I'm Not Ready
Arumi slowly willingly

"What time did you get home last night?" satrio asked as he got out of his room.

"Yes, mama came home you're asleep," replied Rahma's mother who was then kissed on her cheek by Satrio. There was a feeling of guilt because he was happy for the first grandchild who had been born into the world. Because considering, Rania was born from the womb of a woman who was loved by her second son.

Rahma's mother gave a subtle snort, smiling doubtfully turning to her son's face which was clearly no happy twinkle at all.

"Lusa, Satrio returned to England ma," he said that made Rahma's mother between having to be relieved or sad. Relieved, because Mega and the following God Rania can return to this house. And he also misses his grandchild and wants to always pet him.

Sad, because his second son had to sacrifice his heart for the happiness of the three of them he had not known. It feels tight, if one year in the future Satrio understands everything. If the whole family opens the blessing to Dewa and Mega that will obviously hurt his feelings.

"Yes. Later you can rest after returning from here." Rahma's mother who then sat looking carefully at Satrio's face. His eyes were still red from the age of crying. That sad scarring from his eyes could not be hidden. "What about Mega? Have you contacted him?"

Satrio.

"So that's why you came back to England early?"

Satrio was sad. Which then breathes deeply permeates the distress in the chest.

"If your mother's advice anyway, for example, later you meet a woman who offers love and you like, why not?" Rahma's mother put a piece of dragon fruit in her mouth.

Satrio was excited to hear what his mother had just said. "Why does my mom say that?"

"Say Mega has no news since your return. Yes it's okay dong, for example there are women who he likes and you like, yes there is nothing wrong dong. How do you know Mega is like that?" rahma's mother voiced her heart so that Satrio would not continue to be glued to the figure of Mega.

"He was busy."

Busy as Rania and Dewa, Sat.

reply Rahma's mother is certainly in the heart.

"Mama don't want to know, your college has to be in order. Don't just Mega things, your college is a mess" Rahma's mother told Satrio.

"Yes ma."

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Unlike Arumi who stopped her car right in front of the baby supply store.

"Would we come here?" ask Clarisa's mother to her daughter.

"I'm not willing to ma, seeing the God happy with the woman. I also regretted, why did I not try that time to make the woman miscarry her womb. That way, the Gods don't have to be tied to that woman for the sake of their child."

Clarisa's mother was surprised to hear that. "What do you have a plan for?"

"It's over, ma, too late. Whatever I wanted to do, so that the woman's womb fell. But I thought that such a great love of God for me would not just diminish with the presence of that woman. Turns out I was wrong, the gods fell over with Mega and their children. God chose to keep his marriage, rather than return with a promise he made himself. And it seems, I should try ma, to reconcile the gods with that woman." Arumi was not strong to hold back her tears.

"Thank God, your child can accept even if it's difficult. The soul mate will not be changed, dear. The soul mate will find his way to arrive at the intended heart. So you don't have to worry, at first you also do not accept their family. But after you think long, we'd better take it easy for your heart to calm down."

Arumi then hugged her mother tightly.

Both went into the baby shop. Looking for gifts for the baby of his ex-girlfriend. But because she does not know the gender of her baby Mega and Dewa, Clarisa's mother contacted Rahma's mother through her cellphone connection.

Dert

The voice of Rahma's mother's mobile phone left at the dining table is seen accidentally by Satrio. To the extent that Satrio asked the aunt the whereabouts of his mama, who he said was in the bathroom.

"Mother Clarisa, instead of her mama Arumi," muttered God glancing at her mama's mobile screen.

Satrio let the phone ring in front of him for a long time. His hand was moved to pick up the rectangular flat object, which he might say if his mother was in the bathroom and let his mama Arumi call later.

In contrast to Satrio who decided to just pick up the call from Clarisa's mother, because such an important and will be conveyed to his mama to contact behind Arumi's mama.

"Hallo... Rahma.." greet Clarisa's mother from across the street through her cellular connection.

"Em, aunt. This is Satrio aunty. My mom is in the bathroom. What's up, aunt?" ask Satrio to relax.

"This aunt wants to ask a problem..."

"Who's Sat?" sahut Rahma's mother who came out of her room and immediately approached Satrio. It reached Clarisa's mother's ear from behind a cellular connection.

"His mom is Arumi ma," replied Satrio who gave the phone to his mama.

"Oh, yes Clarisa. Sorry I was still in the bathroom."

"Here, I'm the same Arumi at the baby supply store. Arumi accidentally saw God and said his wife had given birth. Congratulations Rahma, you're finally rocking a grandchild."

"Yes Clarisa." Rahma's mother stuttered and glanced at Satrio then went away to the back garden. "Thank you," he added.

"Look, we don't know the gender of women or men. So that's why, I'm calling you related to the sex of his baby god and his wife."

"Oh..." A pair of Rahma's mother's eyes were staring at her son Satrio who was staring at her in the dining room. "Women Clarisa, their daughter Rania," he whispered.

"Oh, okay, you must be very happy to have a granddaughter. Because you want that so much, don't you? Remember all your children all men."

"Yes, you're right Clarisa."

"Yes, see you soon."

"Yes Clarisa. Thanks." Thanks." Rahma's mother hung up her cell phone and then went inside the house.

"What's the matter ma?" satrio asked Rahma's mother.

"There's nothing."

Aman, it seems like they haven't talked much.

mumble Rahma's mother in heart.

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At the baby shop.

"Have you?" ask Arumi to her mom.

"Yes, already. Her daughter, her name is Rania," replied Clarisa's mother who made Arumi fixated and turned the memory on the inauguration party of the hotel owned by God. Where he explained if the name of the hotel was taken from the fragments of their names. And the gods kept it.

"How do you daydream?"

"Eh, mama." Arumi was shocked when her mom woke her up.

They then choose what items will be given to the daughter of his former lover. And of course all pink or at least there is a color in it.

But on the other hand, they are shopping. Clarisa's mother chatted related if Satrio who picked up the phone from her mother earlier.

"Wait, wait, wait ma. Satrio?" ask Arumi was surprised. As far as he knows, Satrio studies in the UK continuing his S2.

"Yes, that was the one who raised Satrio," repeated Clarisa's mother to her daughter who then Arumi fell silent.