I'm Not Ready
Not ready to lose

"Trus according to brother, do I have the heart?" answer Mega who was sad too. "I have to how?"

"Already, already. I'm sorry, I forgot that you're pregnant. Bumil should not be much of a thought. So you have to forget first the problem between the feelings of adults regarding your own feelings. Most importantly now, your baby is in the stomach, because soon you will give birth. That was what I thought."

"Yes brother. But honestly I want to talk about him meeting up with big brother."

"Now?"

"His feeling, was he pictured losing greatly? Because I don't know what his expression is? you know what I mean, right?"

"I can't see it. Frustrated and very hoarding longs."

Mega who seemed to turn into fear of the shadow one year into the future. He was very afraid of how Satrio would react when he knew everything.

"Already, you have to throw Satrio's problem temporarily." Zahrin who knew Mega daydreamed and disperse her.

While on the other side.

In the car Satrio felt very lost in the figure of his lover. The surprise of his arrival that was thought to be very happy, turned unresolved in the least will be like this. For some reason, the atmosphere of the music in his car clearly illustrates his mood will be afraid to lose Mega.

The lyrics of the song by singer Stevan Pasaribu made his heart rustle when he joined vaguely singing the song.

Sewindu.

I didn't hear your voice.

The ones that decorate my day

Sewindu.

You're not on my side.

You disappeared from my sight.

Don't know where you are now.

It's not ready for me yet.

Losing yourself.

Not able to get away from you.

Which is still deep.

My liver...

"You where the hell Mega," she said with a sad face that since her return to Indonesia. His car even still took him to the Mega house and long enough to stop monitoring the house until the afternoon. However, Mega did not even have any signs of returning home or visiting his home.

Makes Satrio breathe hard. Between crying and upset until he was anxious himself by squeezing hp and several times hit the steering wheel.

Satrio decided to go home. Rahma's mother saw that her second son looked sad and lethargic. Walking not excited, not even greeting her.

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One week later.

"Bi, where's Satrio? why not go down?" ask Rahma's mother and Hendarto who prepared breakfast and wanted to go to the hospital for treatment.

"Not down yet, ma'am," replied the aunt.

"Pa, take mama to her room Satrio," pinta Rahma's mother who was less friendly that day.

Rahma's mother and Hendarto then went upstairs, to the second floor. Knocked on Satrio's door and only the lawyer told them to come in from inside.

"You sick Sat?" ask Hendarto.

"Yes, are you pale?" added Rahma's mother.

"Satrio is fine."

"No matter what, a fever like this is his body." Rahma's mother touched her son's forehead and arms and all looked feverish.

"Let me give you the cure too."

"Follow mom to the hospital. All you go to the doctor, "persuade Rahma's mother.

"No need to ma," replied Satrio who slammed his back gently into the bed.

"Sat, your mama's right. All go to the doctor. It's not good to be sick in the wild." Mr. Hendarto firmly said that. "Udah, now you take a shower and change your clothes. Come along! Mom, wait downstairs."

Satrio could not argue and just obey the decree of his papa mama. The three then went to the hospital together.

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In the hospital.

"How's doc, my wife?" ask the God who is quite panicked. Again Mega complained of stomach pain and made the Gods thoughtlessly take her to the hospital.

"So calm, it's not time to give birth yet. Just a false contraction. Indeed like this is often experienced by pregnant women who are approaching the birth," replied the doctor who made the gods quite calm.

"Thank you doc."

"Together."

"How dear, is it okay?" asked the Gods to Mega who still took a deep breath because her stomach was getting bigger.

Mega nods.

"Yeah yuk, now we're home." The god then led his wife to take her to the car. But because the location of the car is far enough, Dewa told Mega to wait in the waiting chair.

God gawked. His heart beats violently when he meets Satrio unexpectedly. "You? What's in the hospital?" answer the gods as casually as possible.

"Mama papa is forced. My body has a fever, told to check with them. All mama routine treatment," replied Satrio with a less healthy body."

"Mama they?"

"Inside."

"Where are you going?"

"Say, his general practitioner is in the ER. So I told you to go there."

Deg.

Finish this.

Be present...

How's this?

Mega sat there again.

the Inner God who rubbed the nape of the neck and looked once if he panicked.

"Oh yeah, what's in the hospital? this early." Satrio who saw the circular watch on his left wrist. "Said mom sister out of town."

The gods are shocked. Staring at his sister for a long time. "Yes, sister, I came home last night. Brother went straight to the hotel, because it was early morning brother's home." The gods answered him.

"What's the big brother doing here?"

"Ep... Brother's head hurts. Yes, I checked it out." The god still looks panicked and confused how to get Mega to the car. His wife's cell phone in the bag and all of Mega's stuff in the car. So I couldn't get in touch with Mega to let her know if she met Satrio.

"Yes I've been there first, brother," pointed Satrio towards the Emergency Unit.

"Eitz!" The god grabbed his sister's wrist. Hard enough God grasped Satrio's hand until Satrio felt something strange with his brother. "Sorry .. sorry, take the brother to the mother first yes." pinta Dewa more than three to four times over the Emergency Unit room. Where Mega must be worried waiting for her.

Dear...

Please.you sit down the henchman huh.

Don't go anywhere or take a walk looking for me.

Mega Please...

pinta is certainly on his mind.

"Lho, God?" simultaneously Rahma's mother and Mr. Hendarto were surprised by Dewa why he could meet with Satrio.

"So we met in front of ER ma," replied Satrio. Where Rahma's mother and Hendarto sir were stunned.

Dewa then spoke to his papa some distance away from Satrio and whispered for help to bring Mega who was in the ER into his car. He also gave the car keys to his papa. And the Gods will hold Satrio back from staying with them for a while.

It's quite precarious actually, but they are all smart to hide their nervousness. Until Mr. Hendarto reasoned that someone was left behind in the car, making him have to go to the parking lot.

On the other hand, Mega went to the toilet because she wanted to urinate.

Mr. Hendarto had been down the Emergency Unit, but could not find his son-in-law. He also asked some of the nurses who were on guard, but none of them knew where Mega was headed.

What's out of the ER? Because if it comes out, it has been seen the front car park, and not seen once if there is a Mega. Mr. Hendarto suddenly panicked and was afraid, if Satrio met with Mega.

Mr. Hendarto then contacted Dewa. Notifying if his wife is not in the ER.

"What?" god replied in a panic, but it sounded safe as Satrio glanced at him as well as him.

"Yes I've been there, yes" replied the God of panic that he conditioned as if nothing had happened.

Ting

Rahma's mother's phone clinks. Rahma's mother had read God's message and nodded slowly as if she knew her son's intentions, to not allow Satrio anywhere first, before she reported that she had been discharged from the hospital with Mega.

"Ma, I'm going first. Take care of mama first!" god's message that patted his younger brother's shoulder. "Cheal quickly yes," he added.

Satrio nodded repeatedly.

The god ran around looking all over the hospital hallway. Back again ER, but Mega has not managed to find. He also tried to get to the car park where his car was parked, but Mega was not there.

"How's pa?"

"No Wa, papa doesn't know where your wife is." Pak Hendarto who was quite exhausted also because of the Mega that morning.

"Oh... How is this pa?" A god who could not think clearly at that moment. What if they meet?" A god who could not imagine that happening now.

"We'll look again!" exclaim sir Hendarto. "Don't see them." Mr. Hendarto who then walked back to the hospital, followed by Dewa with a split.

"Where the hell are you, baby?" lirih the Gods were anxious to the greatest extent. His worries beat anything back then. Running here and there but Mega he has not met.

While Mega who had wanted to urinate in a toilet not far from the ER, it was used. Mega then heads to the toilet behind the mosque which is close to the rear parking lot.

"Ma, I'm going to the toilet for a second, yeah," said Satrio to his mama.

"Dear, come back quickly" replied Rahma's mother.

Satrio nodded and walked to the nearest toilet behind the mosque.

Coinciding with Mega who just came out of the toilet.

"Satrios..." Mega gaped and confused to hide where. So panicked, she even forgot if her stomach was big, to walk quickly without caring about her pregnancy. In order to avoid not meeting Satrio. "Satrio," he softened with a gasp of breath towards the toilet again.

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