I'm Not Ready
I should what?

Arumi leaves her lover. But he will not go to the salon, considering there has not been a week he has routinely washed his hair to the salon.

Not long after the God came out of his room and headed for his car.

It is undeniable, if here Arumi's feelings must be disappointed again. Staring sadly at the car belonging to his lover who came out of the hotel construction project.

Where the hell is he going?

asked Arumi in his heart. Then he followed his girlfriend's car. Until where it turns out God to the cake shop owned by his aunt. Because the cake shop is not far from the hospital where Mega is treated.

The god chatted briefly with his aunt when he found out that Mama Regi was in the shop area. Dewa then brought a variety of cakes and deserts for Mega and of course the prospective baby. And all of that is still monitored by Arumi. To where God came out of the cake shop and into the hospital parked his car.

"Who's sick?" ask Arumi wondering why she should go to the salon. Gods can be very easy to tell the truth.

Arumi followed the God who had finished asking the ministry and seemed to be heading to the patient room in the care.

The gods walked down the per section of the hospital. And finally he had arrived at a room where Mega was being fed by Zahrin. Arsyad and Arsyla are playing together.

"God." Zahrin who got up from his seat and stopped feeding Mega. "It is fortunate that you quickly came to God" said Zahrin.

"Yes, brother, I finished my work first."

"Oh... Well then brother went home first Mega. You already have your husband. You get well quickly, yes" said Zahrin to Mega.

"Thank you brother."

"Yes are the same." Zahrin then came out of Mega's outpatient room. Where is Arumi who had briefly hidden when Zahrin came out so as not to be discovered.

The atmosphere turned silent, where the voices of Arsyla and Arsyad dominated the room because they were scrambling for gadgets to maintain their favorite cartoon series.

A pair of Mega and Dewa eyes were staring. And no one will start the question to break the silence between the two.

The god hugged his wife. What he really wanted to do last night when Mega cried, when the two were sitting together.

One drop of clear grain managed to fall and followed by the next droplets. Next isak faintly sounded. And what is worse is that the wound that yesterday has not healed as if it was sprinkled with salt deliberately by God. Arumi is really not strong to continue the scene where it turns out that women like Mega, are quite disturbing and can make the Gods change their attitude to him.

I want him to run and scream. He let out a cry that he could no longer hold. But there, his eyes still want to be fixed on the figure of God and Mega.

"I'm sorry." Three words were then spoken by the Gods on Mega. Where he then pecked the top of Mega's head. It still does not end there, God still has not disconnected his gaze from Mega.

"Why is this? Sister's shirt is also all dirty." asked Mega who touched her husband's arm. And watch the God's shirt.

"Oh, there was a small accident on the project. But it's okay. Don't you think of me, think of our baby." The god who then glanced towards the stomach of Mega, where in there is a candidate for his heart. "May I touch her? Told him that his mama would soon recover and be as healthy as ever."

Mega smiled and nodded. The warmth of both felt. Since God slowly brought down the barrier from the beginning he built himself.

"Papa's son is healthy, papa doesn't want mom and dad's son to be sick." Although awkward, Dewa tried hard to say it calmly and of course it would have to arrive at Mega's ears.

The god stroked Mega's stomach and kissed her, after she had placed an ear on Mega's stomach to listen to the baby's heartbeat.

Make Arumi cry until sitting down and not strong to see what her lover did.

Arumi is not strong. She ran to the hospital toilet and washed her already wet face with her tears. Staring at the mirror in front of him and not knowing what steps he should take regarding the dishonesty of Gods today.

It was not yet for the business of the hearts of the two of them. Which of course is now divided much by the existence of Mega and their prospective baby. "Hikk... Hiccu... Hikz." cried Arumi who had not stopped at that moment. He tried repeatedly not to let out tears. Repeatedly that too, her tears rushed without stopping.

Want to step out of the hospital. Go leave behind the two of them who blatantly struck the sword together. But there are even contrasts. His heart did not want to translate. Arumi decided to go back and see them. And the result is still the same. The gods are so warm and considerate to Mega. And again, his tears could not stop watching a God whose attention was no less equal to his.

The clock kept going. Where the time shows at 17:00 WIB. Hospital staff delivered dinner for the patients, and the nurses also checked Mega's condition to replace the depleted infusion fluid.

The same thing was done by Dewa, feeding Mega and even forced to hold Mega ala bridal style to take her to the bathroom.

The awkwardness between the two slowly faded, during a debate where Mega was strong and did not want to be carried but God forced. And of course, none of it was trimmed from Arumi's view from behind the window. Even the two seemed to be carried away and the Gods almost forgot everything.

Until the time rolled, the afternoon changed and it turned out to be night. "I go home first yes," God told Mega and answered a nod by his wife. The gods do not even understand with his attitude that plays like a husband, everything flows just like that, as if switching paths from the original agreement. All the things he did, after all, did not get a rejection from Mega and instead, he welcomed her warmly and acted like a wife in general.

Cup

Long enough the Gods permeated the kiss on the top of Mega's head. I don't know, he was even confused to interpret all his actions to Mega.

The god took off his kiss slowly. Megan smiled and could not speak. There was a word of gratitude and caution that he wanted to convey. But his lips were frozen, when many hours were showered by God with more attention and of course everything meant.

The god came out of the ward. Arumi was in shortly.

"Arumi," said Mega.

Arumi did not stay silent, when what became his happiness was taken away by Mega. Then what's he gonna do? He pulled out a Mega infusion needle.

"Sick Arumi.. release Arumi..." Two Mega eyeballs that can not hold back their tears.

"illness?"

Mega nodded with tears already falling. "Arumi's pain.." His weeping for quick release.

"You knew? This pain of yours, is not comparable to the pain of my heart when you snatch the Gods from me," continued Arumi with tears that were no less similar to Mega.

"I did not seize the Lord's brother, I did not seize him. Release Arumi... Sick.." Mega's moaning that God really wants to end to stop Arumi's dangerous actions. But he deliberately did not do, because God wants to hear intact what Arumi will convey to Mega. "My life was ruined because it was smeared by him. Don't you know it's Arumi? I should what? I should what?"

Yes, Dewa returned again to the Mega outpatient room, because he felt his car keys were left behind. But not until the Mega room, it turns out the key is tucked and into his wallet.

Wanting to return to the parking lot, God heard a familiar voice, Arumi's voice in the room. And it turns out true, Arumi was torturing Mega by playing with her infusion needle. The gods originally wanted to end their muddle, but he paused. Because he wanted to hear all, the two women who were there were enough to grab his attention.

"Trus what's the name Mega?" arumi's jolt followed her sobs. "You made him lie to me today. He prefers you and your son over me Mega." a cry mixed with Arumi's annoyance that was really stifling. "After your child is born, I hope you don't forget your promise Mega. You must ask for a divorce, after the name Sadewa Dirgantara has been set forth in the birth certificate of your child later."

"Aw.." ringis Mega, as Arumi removed her intravenous needle. Instantly fresh blood flowed and Mega was hysterical.

"You remember it's Mega." Arumi's last words and then takes her away.

SERIATE