I HATE YOU, BUT
#52
The tears flowed by themselves after reading the sentence listed on the kerta. From Sarah's handwriting she can feel how much suffering and distress Sarah is when writing this sentence. He could even see traces of teardrops on the surface of the paper. God, what's he doing? Sarah's death was due to her actions.
“I'm sorry Sarah.if I were looking for you.” I'm sorry.
“I thought you were happy with another man. I heard it from one of my friends, you are married and have children.”.
“I told Sarah to get married!” sela Fahri's. David looked at her.
“But he refused because he couldn't forget you!” Fahri sat back down to calm his emotions.
Hearing that David was getting worse. Is it rumored that Sarah's marriage is mere bird news? So Sarah never married? Oh stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid! If he knew this early, it was possible that he could meet the girl and stop her suffering.
“The real reason Sarah refused to marry back then was this.”
The lawyer calmly handed something back to David who was in a mess. This time it was not a letter, but a photograph. David gasped to see a boy about two years old being carried by Sarah. His heart suddenly thumped.
“Could.” David looked at the lawyer in front of him with a curious and fearful look. Knowing what David's question meant, the lawyer nodded.
“He is Malvin, your son and Sarah.”
David felt his heart fall. The first time I saw him, he could feel it. The face of this child is very similar to Sarah and herself. He was sure this was his son. Could this be the child born because of the incident that night before her marriage to Nia? Oh, how depraved it is. How could she let Sarah give birth and raise her child alone? What kind of man is he?
“I'm sorry Sarah.sorry.” David clutched his hair in frustration. He was very sad, and regretted his foolish actions in the past.
“Because of your inhumanity, my sister became his victim. You promised to marry her, and you impregnated her, but at the end you betrayed her. I asked Sarah to take your responsibility when her son was born but she couldn't bear to do it because she saw you were so happy with your wife's pregnancy. Had I forced Sarah back then, maybe she.” Fahri clutched her own hand tightly. He also deeply regretted that he could not act decisively against Sarah's problems.
“I know.. therefore forgive me.” David got up and knelt before Fahri.
“I am guilty of Sarah.I am guilty of her.”
“Wait first! Let me meet Malvin.Let me see him!!!” david shouted but Fahri looked deaf. With a cold heart the man came out leaving him frustrated all alone. David felt so bad. He was alone in that room. Regretting all his mistakes with Sarah.
I'm a rotten man. I reneged on my own promise to Sarah, made her suffer and decided to commit suicide. I deserve a life sentence.
The Flash back End
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“Since that time we have never talked or mentioned about Sarah's family. We both agreed to keep this a secret meetings including from you, Alena.” Mother looked at her daughter fixedly, with the aimata already flooding her cheeks. Alena could not bear to see her mother crying, then rubbed her with her fingers.
“Mom hope you don't hate your Dad. You know, he's very sorry. Abandoning Sarah and her son is the greatest regret of her lifetime,”
“Iyaa Mother, already.” Alena hugged her mother tightly, hoping that the hug could slightly ease the stormy wounds in her heart. It's not hard, really. After hearing all the stories now he felt regret. Sorry for asking. Sorry for suspecting his father who is not. In his heart he continued to say sorry words to his late father, as well as shed his sympathy for the father.
You fool, why regret a lifetime? If you're sorry, you're wasting Sarah's love. The girl is willing to let herself suffer for your happiness. I should have lived happily. Inner Alena.
Davian frowned looking at Malvin for a moment, wondering how the man would react. Unlike his guess, Malvin was only dumbstruck without a word uttered from his lips. Was the man untouched to hear the whole story?
Davian's mind was wrong. Malvin was so sad he didn't know what to comment. Her feelings raged as her memories floated on the momentum when she first met Alena's father. Somehow he felt so familiar with that face even though he was sure he had never met her. He did not understand the reason why Alena's father hated her so much even though he could never hate the man.
But now he understood, the longing he felt when he met Alena's father was a visible bond that connects the feelings of a father to his son, a blood bond. Now he understands why he never hated Alena's father. He could never hate his real father. And above all, he understood the stifling sense of loss when he heard Alena's father died. Because he felt very lost. For some reason now he felt very sorry for not realizing everything from the beginning. If he knew, maybe things wouldn't be like this.
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