I'm Not Ready

I'm Not Ready
Zahrin's lie to Satrio


The next day after Satrio returned from Bali, he immediately visited Mega's house again. Hundreds of times tried to contact Mega's mobile phone but the mobile operator never changed the answer. Mega number is inactive and Mega seemed to avoid meeting him.


The terrace of the house is dusty like uninhabited. Out neighbors Mega and Satrio ask the whereabouts of Mega and her brothers. One of the neighbors said that Akhyar went to Germany to work and Yanuar to work in Singapore. Another case of Mega affairs, the neighbors do not know it.


Unfortunately, having a special relationship long enough with Mega, does not make Satrio know all the addresses of the Mega brothers. Remember if the wife of his cousin had been part of the Mega family for quite a long time.


"Yes, brother Zahrin at least know the home address of the Mega brothers," said Satrio who then returned to his car and drove out the housing to the highway.


Dert


The voice call from Satrio certainly makes Zahrin must be ready with answers.


"Why not get caught?" ask Regi who is uncomfortable to hear the sound of Zahrin's cell phone ringing continuously.


"Satrio," he replied helplessly.


"Yes, be appointed" said Regi.


"I still set my breath dear, because this is about lies and the rewards of hell." Zahrin touched the rectangular flat object with his chest not yet calm. His entire body trembled slowly, as Satrio first contacted him. And very sure if the reason to contact him related to Mega where.


"Buruan.." exclaimed Regi.


"You are the one who lifts up, you seem to relax and not fear the torment of hellfire when you lie." Zahrin has no end to preaching.


Regi approached his wife and took the rectangular flat object from Zahrin. No need to ba bi bu like his wife, Regi immediately swiped to the green symbol on the phone screen which means receiving the call. "Hallo Sat's..."


The two chatted for a while and it was concluded that Satrio would go to his cousin's cake shop to talk to his wife.


Regi agrees and tells Satrio to go to his cake shop. And they were talking casually there.


"How's this? how's it?" Zahrin is panicked and scared if he can't keep a secret.


Regi snorted subtly. Slowly watching his wife's behavior. "You just answered not knowing any questions Satrio had, sorted out."


"You better be baby, I can't see Satrio's sad face. Surely he's sad again, Mega can not be contacted and I'm sure, Satrio is confused looking for any information related to Mega."


"What you ask is that you be with him, not me."


Zahrin's breath was burning right then and there. Both of his hands were shaking unnoticed.


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At Regi's Olivia and Zahrin's cake shop.


"How are you Sat?" ask Regi who put their right hand and chest together like a grown man in general.


"I'm not good at all" Satrio replied lethargicly but he was quickly able to hide his sadness with the smile he gave.


"Eh, you have come Sat," said Zahrin who put Arsyad on his chair. Replace told Regi to take care of her. "We sit in front of Sat." Zahrin then walked in front of his cake shop.


"No, I know what I mean by coming here." Satrio who went straight to the tree thing, then sat down.


"Suami sister did not explain, what do you want to come?" Zahrin still replied casually and pretended.


Upz, first lie.


the word Zahrin is certainly in the heart.


"I want to ask the address of Mega's brother, brother was once part of their family long ago," added Satrio.


Zahrin took a deep breath. "Yes you're right, but I don't think they know where Mega is either."


"Then do you know where Mega is?" sahut Satrio quickly made Zahrin's heart seem to stop that minute too.


Wasalam Rin's.


If you lie one word, plunge yourself into the pit of hellfire.


Pestilence.


zahrin murmured certainly in heart that spoke to himself.


"Don't know? Where did Mega go?"


Zahrin. But it is not denied if he feels guilty for the lies he did.


I'm sorry Sat.


Not yet the time to know.


If I'm roaring this moment to you.


I'm sure I've been completely silent by all the family.


Expelled Regi and mother-in-law and not to mention other problems that will be present for example I speak as is.


Satrio breathing deeply. Sounded claustrophobic and apathetic that second as well.


Zahrin could not bear to see it.


"According to my brother, Mega where?" tanya Satrio is endless and always contains the word Mega in his. It seems that Satrio loves his former brother-in-law very much.


Zahrin again nodded. It was deliberately done, in order to reduce the lie that he would voice.


Rin's address, smell paradise heaven not you later.


inner Zahrin again.


"Where is he? suddenly there was no news like this. Weird." Satrio's face looked so grimly uninspired.


Zahrin half down. "Have you called him?"


Satrio. "Thousands are possible."


Zahrin was astonished, hearing the words of the thousands that were thrown from Satrio's mouth. He began to fret, especially Satrio did not end their conversation.


"Where are you going Mega?" lirih Satrio frustratedly covered her face with both hands and rubbed it rough.


"For example, if there's someone else, how?" asked Zahrin who escaped from his mouth.


Satrio turned sharply to Zahrin. "Sister mean?"


"Egh... No, no. I'm kidding. It's also impossible for Mega to betray you, unless forced to," Zahrin's code is actually about the situation his former sister-in-law is in.


"I don't understand what you mean." Satrio's serious face was still staring questioningly at Zahrin.


"Maybe not? Is he there someone else?" The increased Zahrin gave Satrio a vague code.


"It's not possible. We promised and we'd get married if my studies were done."


"Is that sure you're the same as him?"


Satrio. "He can't break his promise. I know Mega. He also knows very well that I'm serious about him." Satrio said it very well. As if not doubting the love of Mega which turned out to be slowly anchored in the heart of God.


"Yes, if you're sure he won't turn away. You also have to be sure, if maybe these days he's busy with I don't know which you haven't been briefed by."


"Is that so, brother?"


Zahrin nodded, followed by a haru smile


watching for yourself how her husband's cousin did not change feelings for Mega.


"Honestly, I was wondering, what the hell is he doing? To the extent that the phone is turned off like this." lamented Satrio spoke softly.


"Next time don't surprise me. It would be better, before your return in the future, you better talk." Zahrin's suggestion that Satrio captured was correct.


Wrong, suddenly came home when Mega had warned would not be able to meet. But do not expect, if the thing he thinks sounds light, the result is long, runyam and make him fail to understand.


"Yes, brother is right. For my next return, I'll definitely talk to Mega."


"Yes, it has to be. Because you don't know Mega either."


"Yes, brother," replied Satrio who did not change his expression.


Their conversation is over. Satrio leaves the cake shop Zahrin and his cousin.


But not long ago, God's car entered the parking area of Zahrin cake shop. Zahrin had just opened the thick glass door of his cake shop.


"You guys?" Zahrin gaped with a look of disbelief. Seeing the God so casually wrap his hands around his wife's waist.


"What's up, brother? How come brother's surprised?" ask Mega.


"Satrio just came out," Zahrin hard to swallow his saliva. Look towards the parking lot and make sure Satrio doesn't see them both.


"What?" cry out God with two bulging eyes. After that, he turned to look at Mega the same way he looked at her.


"But it's like it's safe." Zahrin was nervous when she saw the two of them why they could go to her cake shop together. "Where did you guys end up? Why come out together? Is it not afraid? if Satrio catches you both?"


"We finished checking out the sister, the schedule will be checked once every two weeks before the day of birth," replied Mega.


"Trus we stopped by here, because it happened to pass by," said God.


"It's a good thing Satrio's gone." Zahrin still placed his palm on his chest, due to the nervousness that had not completely disappeared and became calm.


Then they entered the shop. Where Regi talks to the Gods. Zahrin with Mega.


"He was very sad, I could not bear it" Zahrin told Mega, explaining Satrio's facial features.


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