I'm Not Ready
Mega Aristia & Sadewa Aerospace

Her tears were drained to cry over the conclusion that she was pregnant or two-bodied. It would be very happy, without tears if her pregnancy was the thing she was waiting for if she was already married to Satrio.

But what happened was not so. That's why, the contents of his head are listed next steps that he must do. It would be silent and not tell anyone, impossible. Any one of her older sisters would know her belly grew slowly as time went on and ended up beating her all-out or worse, not being included in the Family Card list and being exiled from this city. He did not want very much.

Said honestly, clearly crushes and breaks both her brother's hearts. Which will certainly come out said disappointed when he learned the attitude minus his sister. Pregnant out of wedlock. It is clearly unethical and violates norms. Considered whatever it is that it must all mean is despicable.

But his little heart did not accept, trying to defend, if what happened to him was an accident that was not terbesit even in his mind. Accidentally met a heavily drunk man, who was none other than the older brother of his lover. Guessing if he is a woman named Arumi who even Mega does not know very well who is his God.

Mega then hurriedly decided to meet the Gods. But he did not enter the large painted house that is dominated by army green. Deliberately with an online ojek he monitored long enough to see the Gods out using his personal car.

And thankfully, after quite a long time he waited in front of the fence of the house of God. God out drove his four-wheeled vehicle. Followed by Mega online project. "Pursue the car sir!" exclaim Mega on the driver ojek online his.

Quite a long time ago an online object that was boarded by Mega followed the God car. And it turns out that God stopped at a house and came out a beautiful woman with hair draped by a boat, pure white and well-groomed. Her lips are polished with soft pink lipstick adds to the beauty of women in bright blue jeans pseudo white and sleeveless graceful tops that add elegance to the woman. The god kissed the woman's cheeks and took her into her car.

Is she Arumi's name?

ask Mega in my heart. Who told the online ojek to keep trailing the God car, which he actually wanted to undo. Because for sure, God will spend his day with that woman.

His guess is true. The god spends his time and lunches with the woman who, if seen, seems to be his lover. Because the woman was struggling spoiled, the two also did not hesitate to wrap their arms while walking together in a city Mall.

The god seemed to spoil his lover. Rela feeds her ice cream while waiting for her woman to enjoy sitting in the salon inside the Mall. One second, a pair of Mega eyes could not be separated from the two.

Until where Dewa decided to go outside the salon and Mega's guess must be God paid to the toilet to his lover.

Mega's heart was relieved, finally the intention of being able to talk to God when he came out of the toilet was soon realized. Mega standing in front of the men's toilet. Heart rages. His heart he set his rhythm so as not to beat at an irregular speed and make it difficult to talk.

A pair of Mega and Dewa eyes stared at each other with a fairly close distance. The god was clearly amazed by the woman who was now standing in front of him. The woman who that night was in the hotel room that became the outlet of her desire, when the devil's drink overtook her.

I guessed it.

He must have been looking for me and holding me accountable.

She must be pregnant.

the Inner God whose body was fixed motionless with a cold gaze.

"I'm pregnant sister" said Mega with trembling lips and my eyes. There was a speck of hope in his two eyes.

Gods flinching. He hasn't reacted to anything. Her memories lead her to an event, which finally finds out who the woman is now in front of her. First, he had thought hard from the start where did that woman come from? Who her? Why was he at the welcoming party for his arrival in Indonesia?

To the point where all the family drove his sister to the airport for her departure to continue studying abroad. Only then, there God realized if Mega turned out to be his sister's lover. God saw the two split up at the airport. When the separation of Mega and Satrio was not separated from the view of God from a distance. It seems that the two love each other like her who loves Arumi very much and intends to marry her. Because actually, his intention to return to Indonesia is to inaugurate his marriage with Arumi.

Although after that it is up to, between continuing to live in Indonesia and automatically working in a family company. Or return to Melbourne, Australia, where you will work with a foreign company.

Long time, very long time ago God issued a statement that was quite anticipated by Mega. But what came out of the mouth of God, in fact did not match his expectations. "I still have business." A god who doesn't even care about this woman's heart. A woman's heart is destroyed as good as her will. Forcibly stripped of her evening gown, she was also forcibly spiked despite the fact that the consciousness of the God of the night was influenced by alcoholic beverages.

But just got two steps, Dewa stopped because of Mega's speech that was quite torturous to the ears. "What brother is a loser and an irresponsible man?" Along with one drop of clear circle that escaped a fall that did not touch Mega's smooth cheeks.

"Later to talk, I'll call you. Write your phone number on my phone" by giving the device to Mega.

Mega automatically advances the move and writes his phone number on the man's phone. The man who had clearly ruined his life and felt real in a moment, soon his life would be completely lifeless and certainly bleak.

The gods continued to leave Mega. After Mega handed her phone back. While Mega, her eyeballs clearly implied sadness, seeing the man's back go away.

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Two days later.

Isak Mega is back. Slowly, but real feels tormenting his inner. The contents of his head were not careless, all feelings mixed into one. Confused, definitely. Sad, especially, of course. Angry, very. But back again it happened.

Don't know why? The figures of God and Arumi were so very real filled his head that second as well. Especially a woman named Arumi. The woman who was clearly ringing the God called when he snatched his crown. It is also clear that the two often do it. Still remember, if Arumi is possibly pregnant, the Gods happily marry her.

But what happened was contrary and really real a mistake. Even now she is pregnant with a boy who can be said not to know her, even though the figure of God is the brother of her lover. But because he did not live in Indonesia, making the two concluded not to know each other.

Dert

Dert

The sound of Mega's new phone he put down and looks lit. Mega was shocked when her pair of eyes saw a row of numbers she had not kept in her contact list. Mega is very sure if it is a God number.

"Hallo.." answered Mega when gluing the rectangular flat object right in her ear.

And sure enough, the gods sent her to the city park immediately and they would talk as promised before her.

It didn't take long, after Mega ended her conversation with the Gods. Ten fingers sheds tightly hugging the phone tightly in her chest.

Honestly, he has relief that is fairly low in percentage. Although there is no happy answer, at least God there is good faith to discuss his exit.

It didn't take long, Mega dressed up as simple as a woman her age. Step outside the terrace that has been awaited by the online motorcycle taxi maker who ordered it. And after fifteen minutes. Mega finally arrived and from a distance, it was able to see the figure of God sitting on a long chair made of wood that is mostly found in the city park.

Mega's legs slowly approached, though honestly she was very afraid of what would be the final conclusion of her discussion this afternoon.

To where he stood before the man. The gods then walked slowly with a pair of eyes from the bottom, precisely the tip of Mega's legs and crept slowly upwards until it ended in their retina that looked at each other.

For one second to two seconds. The atmosphere was silent and no one had yet started the word. To the point where God stood by handing a bright brown envelope to Mega. "You throw out your content," he said as if lightly without burden.

"Son't you tell me to drop this shit?" Mega sontak.

"Then what do you expect? I'm getting married to my lover soon. So too with you. I'm sure your lover loves you very much and intends to marry you." The gods quite clearly say it. Although there is no mention of Satrio's name in his.

Mega bowed and permeated completely what the Gods said. Her second wish is to marry each other's lovers. And that's true.

"Again, I'm sure your fetus is still a child. So it will be very easy to abort," God said.

Mega does not chim. Because to be honest he was confused as to what the next move of the second was.

For quite a long time Mega did not say anything, after hearing the real man who is now in front of her, told her to drop her womb.

"Do you have ears? Don't be so cry. And you need to know, don't expect you to be able to hold me accountable! Because I never wanted to. I will never marry a woman I don't love. Remember that! There is no marriage. What is there is, remove your content as soon as possible! because I'm sure it's still very small."

Making Mega increasingly swift draining clear circles from both eyes. It was like slapping a man in front of him. But his guts have no power. Megan just cried without a sound.

"That's a hundred million, if you're still lacking. You can ask me again."

"So don't just take the money again. Because I'm not gonna drop this shit." Mega violently pulled and opened the palm of God's hand and handed him an envelope with a bright brown color which he said was a hundred million dollars.

Quite furious with God with what was said by Mega. Instantly her jawbone hardened following her turbulent chest. "And don't call me anymore! if you don't want to abort your womb."

"Is this how you solve problems?" Although Mega was afraid, but this time really he will fight and defend himself which is certainly a loss.

"Then what? Whahuh? What am I supposed to do? May I ask you? We ... Should ... Do what?" the screech is incredible. The wrath implied in the two eyeballs of Gods was so very real. Makes Mega's breath go up and down so fast. Looking scared, when he should be the one who is angry and not even God.

The gods looked very frustrated after asking such a question. But not on Mega who finally asked for her rights as a woman. "I just wanted to, when this child was born in the world. He recognized and inscribed his father's name on his birth certificate. After that it's up," replied Mega which of course God can interpret it.

"What did you say?"

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