I'm Not Ready
Mega Pregnant

"I'm pregnant" said Mega who did not stop staring at the test pack in front of her eyes. The two red lines that made her faintly sobbed to the point of dropping the clear spheres of her two eyeballs. Lamenting his next life.

His memory invites diving. On a dark night, a month ago. Where the Satrio family held a welcoming event Sadewa Dirgantara, Satrio's brother who just graduated from his college in Melbourne, Australia.

The welcoming ceremony was held at a hotel belonging to the Satrio family. Mega came with Satrio. Hoping to be introduced by her sister Sadewa. But they had not been acquainted, Papa Satrio suddenly had a severe headache and asked Satrio to take him to the hospital. Making Mega stay at the Sadewa welcome event.

Mega waited long enough for her lover to return to the event, but Satrio did not return and made Mega have to wait until the end of the event was completed. Before deciding to go home, Mega first entered the hotel toilet. After her out of the toilet, the events of the dark night that claimed her honor were inevitable.

The god is heavily drunk and thinks Mega is his lover. I don't know, the god called Arumi's name which felt Mega was her lover God.

"I'm not Arumi, I'm Mega. Unhand me!" he shouted Mega when his body was held forcibly by a man no less handsome than his lover. Eleven-twelve, because they're basically brothers. Although Mega has not been acquainted with Satrio's brother, Dewa. But Mega knows that the man who now wants to snatch his crown is Satrio's brother. That is because, Dewa stood on the podium and had time to thank old friends and brothers who had attended the welcoming event to Indonesia.

The gods did not touch what Mega said. He was busy taking off the belt and the glossy black shirt he was wearing. One by one the buttons of the shirt attached to his body, one by one he released with great enthusiasm.

"Sister, I'm not Arumi brother," isak Mega who was frightened and panicked mixed confused about what he should do when his situation was cornered.

"Oh baby, don't we do it often. Anyway soon we will get married," said Dewa lightly with staggering steps and with bare chest plus jeans and belts that are not in his portion. Walking closer to Mega and immediately trying to lock Mega under his body.

Mega with her tiny body has lost a landslide and helpless. Kissed her with very voracious sweet lips Mega mercilessly by the Gods. Mega fought hard, moving his body, but again his efforts were in vain.

After that God released a kiss without pause from Mega's lips. The gods grow louder and without caring about the women who are below them. Both of Mega's hands were forcibly broken and still to the left right of Mega's head. The woman's cheeks were wet. But again the God whose head was possessed by the curse drink made his consciousness unable to think clearly.

"I'm not Arumi brother, let me go" said Mega along with his sobbing.

But the gods grew violent and tore the Mega dress that night until it was not restless. The smile of the gods grew crazy, after being able to tear apart Mega's night dress and the rest of her breastplate and lower sensitive parts.

Mega can't do anything. The god overcame him and had definitely made his tiny body move. Many times the Gods called the word love and called the name Arumi when clearly the woman was not Arumi but Mega.

The mind of the God who has been controlled by alcohol, making it without permission to snatch the Mega's sadism. Mega could only be as unwilling as she cried profusely as her lover's sister was advancing and rewinding movements on her sensitive area.

The pain is tremendous, the pain at the bottom there because it is forced all out and his heart hurts too. Why was he trapped and helpless against the man who was disfiguring him?

And what does the man say has no morals when he's taking out a hot liquid? And of course ready to fertilize the womb of Mega who is still very young.

"I'm going to marry you, baby, aren't we getting married soon? So I beg you not to cry" he said with both hands that he touched the two Mega jaw bones and rained down on the face area with various kisses and of course the aroma of Alcohol which was still lingering.

While Mega was crying, sobbing with a body that was still trembling and clearly looks innocent and certainly feels dirty to him. Fascinated by an unscrupulous man whose sister is very caring for him even for four years dating Satrio, who, Mega never did anything and at most was just a kiss of the forehead from Satrio and it was not often.

First opened both eyes the next morning. Mega had seen the figure of her brother from her lover wearing a white kimono towel and like finished bathing.

Both of their retinas were met and Mega reflexes immediately hid his body without a single piece of clothing behind a thick blanket.

No words came out of the mouths of the two. There, Mega had guessed that the brother of her lover must be shocked to see himself. Mega looked down, of course with a heart that sounded messy. While the Gods, Mega deeply saw the haughty face of the Gods who had yet to utter a word.

Up to where Mega speaks. "Night, I told you that I'm not Arumi." Mega timidly said. "Silver is affected by Alcohol."

Make the god is still in its original position, sculpting and looks difficult to swallow his saliva. "I have to go." The god took his clothes out on the floor and put them on and left.

Making Mega dropped the crystal clear circles with quite swift following Isak and his hug that clutched his body which was still wrapped in a hotel blanket.

Gods even look losers who according to Mega inversely proportional to the nature and attitude of Satrio.

Mega's memory doesn't finish there. Her memory invites her again, carrying her with her guilt and guilt by not telling her honestly to her lover. The reason is of course the confused word that appears every time you see Satrio with of course how to explain all the series of events that occurred on his night.

Satrio studied in the UK for two years to continue his S2 studies. Precisely, one Week ago Mega took us to the airport.

"I promise, after I finish my studies. I will return with the same love and will take you to the fold" said Satrio so sweetly heard to reach the ears of a Mega Aristia.

His ten fingers were held tightly by Satrio and in his kiss. There is a lot of sadness that looks real in the eyeballs of a Mega Aristia.

How not sad? His lover will go on with his S2 with a long time, especially the first time they will establish a relationship LDR or Long Distance Relationship.

"I will definitely miss you," added Satrio again and dyed ten fingers that he had not yet unraveled from his grasp. The standing position that faced very close, making it loose and unconsciously had brought his aunt closer to Mega's lips.

Mega. Because it was his last time, his lover would go far away with quite a long time. No more Sunday night dates. There are no two cups of coffee that they will order while relaxing enjoying the night. There is no nonsense chat that they will convey whether it is through a mobile phone or meet as they are doing. Little and trivial things like saying hello and saying good morning when the phone call from each rings, probably no longer. And all changed with certainty the questions that all would sound important when either Satrio could contact him.

The warm kiss is over. Of course with a sad face Mega even though Satrio looks calm as his two footsteps slowly away towards the plane that has been announced a few minutes away from flying.

Mega's memory ended with her tightened chest as she sat tightly hugging herself. Hiding his face, his sobbing, his cuddle lamented the results of the test pack that he had just known the results.

"What should I do?" the same question with the torment she was voicing.

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