I'm Not Ready

I'm Not Ready
Lipstick


After Dewa left for work, Mega then packed some items for him to put in a suitcase. With the help of an aunt who told Mega to take a suitcase that God placed on top of the wardrobe to be placed near the wardrobe.


Mega had already finished moving many of her clothes into the suitcase. But when opening the wardrobe owned by her husband, Mega was surprised by one bok big enough that contains memories of God with Arumi related anything. Couples t-shirts bearing their respective names. Hats are also so, deliberately printed writing their names Dewa love Arumi and it's a lot he met in the box that there are many other objects in the container.


The one Mega initially used to respond to, turning jealous that very second. It could be due to her pregnancy hormones are erratic, finally Mega told aunt to just burn everything near the back garden.


Ting


Aunt's cell phone is clinking. A message sign from the God who tests communication with the aunt for the following days after Satrio returns home for the holidays.


Tests


the message of the gods.


Aunty with the intention of replying to the message, tried the phone bought by the God by taking pictures of the goods belonging to the God who was burned.


"What the hell is this?" lirih Dewa was surprised by the picture of aunty who was burning goods. The god immediately contacted the aunt and asked what was being burned.


Auntie then explained by phone. Where his wife found something in the container and asked him to just burn the items.


"Astaghfirullah.. Why did I forget?" The God is angry with himself. "Mega must be jealous of that," he added, who then headed to the car to go home that very second.


Rahma's mother also coughed in the smoke of the fire that soared high. "What is Mega?"


"Oh, that's his stuff, brother Dewa and Arumi ma."


"Huh? The gods still keep it?" Rahma's mother then shook her head.


While a while later, the God had already summoned his wife from a distance.


"What a shame you are. Cook still keeping the ex's stuff?" chirped Rahma's mother as her son flashed in front of her.


"God forgot ma," he said as he walked up the stairs to the second floor. "Darling, my clothes let me pack them." The God who tried to get his wife to stop folding the clothes she would bring to the hotel.


"Sister scared? If there are other former items that are still left behind or deliberately stored in the wardrobe?" answer Mega very smoothly and looks less comfortable. Fix Mega upset.


"No, no, not so dear. My point is to feel sorry for you, because I have a lot of stuff." The god who still leaves sacred objects is a necklace that contains a photo of himself and Arumi. Fix if Mega manages to find him in the closet drawer, he's done.


And right, as if the universe supported his fear. Mega slowly opened the drawer and found a black box like a jewelry place. "What's this?"


The god did not reply, he was silent and already felt the slow shivering vibrations that his wife would voice.


"Is this brother?" tanya Mega who then handed the tiny box to her husband.


"It's a necklace that doesn't matter, baby, let me burn it." The god is going out of the room.


"Wait brother, can Mega see?"


"Make what? You know the stuff that all the writing has names you've burned. Especially this?" The god grasped so tightly that he was very upset, why to ignore such things.


"I just want to know, brother?"


"Promise not to be angry?" sahut Dewa fast.


Mega smile. "Yes, no..."


The god opened the box. He then took a necklace where the necklace is heart-shaped and can be opened which is filled by a photo of himself and Arumi.


Mega is quite gawking.


The god immediately closed it, aware that it could make Mega's eyes hurt. The god then went to throw it over a puff of smoke whose fire had not been completely extinguished.


Mega watched her husband do that from the top window of her room. There were strokes of a smile arising, as if the more the day God proved that her husband's heart really belonged to her and did not belong to the woman anymore.


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After packing is complete. Both went to their mama. If they're going to stay in a hotel.


"Yes ma, I don't feel good, afraid Satrio changed his mind and came home from vacation."


"Yes, be careful. Take care of your wife." Rahma's mother's message.


"Yes ma, Mam also take care of his health. Don't mind much. And if there's anything, call God."


Just five minutes the God car came out and Satrio turned to look at his brother's car coming out of his house.


"Assalamualaikum ma," Satrio who took off the sneaker and put it onto the shoe rack. Seen shoes without haq and look elegant it is no longer in place. His mother's property also did not change position. Still in the original position does not shift and does not move. Satrio just sat in it and did not ask his mama.


Rahma's mother gaped. He thought the returning God turned out to be Satrio coming home from vacation. "Wa alaikum greetings, Satrio ... Not that you should still be in Bali." Rahma's mother, who has not recovered from her shock.


"Yes ma, but Satrio went home first. Satrio is not the spirit of ma, his vacation, because there is no Mega. Mega also has no news so far."


Rahma's mother also contracted Satrio's grief. Feeling guilty also hides the lie about the marriage of Mega and Dewa.


Sorry mom Sat.


Mama is one of the people who supports your sister's relationship and Mega continues.


Please Sat, later you understand and can accept.


The reason everyone is still hiding it is also for your good Sat.


rahma's mother's mind looked at her son's back running lethargic and moody.


A pair of Satrio eyes found the lipstick lying around just like that.


"What Sat?" asked Rahma's mother, why Satrio was standing not far from her sister's doorstep.


"Lipstik ma," replied Satrio remembering faintly after he noticed very well about the lipstick he found. Twist the time where he and Mega will go out to enjoy the night. It is seen if Mega is busy daubing lipstick on her lips and vaguely like the one in her hands now.


"Mama's got, mama's looking for her." Rahma's mother broke Satrio's daydream that remembered Mega at that time. Rahma's mother then took the lipstick from Satrio.


Satrio suddenly woke up. Then go to the room.


Geez.. how careless they are.


Fortunately, my mom can work around it.


And it was fortunate that Satrio didn't know.


inner mother Rahma. The heart gymnastics since his arrival Satrio returned to Indonesia. Rahma's mother then contacted Dewa. Tell him if his premonition is true regarding Satrio's return vacation.


"Thank God, ma, I quickly took Mega out of the house. A little late, wassalam."


"Yes you're right."


"Other times also do not be careless for Mega. Lipstick she fell in front of the room. And Satrio found."


"Huh?" instantly the God turned to his wife in surprise to hear what his mother had said.


"But mama is safe, only next time you are more careful," the message that Rahma's mother tried to voice.


"Yes ma, thank you."


The god then tells Mega about her lipstick.


"Huh? Cook the hell, brother?" Mega panicked and immediately checked her strappy bag. After he checks, right. If the lipstick is likely to fall out of his bag.


"Not to panic. Mama has been rescued from Satrio. Satrio saw our car coming out of the house.


Mega was back. His heart is beating ungodly. "He didn't see us, did he?"


"It doesn't seem like it."