her head for a moment to find out how Davian was expression. The man demanded an explanation from her with a suspicious look. He should have expressed it that way. Davian makes him look like a criminal. Here, the position is victim.

“Not so exactly, she just... a little story about you guys,” Alena bit her lips, doubt whether to tell it or not. He was afraid that if he told it, Davian would hate him and they again had a big fight.

Davian exhaled loudly at Alena's reaction. “I often stay at his place. But we never slept together. Even though I slept in her bed, we weren't ‘tasleep as you mean.’ Evidently.

“What?” Alena exclaimed in amazement. Davian never slept with Jeane? Her husband only ever stayed in Jeane's apartment? A sense of happiness rose up in his heart for a moment. Davian's explanation made the fog that contained it disappear already. He's relieved. Very relieved. Apparently, at that time Jeane was just talking nonsense to him. Geez, so all this time he was angry for some untrue reason?

“Why are you laughing? Quick sleep!” he was surprised because now Alena was smiling indistinctly. I don't know what's funny. Davian turned off the table lamp with his free hand. Things get dark. Lucky moonlight that enters through the cracks of thin curtains make the room is not too dark.

“Can I sing a song so you can sleep?” ask Alen. Davian. He was a bit hesitant to hear it.

“You sure? Your voice won't make my ears break, will it? Tomorrow is an important meeting and I don't want to be deaf in the meeting, ” Davian joked. Alena chuckles and forces Davian to sleep by leaning on his shoulder. Although Davian may not like it, he is happy to do this. No matter how his heart thumped, he really enjoyed the first time he got this close to Davian. Without debate or quarrel.

“You want what song?” ask Alena.

Davian realized his mind was suddenly empty. This was the first time he had been treated this gently. To be honest, when with Jeane he never got this kind of attention. The girl only cares about herself. Always asking to be pampered and never once did the same thing Alena did to her now.

Now, in Alena's arms she feels comfortable and at peace. When Alena asked again, Davian forced himself to twist his brain.

“Em, how about the song ‘Here I Am’?”

“Hem, that's a tough song. But fine. Promise won't laugh?”

“Okay.”

Alena took a breath before she started singing. His vocal ability is not as good as Christina Aguilera, but at least he can sing a little. And when the first lyrics rang, Davian had to hold back laughter because Alena's voice was not as good as Beyonce. But he didn't care because all he heard was Alena's sincerity. This girl actually sang to him and for some reason, with this simple thing she became happy. He said that something as simple as this is very romantic. He did not know when the song would not be heard again. All he knew, now he was swept away in the world of his own.

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The next morning, Davian awoke with his head about to explode. He wondered why his head suddenly became heavier than before. It was like riding a high-speed roller coaster. He forced himself to get up and grab the drinking glass that was on the side nightstand. He was again surprised because his strength disappeared somewhere so he raised his hand. As a result, the glass filled with water he wanted to take fell to the floor and shattered into pieces.

Alena who was preparing breakfast was surprised to hear the sound of objects breaking from the direction of her husband's room. He rushed to the room to see the situation. His eyes rounded in shock at Davian who was drooping weakly on the bed.