I'm Not Ready
Koma

Arumi's cry broke while in the car. Although the word breaking from the Gods had been expected before. But still, the night was crumbling when he heard it for himself.

While Dewa and Mega continue their show. The two danced, where the music that night made them get carried away.

"You are so beautiful tonight, dear" said Dewa of course with a loving gaze to Mega.

"Oh yeah?"

"Hem."

The god then grabs his wife's beard, brings Mega's biibir closer and kisses her. "I love you dear," added the God who reciprocated Mega i love you too which then they embraced each other warmly. It was as if that night was their happiest night, as there was no longer the name Arumi in the hearts of the Gods and parts of their lives.

"Are you happy tonight?"

"Hem," Mega nodded.

"Is there enough evidence? if I love you so much and our son later."

Mega was embarrassed. I can't believe God is capable of doing it. "Is all this real?"

"Hem, this is real, baby." The deity pinches slowly on Mega's cheek which turns out Mega feels pain, which means the night is real and not just a dream. Both of them chuckled in a touch that they did not briefly let go.

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The next two days.

"Honey, mom and dad are going there Sat. All my mom and dad want a holiday Sat. So you should postpone your return first, baby," said Rahma's mother when Satrio intends to go home for two more months on his cellphone call.

Satrio resigned no word denied. Though his intention to return to Indonesia, in addition to meeting his family also wanted to meet his lover Mega.

The phone connection was eventually cut off.

"Why ma? Satrio wants to go home." asked the God who heard their conversation from the phone.

"Yes, it was. But my mother prevented it. Mama's going to take time until Satrio graduates, then he can go home. Right after Mega gave birth and your son is already a big one. After that, we will discuss both your and Mega issues with him," explained at length from Rahma's mother.

"What does mama think? Satrio will be ready to take off Mega and willing to just like that."

"Yes, like you and Arumi. Takes time. It all takes God time."

The god fell silent, still unprepared if that time came.

"But in this moment, you and Mega already love each other and forget about Arumi. Though if remembered, make shortness of breath your behavior is a god."

Gods chuckling.

"Eh even laugh. Not funny to know. Now know for yourself, is it your destiny is the same Mega. Yes, although the initial path should be so. But if you look now, honestly mom papa happy. Because soon mama wants to save your grandchildren."

"I don't think ma, God is going to have a baby soon." A god who could hardly believe if time passed that fast.

"Everything, you're a real husband."

"Hehehe, it's ma."

"Yes, yeah. Mama can hardly believe it, if you end up choosing Mega and dare to take off Arumi."

"Mama is like Mega. He said is this all a dream or real?" The god who shows Mega's style of speech at a party meal.

"Haha."

The casual chatter of the boy and the mama was over. When Rahma's mother saw Clarisa's name, her mother Arumi was listed on her phone screen call. Rahma's mother is still amazed, because it is not usual for her mother Arumi to contact her since the cancellation of the marriage of Dewa and Arumi.

"No, ma'am lifted? Who?"

Rahma's mother then lifted the rectangular flat object. Just pasting the object in the ear, a crying sound from across was already heard. Says if Arumi was in an accident after returning from the hotel's inauguration. Hoping for God to visit him, because Arumi's state is critical and treated in the emergency unit and not yet aware.

The second conversation is over. Honestly Rahma's mother was confused how to convey it.

"not nobody. You have gone to work" said Rahma's mother covering up from the Gods.

Yes, all that he did for the good of his son's household. Not that it does not have empathy for Arumi who is well known by him. But according to him, not all things about Arumi, God must care.

The bidding god left for work, while Rahma's mother came alone to the hospital.

"I'm sorry Clarisa. The gods are busy with their new hotel. So I decided to come alone."

Clarisa's mother stopped her crying. "I don't think about Rahma. You can do this with Arumi. Just for the sake of the woman you don't even know. Our friendship has been a long time. Long before you knew the woman who is now the wife of God. Ask God to come, you seem reluctant to persuade him," replied Clarisa's mother who did not fully believe in her best friend.

"Clarissy..."

"You saw it Arumi. Lying there in a critical state. Rahma, please Rahma. Mana knows arumi quickly woke up, from his sleep that almost three days he had not realized as well."

"Prophe Clarisa. Let's wait for the development."

"Until when? You want to let Arumi lie there Rahma." Clarisa's grieving mother tries to forgive Rahma's mother.

"Clarissy..." Rahma's mother tried to calm her best friend. Telling her slowly, to not always associate the Gods in all the things that happened with her daughter.

Clarisa's mother cries to see Arumi from the glass door of the emergency room. Kowtowing to Rahma's mother, but Rahma's mother immediately grabbed her, for Clarisa's mother did not need to do so.

The two then embrace and Rahma's mother says she will take God to the hospital to go inside and talk to Arumi who knows how to get up quickly.

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"Mama why?" ask God over the phone.

"God, you go home now. Mama wants to talk."

Soon Rahma's mother said goodbye to Clarisa's mother. And when the house arrived, not long ago the gods also arrived.

"What's the matter ma?" asked the God who saw his mama look restless with the way pacing in the middle room.

"Arumi coma. These three days haven't woken up and are now in the hospital."

Gods surprised. His breath changed rhythm. After hearing what her mother had just said. "Where did you know."

"So morning Mama lied to you. Mama went to the hospital herself to see Arumi's condition. He was in an accident when he got home from your hotel opening party."

The more the gods are claustrophobic about it. Repeating the events where the night of the party was he said what to Arumi.

He must have been destroyed that night.

That's why he didn't control his drive and the accident.

said the God in his mind who knows Arumi well. The god took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"If it wasn't Clarisa, Arumi's mom begged you to come there, she wouldn't have asked you to. Now it's up to you, come what won't it be?" Rahma's mother said it heavily. Because it felt, just now her son's household seemed to look happy and fine.

" I'm up to Mega Ma. How dear?"

Mega is also the same feeling with Rahma's mother. Weight. You see, if this continues, their relationship seems never finished because of mutual attraction. Although this is an unexpected thing, that does not want God and Arumi to want.

"If you don't let me, I'm not going, baby."

"It's okay, brother just go."

"Yes, it's gini. Same with you."

God knows, if mama and his wife must be heavy. Given just now God could determine who the woman of his choice was for the future.

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