I'm Not Ready
Satrio is sad

"You drink first." The god then took the water in a glass on his nightstand.

"Okay... sick.." lamented Mega whose stomach is heartburn not because.

The situation grew panicked, God rubbed his wife's stomach with a worried face afraid if Mega and the baby were anything.

"We're going to the doctor, baby." The god who could not bear to see Mega who groaned in pain but he could not make a sound.

Mega shook her head with sweat that had never stopped.

"What if anything?" The god was very panicked and did not know what to do other than hug his wife and repeatedly stroked her stomach. Talk to her baby not to fuss in there that night.

Mega told her husband to call Zahrin.

"Oh, it's probably a false contraction. Love to drink a lot of Mega water and slow massage. Don't stress his mind. Or make a walk, slowly in the room area," replied Zahrin by phone after Dewa asked what happened to Mega.

"So, brother, thank you, brother." The god then closes his phone and follows Zahrin's orders.

About half an hour later, Mega even slept without feeling any pain again because it was so good to be taken by the husband.

"Huh.thank God." The god breathed a sigh of relief, where his wife no longer felt pain in her stomach. After an hour more precarious situation occurred, then he went to sleep following Mega.

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Tomorrow.

"Why you, baby?" ask Rahma's mother who was sitting at the dinner table. Seeing Satrio's face bend with great gloom.

But instead of answering, Satrio sat down and took breakfast.

Inversely with the one in the room.

"I leave first, baby," said the sweet God with a smile and kissed his wife who then stomach Mega. "Papa's son don't fuss anymore huh, like last night. Pity mom is equally papa," he said to his baby with an anxious tone.

Mega smiled to see her husband talking to his daughter who was still in the stomach.

"For our son's call later, papa's mama, yes. Don't father mother," the Lord's plea to his wife.

"Why?"

"Yes, I'm not ordinary. Let's go of mama papa's family if you call the old man."

Mega smile. "Yes, yes."

"Are you going to pick Satrio? suppose he asked you to come back to him." Without the instructions of God directly to the subject of discussion of feelings.

"Why did you ask that?"

God grabbed his wife's finger. "I'm scared. Because I could feel that Satrio would never be willing," with the silent gaze of God staring into Mega's doubtful eyeballs.

"Aren't we promised to raise our children together. And only together, we can run it," replied Mega who had been at the point of conclusion, although not offensive about Satrio.

"You haven't been confronted yet, when he's angry, disappointed crying is even more painful than Arumi feels," said the god who tried to describe the future that will happen.

Mega breathing tight. Instantly all his nerves weakened that very second. "I wasn't ready for it" she walked off her husband's grasp. "I don't want to think about it right now." Mega who touched the room mosquito net and breathed fresh air.

"But we have to face it baby, what will he do to you, me, after he knows everything? Besides crying and being angry." God tried to guess Satrio's heart later.

"One thing, please never doubt my love. We've already talked about this. Whatever happens, we must be together. And I don't want you to go back to him. I've chosen you and our son." The god then grabbed his wife's head for her to put on his chest.

Mega can feel if her husband is overwhelmed with anxiety and fear if he returns to Satrio. Or Satrio trying to take it from him.

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"Hey... You just got off, baby?" rahma's mother's greeting to the Gods.

"Yes ma." The god saw that Satrio was not excited that day. The food on the plate is just in the back and forth and not in the eating. "Why?" ask God while putting the sandwich in his mouth. "This what?" Dewa saw the plane ticket to Bali that had been booked by his sister in advance.

"Mega is gone" said Rahma's mother who made the laugh of God and Hendarto following aunt who heard him. But his laughter was withheld and they were all pretending.

"Ehm, you mean missing how?" tanya Dewa continued her charade.

"She said it was hard to contact. The number is inactive. That means Mega is busy."

"Mending still goes to Bali. Rather than at home sad ria. Isn't it pa, ma?" bala Dewa found a way out for his sister, but originally for himself, so that Mega could breathe a sigh of relief with the departure of Satrio holiday to Bali for one week.

Satrio still did not answer. It looks so if the look of his face is sad and his eyes are swollen. "Are you not strong, follow Satrio on vacation to Bali ma?" rengek Satrio wants his mama to come along.

"No need to bring mom, later if mama has healed well, then we plan a vacation together. Now the problem is you, you're sad again, so going to have fun with your college friends is the right thing, considering you're heartbroken."

"Who's the broken hearted brother?"

"Lha what's her name? That's a sign Mega prioritizes whether it's his work or if there's someone else than you," God's dream for his sister is not too bucin to Mega, said Dewa, so that later it will not hurt too much when everything is real.

Satrio looked sharply at his brother. "So there's no right."

"The female part is not just Mega times either."

"But I love her the same Mega sister."

"If she doesn't love how?"

These two men are struggling with words. The other was terrified if his wife turned away and was taken by her sister. The other, clinging to his heart that was fixed for the one woman who was long enthroned in his heart.

"Where do you know that you don't love?"

"Already, already. Let's eat the morning settled. Don't make a noise early in the morning."

"We are not rowdy ma.." explained Dewa.

"arguing? Same time. Still morning. Your brother is right Satrio, there is a preferred Mega. Yeah, there's no harm in going on vacation with your friends without Mega."

"But ma.."

"No need to be but-but. Dear you know, with plane tickets and lodging bookings as well as a series of trips to Bali," said Rahma's mother.

"Udah go. Do not use any doubt event," said Mr. Hendarto. Where everyone who sat one table simultaneously told him to go on vacation to Bali.

Satrio did not chim in, he then went up the stairs and went into his room. Same with all the things that don't go according to plan. Mega even tends to shy away from him.

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