I'm Not Ready
Speak from heart to heart

The gods have not yet relieved their emotions. Dozens of times hit the doorbell, Mega did not lift it and before long, his papa came following mama and Mega. "What's up with Mega Ma?"

"Lha what are you? You are her husband. Even the night does not know where. Your wife has a sick stomach. I was scared, so I took her to the hospital."

"Trus ma? Mega is okay?"

"Doctor's word of false contraction. Where the hell are you from anyway? Mega said, you buy food. Where's the food? Your car is also at home. Ride the camel away her?"

God's speechless. Feeling guilty about his wife. Because of the jealousy of Arumi, Mega and her baby who must be a victim.

"Your mother is like you, God. Don't know the same way of your mind." Rahma's mother then went to her room.

The god was still pecking for a moment, then he went up to the second floor with a lethargic face approaching to his wife.

Still he did not talk when Mega would lay his body to sleep. "Honey I'm sorry, yes" he said full of regret when he found out if his girlfriend who made Mega's stomach hurt.

But Mega pretended to be asleep and did not answer her husband's apology.

"I'm sure you haven't slept."

"Hem.." answered Mega immediately, so that the gods do not talk much.

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Her morning.

"Honey, I want to keep you at home" Dewa enthusiastically told Mega when his wife woke up.

But Mega was indifferent and his face was flat, ordinary as if he wanted God at home and not that day. Whatever. Mega doesn't care.

"Darling, I'm sorry." The god who walked behind his wife who went into the bathroom. Not desperate, so that his communication with Mega improved again even though he was tired of all this. Bored with intermittent, intermittent better.

Brakes

The sound of a bathroom door that was loudly Mega closed.

The god is still standing by the bathroom door. Waiting for Mega to come out of the bathroom. But after fifteen minutes, Mega came out with the same feeling. He was and still angry with her.

"Darling, today's streets yuk. I'll take you to the salon. Or I'll take you to the blue lake. We spent the day there." The god who persuaded Mega but his wife like to think it does not exist.

Until the short hour hand changes place at the number 1 noon. Mega still ignored him and chose to care for the flowers in the garden. Mega always avoids, if God tries to get closer and invites him to talk casually.

Ting tung

The bell of the house opened by the aunt.

"Arumy..." The god was surprised why Arumi dared to come home.

"Darling, I was looking for you at work. But he said you didn't come in today. That's why I'm here."

The god still showed his unfriendly attitude. She still holds a pique on Arumi since last night. "Mending you off," he drove off slowly with a flat face.

The god was surprised, all the things Arumi did lead to fighting her desperately as if not wanting her to be angry continuously. "Yes, come in. Mega in the back garden."

Arumi then walked in and approached Mega which was busy with plants in the back.

Mega is quite shocked by Arumi suddenly standing nearby.

"Mega..."

"If you are not comfortable with my existence, I will go so you can talk freely," said Mega who will move but Arumi grabbed Mega's fingers.

"You don't misunderstand me. I'd like to apologize,"

Mega's forehead frowned, questioning what Arumi meant to say sorry to her.

"I sprinkled chili powder on your food last night. I'm sorry Mega."

Mega could hardly believe hearing it. Looked at Arumi with no words yet. "So you did it?"

Arumi nodded. "I'm sorry Mega, but I promise, I won't do it again. Just so you promise, return the Gods back to me," said Arumi who made the hearts of Mega and the Gods who stood not far from the two rustle. "I can't live without a God, we've been in love for so long. And I'm so jealous, seeing you every day with him in the same house in one room. Maybe one bed, I don't know what you're doing. But I'm heartened for it all" said Arumi with teary eyes. Seen once, if his heart is very hurt by their marriage and many things that God did to Mega.

Mega also did not lose to hear it. Instantly it was like being pierced by millions of needles all over his body. He was still silent and had not answered anything.

"You can go back with Satrio. Satrio's a good man, his sister's a god. Still this family. And I am sincere if there is a bond of love between you that will never break, that is, the child in your stomach. Shouldn't it be Mega? After you got divorced, you went back to Satrio. Living together and happy. So will I, marry the gods and be happy. Is that Mega?" Arumi who waddles with her tears.

Likewise with Mega, who cried sobbing, when the name of her lover Satrio entered and was linked by Arumi in their case.

Arumi has not yet let go of Mega's hand.

Mega also has not answered anything related to the matter conveyed by Arumi. Where that's how it should be. The marriage of God and himself, ended when the baby in the womb was born into the world. At first it was also a Mega request and simple things mean ordinary. Now changed, that simple thing was hard for her to accept with the time that the Gods treated her as a real wife and not a toy wife.

The gods are again full. Bows down with two women who talk heart to heart about agreeing.

"Let the Lord choose." Mega who then left with her step.

"That's a sign that you love the gods too. Forgetting Satrio. Why are you so mean to Mega?" Arumi grew crying, when he heard Mega did not fulfill his promise.

Mega stop. "Just ask the Lord, I am also confused Arumi. I also do not want all this to happen," said Mega who was not less crying with Arumi.

"But you can, you can reject the Gods and return to Satrio later. The answer is whether you want to or not. And you're obviously reneging on a promise, Mega. The promise he said, you only want the name of God to be on your child's birth certificate. Did you forget?" Arumi who continues to gouge Mega's memories with her own words. So that Mega keep his promise. Not getting carried away when they are together in one roof.

Mega left with the tears she brought.

While Arumi was crying disappointed. Because it turns out, Mega also loves God and forgets his promise.

"Arumi.." said the god with a hoarse voice because of long silence.

"I don't want to hear anything. I don't want to hear you say half your heart belongs to Mega. The other half is for the baby in Mega's belly and my name doesn't exist." Arumi ran away small. Throw away the hand of the God who was about to grab it. His heart was broken and he felt betrayed by both of them.

While Gods. The god could do nothing but grab his curly hair with both hands.

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