I'm Not Ready
Does Arumi accept if I break my promise to her?

"Aaaaaaaa.." cried a long, sad Arumi with her despairing cry over the big bridge that night. If other people see it, surely Arumi like to throw his body to the bottom of the river under the big bridge. "You evil God... You're evil!" he was angry and disappointed.

Arumi looked at the rushing river water down there. His sobs have not stopped and are increasing, when the flashes of events that have just happened continue to remind him.

His head told him to jump. But it was different from his little heart, which told him to stay away from the bridge. But after he realized, the other leg was not grounded and was ready to splash.

"Aaaaaa.." cried Arumi resignedly. But fortunately there was a man who pulled his body quickly.

"Aw.." ringis both when their bodies fell on the sidewalk of the road.

Arumi is aware, if his body is on the stocky body of a man who is not recognized. Seeing the two elbows of the man shed blood while helping him.

"Sorry." Reflex, Arumi then switched positions. And the man woke up with a sense of pain in both of his elbows. "Are you okay? Let me treat." Arumi who then took the medicine box in her car. After the red medicine is taken and finished. Then the two spoke.

The two met and the man was named Niko. Arumi lessens her grief, turns out the man looks good and has no evil intentions on her. Although the man asked, what was the cause of his reckless actions that night. But Arumi was reluctant to open about his extreme disappointment for his lover.

On the other side. The gods drove Mega home as if she was calm, but in her heart raging the feeling she was thinking about to give an explanation to Arumi.

God knows, if Mega's brother who was the hitter was already at home. The porch lights are on and there are guests. However, Dewa remained undaunted, although he had to repeat the word bonyok again on the cheek that could have been punched by Mega's brother.

Still staring at her smooth cheeks nicely at the rearview mirror of her car. Tilting him to the right and to the left as if God should be ready, anytime Akhyar would give him a punch.

"Wouldn't go down, brother" said Mega who was afraid if the Gods would be beaten by his brother.

"No. I have to get off and I have to be ready."

Dewa and Mega go down, following her bring all her shopping stuff.

"Where are you taking my sister?" asked Akhyar without further ado as if reluctant to the bastard man step on the porch of his house.

Regi and Zahrin were in the house as well. Zahrin really wants to talk to Mega.

"Sister..."

"Silence Me Mega!"

Zahrin and Regi got up from their seats. Preventing a showdown that would be great if Akhyar did not control his emotions.

"Where are you Mega?" ask Zahrin.

"I'm dropping her off to check her out. And I eat and shop as well" the Lord told Zahrin.

Zahrin told the two of them to come in and sit down. Which makes Mega do not know with what the intention of the arrival of his former brother-in-law came to the house.

"Is there anything you're hiding about your marriage?" ask Zahrin directly on the subject.

Dewa and Mega looked at each other. And the two of them unceasingly shook their heads slowly together.

"Are you not lying?"

Both with the same movement and unchanging answers.

"Dear, you should not interrogate them to this extent" said the honest Regi, disagreeing with Zahrin's actions.

"It's good that there's no divorce agreement after your son was born Mega." Zahrin's words that made the heartbeat of Mega and Deity seem to stop at that moment.

"Why, why brother?" Mega who ventured to ask, if it is true what their prejudices are. Mega got up from her seat and changed her who spoke. "God has a lover. And me too. He was not ready to separate from his girlfriend. So did I. Are we wrong? For example, we will divorce until the child in my stomach is born. At least there's his father's name on his birth certificate. So what? So that he does not ask when his age understands the meaning of the word father. What do I have to answer? If he asks. The Mother... What's my father's name?" Mega who then sobbed with his cry which was then embraced by Zahrin who also seeped his two eyes.

The god sliced off hearing it. Regretting the trivial in his opinion. Which turned out to mean a lot to Mega.

Akhyar's eyes were even glazed. Sadness mixed his wrath on the cowardly man who was now not far from him. Akhyar then pulled two sides of the collar of the T-shirt belonging to the Gods. Almost floated his raw bogem to beat up the man who had made his sister's life destroyed instantly.

Regi managed to prevent it. Even though God resigned and he sincerely accepted it because he deserved it.

Akhyar's emotions managed to fizzle out. Mega was still crying as she pleased in her room with Zahrin. While Regi. Regi tried to talk to his cousin outside the house after being evicted by Akhyar to leave.

"I don't really want to interfere. But is that really your marriage? Is Mega's speech correct?"

The god who had been silent for quite a while, he finally nodded as well.

Regi was quite disappointed to hear that. It is only fitting that if Akhyar rampages there are no words inexhaustibly. "Wouldn't your marriage to Mega be fought for?"

"I don't know."

"You haven't heard your son's voice calling you papa, dad, daddy or whatever. And when you hear it, your heart is at ease for a moment. Especially if the child in Mega is female. Like Arsyla. You'd be so sorry to have left and divorced Mega."

The gods turned towards Regi. Fear, if what the man sitting in his car seat said was true someday.

"Are you really not ready to break your romance with Arumi?"

"Why am I the only one asked? Why not Mega? Will Mega love me too? Suppose I'm really ready to decide on Arumi."

"You think Zahrin loved me at first? Not Gods. Zahrin loves me as time goes on. There she began to realize, if I gave her happiness and I kept fighting for her love. It all depends on you. The decision is on you. Including Satrio's business." Regi then laughed a little. Recalling the events during which he and Akhyar often fought and fought physically. Regi also conveyed it to the gods.

"Oh yeah?"

Regi nodded and smiled. "Yes, maybe you will experience it later when Satrio knows if your lover snatches you first stains. He will definitely be furious and will hit you all out. But believe. It's only a minute and it won't last long."

The god immediately remembered his sister's face. Many regrets that night were quite resuscitating. The arrival of Zahrin and Regi. A little opened his heart. If where indeed he had to make a decision related to his household problems with Mega.

Did Arumi take it?

If I break a promise to her.

Just now, she was already crying when all I did was pick up the phone from her and just go with Mega.

What if he hears me break it and picks Mega?

He pushed Mega.

What's he gonna do?

inner God.

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